Recently some very wonderful people have been sending around a petition for me to help fight the system. Some called it a scam or spam. I am very real. Here's the scoop. I have recurrent ovarian cancer. I'm not well. Had my original surgery 2 1/2 years ago, went through the surgery and chemo and did the "lose the hair thing!" But that's okay for I'm alive. I went into remission but it came back last year and put me on a year of chemo. Didn't work well. Now I'm facing surgery and this is where the fun starts. I'm stuck in the system of hell. Where my insurance carrier (HMO) cannot find a gynecological oncology surgery (In-Network) to do my surgery. So they sent me home to pay the biggest price of all. Die. I'm then told by a friend to see this other surgeon. We meet, talk, I'm examined and he says "You need surgery and I'm going to do it. It will buy you time,,,an extra year, or two, or five or more. Let's get that cancer CUT OUT of you." I had hope. But....it is being shattered for his surgeon is on a PPO with another insurance carrier and my insurance has been denying my appeals for 2 months now. I cannot believe I've paid for insurance my entire life, continues to work and when I need insurance most of all...they abandon me. Now this surgeon who wants to do the surgery says he'll do it not only for FREE but he will take care of me the rest of my life...FOR FREE...(he put this in writing to my insurance carrier and they still deny my appeals. They are letting me die. I am now in pain, where I wasn't when this started and they are letting me die. I look at my daughters and I cry. They are going to lose their mom.

ABOUT ME: Is there such a thing as a Master/Best-Friend/Lover/Soul-Mate in one person? one who wants balance? One who still believes in Monogamy and who is not afraid of commitment, to share our feelings, our emotions, and enjoy good times and laughter? Yes laughter!!!!!! I’ve been told good luck finding “HIM” but I know you're out there there searching for me. I want to be that kitten, that angel, that princess, that soul mate, that best friend & lover. I want it all! I am secure about who & what I am & what I need for I am a very special ladee. I need someone who is real for I've gone through way way too much in the past 2 1/2 years to play the games. I'm not into liars or cheaters because they get caught. I want someone who doesn't want a stable of subbies, who recognizes my inner strength and outer strength as positive and who is not afraid of it. Someone who can make me feel complete by his words, his hands, the look in his eyes & the lust and love in his heart. Sense of humor is so important to me. Above all, I need someone to hold me tightly in his arms and say "Sweetie, I'm here and I'll protect you. It's all going to be okay!"

I'm a special ladee. I'm 5'2", Cute, Petite but not skin & bones, curvey. ((Medical Update, well not as petite as before - I’m temporarily 40 lbs. larger from the steroids, chemo & cancer. While my doctors call it Temporary Bloat, I call it 40 lbs of BLOAT BLOAT!)) I do have great legs & I'm very chesty. I have brown eyes, and short reddish-brown curly hair, (yes my hair is growing back but for how long?) (Looks at her many wigs). I is berry smartz (edumacated) YUP!. I’m a romantic and I love to touch...very touchy...very very touchy! I love the ocean, soft music, sunsets & the flicker of candles in a room. I'm erotic through and through. Wow I sound great. I think I'll write to myself.....hmmmmm "Dear Friskee...."

Ideal Person: I desire to be with a man who will cherish me for who I am & help me to be the best I can be, for both of us, and he'll be the best he can be...for me. Someone who will be my lover and best friend. For this, I will give my heart. Where not a word would have to be said, but we would both always know. As Catherine said of her Heathcliff in Wuthering Heights "I not only love Heathcliff, I am Heathcliff." If you are a dominant honest male between the ages 40-60, NO GAMES, not married, no women, no couples, a non-smoker and one who lives close enough to see my brown eyes (well, of course anything is possible…even with distance)...say hello!