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I have recently been working on my pain tolerance. I tried placing clamps on my testicles and then slowly increased the weight. It was absolutely horrifying how much pain I had to go through but the feeling was euphoric. |
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Does anyone have music they like to be dommed to? |
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I had a great few days with my owner goddessroleplay. Now that I am back home i find myself missing everything from our conversation, to the way she loved wax so much. I am very much looking forward to being by her side again. |
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I find myself falling in love with goddessroleplay again. I forgot how much I enjoyed our conversation and hearing the sound of her laugh. Goddess Roleplay thank you for being my Domme, lover and friend. |
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Goddess roleplay will be disciplining me for being an unruly whore. |
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Goddess roleplay has commanded I lay face down with a lit candle lodged in my anus as she watches and teases me over webcam. I am lucky to be under her heel. |
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I recently received in the mail a pair of goddessroleplays's blue silk panties. My instructions are to as I sleep rest them on my face so I can think of her. It's good to be under her control again and I am honored to be there both as w sub and friend. |
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Under the guidance of goddess roleplay I have agreed to place myself in to chastity to please her. I shall remain in Chastity until I find a mistress as only a goddess can allow me to cum and not my own animalistic desires. I am a pathetic whore that prays to be owned. |
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Nothing makes me feel more pathetic than begging to serve a dominant only to realize I had already begged her. Hopefully I will find the perfect Domme to lay my life down for. |
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Well goddessroleplay you did your best ...but I guess your best wasn't good enough. |
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This is kind of a bleh night. |
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I may be a sub but god Damn it love to see her mad. |
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Good to see my friend doing so well. |
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A dear friend of mine Goddessroleplay has just joined the world of Collarme. Please give her a warm welcome. |
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I am sorry Ma'am...but you are twice my age, live a state away, and you want me to tribute you.
I am honored you wanted me as your slave but you are simply not the type I wish to serve, you don't have to send a hateful and threatening reply.
I am all for female supremacy but saying you will cut me if I don't submit is just fucking cray and makes me reconsider being on this site and even in this lifestyle . |
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God my arms are killing me after the gym, one good thing about being a masochist is even if you are beat to hell from the gym you will go back the next day. |
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I truly wish missright now knew how deeply I feel about her right now. I wouldn't care if she doesn't want me as a slave, I just hope whoever her slave is would treat her like the amazing goddess she is. |
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...and now I feel depressed . I hope one day I get the chance to do all I can to make my mistress happy. |
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Wasting a fakes time...one of my favorite things to do. |
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If missrightnow asked me to shave my pubic hairs I would gladly do it. God If I served her I would do everything I could to make her happy. |
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There is something about working out and seeing a woman run longer than you very humiliating ...I don't mind really. |
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I can't stop think about that beautiful goddess missrightnow. She is so beautiful and radiant. I just want to bow down before and shame myself completely for her. I hope she sees this, I want her to know that my mind is torment with thoughts of serving her, and I love it . |
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Currently working a feed the needy program in Tacoma. I find volunteerism as a way to display my submission in a socially acceptable way. |
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Ugh....I can not sleep right now. My heart won't stop pining for that beautiful goddess. |
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I can't stop thinking about missrightnow. It's driving me crazy...in a good way. |
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I don't know why but whenever I hear Danny Boy I just have to belt it out despite my not being Irish. |
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I had the supreme pleasure of speaking with missrightnow again. I must say that a large part of me is hoping I may be allowed to please her. I find myself staring at her perfect pictures, silently admiring her peerless beauty and hoping I may serve her. I hope I am allowed to worship her as the goddess she is. |
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I was recently honored with the ability to speak to a very lovely domme by the name of Missrightnow. I was given the supreme honor of giving her words of encouragement and after reading my profile it brought up something that his been on my mind all day. If you are owned by a domme (especially one as beautiful as Missrightnow) could you not worship every thing she does and thank her for every moment you are blessed to be with them. I have always felt that the most beautiful thing about bdsm is the level of trust that develops between a slave and master. Yet, everytime I see or hear of a submissive trying to pull away or ignore there domme it just makes me uneasy. The sub that is owned by Missrightnow I truly hope you know how lucky you are to have such an amazing, beautiful and smart dommen.
And Missrightnow, if you are reading this, know that in my eyes you are a superior class of domme and any slave would be lucky to worship the ground you walk on, myself included in that list. |
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Just had an intense workout...that was fun. |
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Training my dog to stay, sit, jump, and shake with nothing but a clicker and highly enjoying makes me think I may have some Dom qualities even though I am extremely submissive. Fun to ponder over. |
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Curiously, I think I may slowly losing my submissive side. It just seems that all the potential women I meet are solely after money and could care less about building a relationship and trust that only a sub and Domme can attain. I hope that one day when I meet my Domme I can make every single one of her days and all of her nights a joy, whether it causes me pain or joy. |
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So bored right now...I wish I was at a BDSM club licking a mistress's shoes clean. |
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Mistress Kay is such a beautiful soul. After reading her profile and journal, it reminded me why I love being a slave. Thank, Mistress Kay for your words...any slave would be blessed to serve you. |
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I never understood how being a submissive/slave makes me a loser. I have a perfectly acceptable job am in school and I date regularly. If anything my submissive tendencies come up in the fact that I donate a great deal of time volunteering in the community helping kids with homework . If that makes me a loser than I am Damn happy one. |
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I don't know why but I can't stop watching Starcraft 2 tournament matches. The way these people are able to micro there units is incredible . |
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I don't know why but I can't stop watching Starcraft 2 tournament matches. The way these people are able to micro there units is incredible . |
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Why are you calling me your bitch...I havent even submited to you nor will I probably ever will now. |
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Surgery went well and my doctor says I should be feeling healthy again soon . |
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Surgery went very well...my doctor is saying everything is looking good and I am hoping I can soon be back to myself soon...which means I can put a pic up again. |
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As I lay here, looking out the window, my body in utter pain and praying to be able to be healthy again I find myself with regrets. I regret never saying goodbye to my amazing mistress Collegeprincess6 and telling her how sick I am...and also that I never was able to be close to the woman I love. |
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If the greatest thing you'll ever know is to love and be loved in return, then the worst is when you love someone and they do not love you. |
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My liver may be failing, but David Bowie sure can brighten a day. |
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Reading all the profiles, it is reminding me how much I.have missed the life style...I can't wait to get back into it after all of my education is done. |
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I am just going to throw this out there, as much as there are many wonderful and beautiful dommes out there, I live the life of a College student that volunteers his time at a church to feed the needy. Unfortunately my ability to tribute is basically shot to hell. With that said as a slave I will gladly do whatever is within my power to make you
happy as a slave (even if you want me to shove a banana up my ass).
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I think I am going to enjoy a rousing game of Rock Band and Marvel Vs. Capcom.
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I just had wine and it was very relaxing.
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I just walked 8 miles and I am exhausted.
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I don't know why but I feel somewhat sad today. Almost like something sad is going to happen.
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I highly recommend anyone give this song a listen, its not BDSM related at all but is soul stirringly beautiful.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SwumPYSHop8
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Today was an absolutely horrible day, I've just been getting bad news after bad news, it feels like a train wreck almost.
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Think I am going to start looking for a roommate soon.
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Man, today is a very boring day, would love to talk with some new people today.
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I just found out I will be taking 13 units this upcoming semester, with this said I believe I will be taking a break from searching for a dominant as I would not be able to give them the time and care they deserve.
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Son of a bitch why was someone else's profile in my profile, I swear it had to be like that for atleast a month.
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I can not wait for the day when I am able to serve a domme and give her everything I can to serve her and make her happy, but until then I will wait patiently and try to find that perfect goddess to serve.
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I have realized I have a new limit in terms of what I absolutely will not ever do in a D/s relationship. I will never do anything involving or related to clowns...fuckers creep me the hell out.
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Why do scammers think I am stupid, I know what associate commission is.
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...so...boring...tonight.
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Ugh Slow Night tonight, think I may have a karaoke party or something tonight.
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I never understood why some slaves will speak to a dom and request to serve them lose there temper and snap at them. I always how've it is imperative to always remain respectful to the dom even should they refuse your request. For instance there is a lovely Domme on here I want to submit and humiliate myself for and even though (as far as I know she has denies me) I am not hers I still grant her respect she deserves as a woman and a Domme.
(and if your reading this Mistress I am talking about I yearn to suffer for you). |
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Also right now I would love for a mistress to grind my face in the cold mud.
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I feel like going for a run right now.
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I would like to write this message in honor of Ississ. A wonderful dominant woman I am proud to call my friend. She is a very kind a beautiful soul and any slave would be lucky and honored to serve her. Ississ you have taught me so much of myself as a person and as a submissive. For all of this...Thank you.
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I was wondering if anyone here enjoys RPing. Role playing BDSM scenes is actually what got me into this to begin with.
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I am going to start studying the effects of drugs on a community, I always find social stigma's interesting to read about.
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Just listened to the Mel Gibson tapes and I feel like he made a threat against my life just now, holy shit that was scary.
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Ugghhh...another day of being unable to find a Mistress for me to serve. I think I will make a banana cream pie in my sorrow and then play more tetris (oh tetris you will always be the domme of puzzle solving mind).
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I am now back on my tetris urge. I just posted a scored of 15 millions plus points and I am about to go for another. Nothing better than a simple puzzle to keep your mind sharp.
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I have this incredible urge to be bound and gagged right now.
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Currently considering giving up my search for a Domme due to school rapidly approaching. I do not believe it would be fair for Me to give myself to a goddess and be unable to give all I could to them...granted this isn't for sure yet but a strong possibility. |
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If I sent anyone hurtful messages last night I apologize I drank a sick amount of absinthe last night. |
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If your gonna have a drinking game off of how many times Chris Klein acts horribly in Legend of Chun Li never have the drink be absinthe...I can barely see right now. |
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I will say as dumb as it sounds I always have had a soft spot for online roleplay. I will never forget a girl under the handle "Mistress Morrigan". She was very good at roleplaying and opened my eyes to a lot to what I enjoy as a slave...and in The slight chance you are reading this my queen I thank and your medic would be honored to learn more about you.
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Off to Chico for the day. |
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Well yesterday was another day of people finding potentially great dommes that had no interest in me and a mountain of fakes trying to get me to sign up for retarded webcam sites. All in all not a bad day as I have made a great friend and was able to encourage others that have had to put up with fakes and assholes. There are many truly great subs and doms on here you just have to find them tucked behind a mountain of crap. |
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I hope to one day soon find the goddess whom I can give everything to in the hopes of making them happy. |
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There is something about doing Laundry that makes you suddenly think about the world. |
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In short my views on slavery is I exist basically as an unpaid butler with the occasional sexual abuse from my owner. |
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I really want to try some blackmail play...seems exciting to me. |
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I never understand why some submissives are so eager to give themselves so easily. I personally would like to get to know my potential owner for awhile before submitting to there will...also one of beliefs as a submissive is once I give myself to some one there goals become mine and it is my duty to fulfill them. |
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I recently saw a pic for a toilet training restraint that actually got me rather excited of the idea of it (and a little scared). |
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I don't know why but I don't think I am able to enjoy a romantic relationship unless it a D/s type relationship...I am surprised how much this is a part of me...I honestly can't see myself in a vanilla relationship and be happy. |
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Holy Shit why am I drinking absinthe?!?! |
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Right now the foot lover in me is coming out...I just want to be on my knees with my mouth wide open as she rest her wonderful foot in my mouth...I know finding the right mistress is a long process but when I am claimed I will strive to make everyday of hers a joy. |
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as a heads up this is a second profile I have set up (my other one I have decided to devote that to interview others for a blog I am working on.
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Maybe the BDSM lifestyle isn't for everyone.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmS3ZpL4eRo
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I swear I love Bohemian Rhapsody far too much.
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Submission to me exists outside of the sexual side and rather based on the context that a submissive will do whatever is within there power to make the lives of the Dominant Better. Honestly If I were to be in just a regular loving relationship with a woman who had no kinky side at all my submissiveness would compel me to do what I could for her...perhaps I am a bit of a romantic as most of the people I've talked to so far have been wanting to go straight to the sex (why do they always want me to sign up for a adult webcam service). Hopefully I will find a like minded individual.
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I am not interested in anyway shape or form in signing up for any kind of webcam website.
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