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Hello to all that read this. I will apologize upfront....sorry its a longer profile that rambles in places!! I want to lay it all out on the table and let you judge it for what it is.
I began my journey in this lifestyle when I was 18. Young and inexperienced and curious, I met an older gentleman that took me in and showed me what it was like to be with a man. He guided me, taught me and began my journey in the lifestyle. I was always truly happy when i was pleasing him. whether it was sexually or simply following instructions, i was extremely happy. I didnt have to think for myself, didnt have to worry about what others might think or expect, i was in heaven. Unfortunately all good things come to an end and once again i was on my own.
I explored the Dom side of the lifestyle with a few women, only ever just in the bedroom. Even as a Dom, i still was more concerned about making them happy...but i was still able to be the Dom they wantedneeded.
Even when i was with women as a Dom, i would still search for the occasional guy that liked to be in charge...not necessarily a Dom, just aggressive tops for sex....it was all about me pleasing them sexually.
As I got older, I also began to dream about what it would be like to serve a woman instead of having her serve me.....take her strap on, become her bitch....
So here i am....lost and adrift but knowing that i seek the strong hand of another to guide me, mould me, train me and turn me into the best sub i can be for them. I crave deep down the need to please.
What i seek is somewhat simple yet complex... someone to capture my mind so i can give them myself completely. My body and soul for them to do as they please. I am looking to explore my pain threshold . Permanent marks, Scat, animals and kids are hard limits.
Age and sex are not important to me....its the person that can capture my mind and heart that is important. In addition, while i would prefer someone local, i am open to anyone. The heart and mind does not care about distance. I believe if it was meant to be, it will happen.
I am very serious about this and ask that you be to. I am not going to rush into anything so you must have some patience.
Chat on here, then move to textingchat program then a meeting is the steps i expect this journey to begin with......the next step is up to you....if you read this and are interested, message me, if i messaged you and you are interested, reply back! its that simple yet that complex -)
I have pictures that i am willing to share once we are both comfortable with each other.
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