after so many months, I am back. we are back

my husband and I would like to try something together.

I would like to try to be dominated by a girl/woman

(maybe even a couple but prefer DOMME to DOM)

and he would like to be tied up and possibly used as well

(keen on trying strap-on for very first time from otehr woman, but no bisex with any man)

our ideal scene is that he cannot do anything and canno stop me from everything that I want to do with the other girl and he gets "punished" by us or her....

we are very inexperienced and seriously excited now that we both feel we are on the same wavelength....

does it make sense?

xxx

ok so this adventure goes on

my husband has agreed to participate

no idea how

but he is willing

looking for a domme

or a couple

he is not bi, but willing to try if it happens

i am not wanting the dom particularly

prefer a domme

troubles everywhere :-)

ok

ok

surprise surprise

things have moved forward

changed

my husband has agreed to everything

he wants to be part of it

and not lose me

I want him dominated

I want myself dominated

Is there such a person (female) that would like to try with both of us? dominate us both?

not sure, is there a possibility for anyone out there to be interested in dong this?

I feel happier and still super scared and excited

but maybe it's easier now...

(or harder if no one comes forward :-) )

so much and nothing

after that experience i disappeared

had to

family etc...

never alone

never alone ever

and then she disappeared too

and now restarting

my husband a mess

told him stuff

i am a mess

insecure

and totally constantly thinking

incredible experience

thank you

u know who u are

thank you for introducing me to a nice domme 

what can I do now at home?

what can I say to him?

incredible

I can't believe that no one is respecting my entries...

not sure what to say.

talking to husband slowly, maybe it's helping

and I am still ONLY looking for a DOMME, please

where are all the dommes???

sorry guys but I am not sure I want to meet you first

I'd love some privacy in my life

and I am not sure I'd be comfortable to have you around for my first domme's experience.

being promised the moon

and fisting too.... wow, who would have thought

spoken a bit to my husband

told him I feel unfulfilled

he cried

told him I think he is not enough

he cried more

showed him my new toy

he cried again

argh!

no domme yet

just frustrating family

my husband... trying to open up and talk and hint

but nothing there

just ignore

so many messages

suspiscious

maybe meeting someone this monday???

bought a toy

stupid racing carnival!

again

trying to meet, maybe dome, maybe couple

it takes ages

and still very suspiciousness

argh!

ok, new chapter

I am trying to get a day with no dramas

one day off from family

would love to contact people

but it's hard

also, harder in my neighbourhood

yes, I know we should meet up 

and i am dying to

but slowly please

I don't want my husband to start thinking too much

oh man... what a month...

ok, tried first experience

he was possibly less experienced than I was, so I ran away with excuse

then second experience

he knew I was married

so had surprise friend with him

and it was not fun (for me)

glad i survived....

disillusioned

still looking

excited

and certainly scared

never did stuff like the guys did that afternoon to me

still worried....

life could be easier

...and no F experience yet....