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	One2UseU



	i feel myself losing faith here and i don't want to. Wish i could find someone nearby and willing to meet. i want to learn how to serve properly from an experienced Dom that's open to maybe serious and/or long term. i'm an introvert so, i don't post my pic however very willing and eager to meet for an introduction. I love strong quiet intellectual types that love large heavy breasts. Willing to lactate. Willing, eager, playful..hungry for Your attention and trying so hard to be patient and wait quietly to be found. I love cock worship and my face and tits slapped. i also enjoy being lead around by my nipples and hair pulling and begging..

i thought i was ready for this but clearly, im NOT. My heart and mind still belong to my ex. i can't get over Him...i don't know how. i did what i am supposed to do and my heart got in the way and now im left with nothing but feelings of emptiness. my heart will NEVER love another Man the way im still in love with Him and it's hard to even function.

I should have realized it when the dr put me on meds for anxiety that i would never be the same person without Him but, i swear, i can't help it. i cannot help myself, im drowning and i don't even care!! i was kidding myself~ i can't go anywhere without my heart..

hungry for more than a fantasy. i'm sure my eyes tell the whole story so i can no longer look at a man in the eye. i don't trust myself. My body cries for release every single moment of the day.. i cannot seem to orgasm without a Dom

i work full time and its not easy trying to find where you fit. i'm conservative and introverted so that doesn't help either. it's frustrating to finally discover and know what you want and who you are and still be just out of reach.