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I am 34 years old. How have I lived this long without being a true, living, breathing soul connecting slave. I have found that I cannot live without this. I have to serve. I have battled with the lifestyle due to my faith in God. This is the reason i have walked away from the lifestyle numerous times. i have found in learning more about Christianity that me being submissive to my Love is the way God intends for a good girl to be. I will be a perfect one for Sir Steel Dragon. I will be the ultimate child of God... and now I can say that with understanding, and mean it. I am a Christian slave to my One forever.
**Attention all sub/slaves... Master needs you. We are looking for females to train and Him to have aa family with. The suggested age is 23-35. He lives in Northern Indiana. We are sick of the games. Master is straight forward and don't hold back. If you are looking for a lifelong commited relationship, send me a message. we can discuss this further. **
I am a slave yes, but what is a slave? She is one that wants to please; she wants to keep her Master happy. The need to serve runs thru her veins. It is in her heart, mind and soul. That is where I am now.
I have scratched the surface in the past. I have some background, but not enough that is worth speaking on. I have done enough to know who I am, and what I want.
What have I been searching for, desired and needed in a Dom/Master? My Master has to be a caring Man. His heart and soul has to be devoted to His one and only slave. He has to have a wealth of knowledge in the BDSM lifestyle so that he may mold me into His lifelong slave.
He does not have to be the “perfect” Dom and be a know-it-all. He has to be willing to explore and learn new possibilities. He has to be understanding, loving, caring, compassionate, strong willed and devoted to me.
The lifestyle is not a game. I have the upmost respect for all aspects of the lifestyle. There can be no greater feeling than being owned. I need to have a Master to protect and care for me, forever.
I will say I have learned that it takes a very special person to be Dominant and control another. I do not have the strength or patience to control another 100%. It is not my place to do so, and never will I be in total control of another again.
Well... I am back on this path once again... I am working with my Love on being a perfect slave. He can teach me so much. He understands me. That is more than I can say for most people. He is good for my, mind, body and soul. LOL I am a baby girl... His baby girl...and always will be.
Experimental 100% Exhibitionist / Voyeur96% Submissive 93% Degradation Lover 89% Masochist 82% Bondage 71% Sadist 32% Switch 18% Vanilla 11% Dominant 7%
I told ya.... "never will I be in total control of another again". lol
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