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i'm seeking counsel from other submissive females as i adjust to being back the BDSM lifestyle after a hiatus and am on the cusp of the first severe punishment by my Master. Due to distance, punishment is being deferred until a tbd future meeting and the waiting is torture in itself. In turn, it's raising some insecurities and emotions that i've shared with Him, but He approves seeking counsel from another sub who may have more perspective.
There is no question as to whether punishment is deserved, however the first punishment is often the most stressful as i am still learning about Him and have not experienced this to date. In some respects, punishment is more telling about an arrangement than pleasure - the fun stuff is easy, appropriate punishment and after-care is an art.
NOT looking to play and all conversations will be monitored by my Master. Thank you, ladies, i humbly appreciate your support.
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