I have been feeling guilty about hiding this from my boyfriend and so I haven't logged on. I do love him, and I just wish he wanted me too. I asked him one night if there was something I could do to make myself more attractive for him, and he said he would like me to dress up more. So... we are going on a shopping trip in a couple weeks for a new wardrobe and I am hoping maybe it will do the trick, maybe he will want me again. Or maybe he won't, and maybe I'll come back here all sad and sorry for myself? Anyway, I'm sorry for ignoring everyone but I guess I am not committed to "cheating" yet, even if just online. Sorry sorry sorry. Not sure where to go from here. |