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i am looking to fulfill a lifetime dream of submitting to a dominant woman in a long term relationship. i am a submissive male that was caught in a loveless and sexless marriage. i left the marriage in September of 2017 to seek the lifestyle i need to bring me some happiness in the rest of my life. i started having submissive thoughts in my early 40's and the drive has only grown stronger over the years to where i now think about it 24/7. Thinking back it has become clear that i was always submissive, just unaware of the lifestyle until later. i came out of the closet about 12 years ago and my wife agreed to give the lifestyle a try, It was the happiest year of my marriage until she decided it wasn't for her and cut off all forms of intimacy from that day. i would have left then but stayed on as a good parent until my children had finished their schooling. They both ended up in the medical field so it took longer than expected. i am now retired and seek a long term D/s relationship to find some level of happiness and fulfillment. i am looking for a woman that is comfortable in Her dominance. One that understands and accepts both the dominant and submissive roles. A woman that does not rely on the whip alone but can control with a gesture, a glance, a word. One that expects obedience and loves to be treated like a queen and a goddess. A kinky streak would be great as well. i seek the mental connection which i believe is the most exciting part of the D/s relationship. i would be open to an online relationship if that is what you could offer. What i offer i am a kind, generous and loving person with a good sense of humor. i have skills in cleaning, carpentry, electrical, plumbing and most other home maintenance skills. i have never learned to cook but will give it a try and will certainly do the preparation and clean up. i have a few extra pounds but have lost a significant amount since the breakup and am on a fitness and nutrition program to ensure i will be a fit and healthy slave if i am fortunate enough to find a woman to own me. Of course, i am also willing to be “whipped” into shape. i am financially stable and would be so even after a divorce as long as i do not have to purchase a new home. my experience i have a year serving my wife and loved serving her orally, being punished, combing her hair, shaving her legs, giving her pedicures, massages, etc., etc.. i am not a cross dresser but enjoyed her having me wear panties to enforce her dominance when not actively participating (to be honest that was my idea). She allowed me the odd orgasm which i was forced to consume afterward. i truly loved the feeling of being owned and controlled. i have seen a number of professionals in the last couple of years and have been punished, pegged, have worshiped all body parts and consumed their golden nectar. i enjoyed all those activities but the big thing missing was the mental connection and the lack of truly serving a woman just to please her and make her life more exciting, interesting and pleasurable. i have had an online and personal relationship with a dominant woman through the last half of 2017 and early 2018. Unfortunately our expectations did not match as well as they could have and my search continues. my likes The mental connection is important to me so verbal humiliation stands pretty high on my list. i don't believe i'm a masochist but do enjoy the pain if Mistress desires it. Being kept in chastity interests me a lot and i love to provide a lot of body worship. No body parts are taboo to me. Tease and denial is also one of my favorites. i am open to most anything that Mistress desires. A lifestyle somewhere between the writings of Elise Sutton and Ms. Rika would be ideal if You are familiar with their writings. If interested This profile has been a bit long winded but i felt it necessary to be honest and forthright with my situation and feelings. If i interest You, i respectively invite you to send me a note and perhaps we'll see where life takes us. With respect, Ed

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madamleandra
 
 Age: 28
 Omaha, Nebraska