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	i am a slave to The Dragon. It is His decision to grant me permission to have friends and to learn from others that have more experience in the lifestyle than myself. However, at this time, I do not have permerission to play with others. I will not be meeting OR communicating with any other Dom/mes. I can however have vanilla outings with sub/slave friends. Please be advised that all mail written to me, is also read by Him. If you wish to speak to Him, merely address your mail to Him, as He reads all mail before I do. I look forward to meeting new friends and continuing to learn the ways of the slave. --------------------------------

1/28/2011 1:18:41 AM

I found this today, and wanted to share... I'm sorry, I don't know the author, to cite credit.

There's something about being

pushed up against a wall

Your back flat against it

Staring straight into eyes that see through you

Swallowing hard

Waiting for your heart to start beating again

There something about

being made to crawl across the floor

To a seated Man, staring into your eyes

Not letting you not look at Him

Not letting you stumble

Drawing you to Him without a word

Trembling, a whimper caught in your throat

There's something about

being pulled up by your hair

Feeling that hand slink up your neck

Into your tresses, close to your scalp

Grabbing, gripping it, gutteral sounds emitting from His lips

The pain is not nearly as strong as the urge

To cry or bite a hole through your bottom lip

There's something about

being bitten

Especially on the back of the neck or nipple

Feeling His teeth so close to piercing you

Wondering, as you cry out, if He will this time

Wondering if you will bleed this time, for your submission

There's something about

being bent over the back of a chair, without warning

Having your skirt flipped up, cool air hitting hot skin

Your cheeks blushing with the same color as your ass

As He warms it with the striking of the palm of His hand

The tears you cry, not cooling you

The tears you cry because He has found you

There's something about

those words He uses

Those names He calls you

Those phrases He uses to elicit a response

And you DO respond

All of you responds

And your body betrays you, always

There is something about

being thrown down and taken

Not against your will

because your will is to be there

To please, to submit, to offer, to relenquish

And you cry out for breath, for more, for Him

And you know you are home

There is something about

kneeling quietly beside Him

Your body bruised, reddened, coated, tired

Your mind silent for once ~ for a time

Your head bowed, your eyes closed

Your lips quivering as His fingers touch you

Your submission unquestioned

Your Peace at Hand

11/3/2010 7:10:03 PM

Wow. I hadn't realised it had been so long since I'd journaled anything. I guess part of that is due to me not logging in as often.

I guess that speaks volumes for itself. Contentment shines!

O/our 3rd anniversay was on 10/28. I'm kind of sad and embarrassed to say that neither of us mentioned it to the O/other one. But this mad schedule we are keeping is throwing everything out of wack.

"That", however is not to be taken as a crack or weakness. It's just life. And like it or not, W/we are dealing with that in the best way that W/we can. It's taking patience on both parts.... and when the dust finally settles, watch for the fireworks of celebration, LOL.

12/25/2009 10:06:23 PM

Brown Eyes:
People with brown eyes are sexy as hell or are adorable. BEAUTIFUL. honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Good in bed. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love.Is not the kind of person that you want to mess with.

**To A/all that know me... take heed of that last sentence.... but then if YOU really know me, you already knew that, LOL!

(yeah, I'm having a bit of "an attitude" day)

12/14/2009 9:21:18 PM

Just a quick note. Things continue to not only be good between us, but to get better each and every day. Despite the fact that the world outside of "ours" does it's best to drive us each crazy.

10/4/2009 12:35:50 AM

Just an update, as W/we approach O/our 1yr anniversary. I want to publically thank Him for being so paitient with me. W/e've each had our lives impacted with personal loss and strife. It's not been an easy time. But O/our time together was, and continues to be joyous. I can only hope that W/we continue on, growing together.

Master, you know what is in my heart. Maybe one day I'll actually get the words out.

6/1/2009 10:02:11 PM

I was reading a profile today, one that had looked recently at mine.

It was written by a Dominant, and I do respect His position. I've had much the same problems in my own search. (FYI, I'm now happily collared.)

I just felt the need (yes I know I'm a slave, but I still have an intelligent mind and I do use it) to comment. The whining and game-playing go both ways. I've seen subs and slaves do it, and I've seen Dom/mes do it, as well.

Too many that cross our path think that playing IS just that... it's a game. They think thy can make the rules, treat it like a halloween costume to put on and take off at will.

While my Master and I do use the vernacular of "play" to mean private time to indulge in whatever HE decides is the adgenda for today. I identify as "slave"...yet I have some hard limits. Fortunately my Master has no interest in most of those hard limits, and those that HE does have interest in, well, I'm sure He will give great thought as to whether it is in His slave's best interest to pursue them. One of them seems to be piercing, and He knows I have an extreme phobia regarding needles. He has discussed piercings several times, each time ending with me in an uneasy frame of mind. Some day, with enough desensitation, it might be possible for me to have the piercings that He'd love to see on me, HIS property

It took me over a year, to come to terms with the fact that I wasn't a submissive... that I had more to give, more that I MUST give, in order to feel complete. That, by definition is slave.

I have done many things for my Master, that I never thought I'd be capable of doing... and I found joy in the completion of His tasks.

I don't think you can ever know if you are a slave, until you put ALL on the line. In doing that, it doesn't mean that the Master will take all... but you have submitted all you have, and the rest is in His hands.

I wish A/all well.

11/17/2008 1:23:36 PM

An interesting link, that has been very helpful:
http://www.askdollie.com/acid_test.htm

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