dmd

What I have come to realize recently is that being a dominant male, not only in the "scene" but also in modern times, makes life exceedingly difficult. Being unable to submit or even yield to the vast amounts of bullshit and hypocrisy of today's world on the moral basis alone is quite the trial.

For a man like myself to find a suitable "partner" of any kind seems almost astronomically impossible as all are programmed by the system against me and my ideals, as righteous as they may be.

If I tell the truth, I am a assumed a liar, if I offer kindness , I am thought of as weak, if I show loyalty, I am viewed as being unfaithful.

So after careful consideration, I have taken the time to re-evaluate my "dominance" and realize that it comes from my perception of morality, discipline, and logic.

The hardest thing to do is win with honor and honesty. To over power an other with truth and the reflection of themselves.

I know damn well I could have everything a man could want if I would bend just a bit, be a lying, manipulative fuck like most of you. However, time and time again, I try to do it "the right way."

The funny thing is, when you tell the truth and offer someone exactly what they act for, they refuse it. Whether it's a favor, friendship, sex, I feel I live in backward land.

But if you are a man and submit! The world is yours. Who is rewarded in this world? The man who stands up for the righteous, or the one who steals from them? In the scene, dom males are feared as a plague! Sociopaths abusive freaks and good people are lumped together and feared, even by those that search for them. As if being a REAL MAN is something that was played out in the 20th century. What did I miss in the last 5 years? There are no rules for being a man or a woman anymore. I am not sexist, I believe aside from physical limitations, all should be equal, HOWEVER, I am lost by the indoctrination against traditional roles.

Maybe this rant makes no sense to anyone, but it makes me feel better during my lunch break.

dmd

"A Samurai in the Scene"

I have no fashion, I let effortless function be my fashion.

I have no style, I let my surroundings be my style.