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I am married - he is well aware that I am on this site
I am SSbbw?
I am not ignorant
I am not desperate
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Why am i here?? on this site in particular....
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In my 20s i was introduced into a little of bdsm..? i read many storys, meet many people into the lifestyle online? was quite intrigued but never figured out if i really fitted in to those lil chat rooms. So? many years have went on and vanilla lovin was all i knew.. well deep in there was a lioness desiring alot more.? My dear friend introduced me to site and told me how informational it is. It really has been a great help.
It does seem like a endless amount of time of empty promises I believe I'm not holding high enough standard. Being too eager to find my true dom.. so enough of so quick to be chosen. I believe I'm worth more then a few flirtations and emails also phone conversations. At least I believe I am. I want to be needed by my Dom just as I need him
I am workin on pushing my limits on pain and learning to obey demands and in order to do that I think a amount of trust needs to be gained. There's the magic word..trust
Ive receive many emails and try to reply to most of them. I dont consider myself picky but having to weed through the craziness. I also do not accept a friend request just because.. i kinda want some interaction and even some similarities... notice my friend list is little. Also on not attractive to young men.
I think im pretty easy to figure out
I think I want to experiment duct tape being used on me
I don't know why some people want money for them to be my Dom or Daddy
The little girl
Just couldn't sleep
Because her thoughts
Were way too deep
Her mind had gone
Out for a stroll
And fallen down
The rabbit hole
The end
He doesn't know how much I cared now I think he doesn't
