cuckslave09

  Our breakup had NOTHING to do with BD/SM, just so You know, thanks 

 There has been a big change in my life.  i'm Still slave, but now looking for fem doms who might be interested in me. Willing to answer their questions.  Thank You.  Serious and experinced.

  i took my Owner to tan for mothers day, to be sure i was thinking about Her all 20 minutes She was tanning, i was made to wear the clover nipple clamps.  They worked my mind was on Her the whole time, especally the last 5 minutes.  Thank You, MP.

i bought my Owner flowers for mothers day and all She did was spit on me and told me Not to wash it off!! i'm now denied Her lips, tits and pussy. All i get to kiss, lick, tongue clean is Her ass, feet and shoes,  thank You MP. Such is the life of a real, total sissy, cuck, slave. 

   my Owners birthday is today!!  She is going out to celebrate tomorrow night.  Needless to say, i'll be at home.  Happy Birthday, Owner.  Thank You for owning me.

   Thank goodness for CB6000's as mine just literally fell apart.  So after 109 days in chastity, i'm out.  And got to cum, but my Owner said my cum was without permssion, it didn't take much.  So i got a very painful caning.  Saving for a new device next month.

    Too many days locked, i'm soooooo  horny,  soooooooooo frustrated and humilsted.  my Owner just laughs and keeps getting satisfied.  i'm left high and dry.  She just told 4 of Her friends about me being Her locked, cuck slave and that i'll Never be allowed to fuck again, of course they thought it was funny.  i don't.  She even showed them a picture of me in my chastity. The life of a rue, real cuck slave can be very hard, but it is all i deserve.  Thank You MP.  She will be putting Her canes to use next.

   Another milestone,  100 days today,  i begged my Owner to unlock me for at least 1 day, She just laughed.!! So no end in sight.

   Good news, i have reached my goal, 90 days today!!!!!!!!!!!           Bad news, i'm still locked and my Owner says She Never said i'd be unlocked now, and since i bugged Her i will be unlocked when and IF She wants.

    78 days locked today,   i sure hope and beg to be released at 90 days, i'm so horny, frustrated and humilated, oh did i mention horny?? i  REALLY want to play with it   and yes it would be nice to cum too.

      i'm sooooooo tired of below zero and snow and snow and below zero, it's like ground hog day!!!!  i've set a personal best (and still no end in sight) 63 days and counting.  i need out soon, please i hope well wish at least.

   54 days locked today and still no end in sight.  Some days are fine But others are pure torture!!  Women look good in their boots make me  very horny, frustrated and humiated.  Was a very lucky slave and was able to get my Owner off orally the other day, thank You MP.   Am hoping for more good days then torture days, only time will tell. Maybe i'll be let out for a day after 2 months, hope, hope.  But i've learned Not to ask!!!

44 days locked today and counting and NO end in sight!!!  Very horny, very frustrated and humilated, all to make my Owner happy, ah the life of a true cuck. She of course has had many cums from Her BF in that time.

  Friday another overnight for my Owner with a Real man with his real tool!!  For me another night locked up (24days so far) horny, frustrated,and humilated  such is the life of a true sissy, cuck, slave, piece of property.  Thank You, Maam.

   i've been told when given permission to speak that 75% of the time all She expects to hear is "yes Ms Paula" or "thank You Ms Paula"

HAPPY NEW YEAR    to start the new year off right, my Owner is keeping me in chastity as well as added some new rules for me (She is so thoughtful) unless with family or depending where in public for both of these. Speech restrictions i am not allowed to talk without permsion of Ms Paula, also eye restrictions, i'm not to look Her in the eyes, perferably to look at Her feet to help remind me of where i belong.  Thank You Maam for taking the time to make me Your complete and total slave. i'm happy for You that things are going so well with Your BF/lover.  Also my Owner has added Herself a female sub, who i am also below, of course.  hope everyones new year is good and as successful as mine.

my Owner goes off when She has a bad day or does bad things and blames everyone else. Give Her time and She will be fine, regardless if She owns me or not with Her BF at a Fancy Christmas party tonight!!!!!~

this is ms. paula  and i am no longer owning sissycuckslave09........i knew nothing and he knows all

Update,  my Owner is doing Very well with Her BF/lover.  She has had more overnights at his place.  Going to his Christmas party this Saturday.  And more outings for them planned. i've been put totally in my place.  i'm Her slave property and as a true cuck slave, i have No say in anything. Except to say thank You,M P. i will try to keep updated every couple of weeks.                       cuck slave  

my Owner is on Her first overnight date with Her BF, i been orderded to stay at home.  i sincerely hope She comes to see me in the am as soon as She leaves his house, so i can clean Her up, otherwise i will just get Her ass to clean.  Thank You Ms for cucking me and You getting to enjoy a 8" man cock. i'm glad Your getting what You need and deserve and dening me, just what i deserve as Your sissy, cuck, slave.

   i need some help, please, if anybody knows what a 3C cuckold is.  Thank you.

    O/our definition of a sissy may be different then most.  i Don't want to be a girl, i don't wear skirts, dresses or a wig.  Yes i'm always in panties as that is all i have. i wear womans deordant and body spray, and most times womans clothing that looks unisex, butif you look closeand know the difference, you would know it's womans.  my Owner believes only real men should wear male underware, mens deoderant, after shave, socks, etc.  So my sissifacation is for humilation.  W/we Not putting down wemen down in any way, just me. A  normal male doesn't want to be caught in panties or womans clothes, and neither do i.  But the chance of getting caught is hot and humilating. That is the differance btween me (a sissy cuck) and a real man.  Not to memtion only a few real men who  She is comfortable with get to fuck Her, certainly Not me. i'm only allowed oral sex (which thank goodness i'm very good at.  my last fuck was 10/21/09 and She said Never again and it hasn't happened since.  Again such is the life of a true sissy, cuck, slave.  Thank You, Ms P.   Shehas taken U/us to a whole new level.  It is no longer a game or part time, nowit's Reality@!!!!!!

   i am No longer Ms Paula's husband, i AM  Her sissy,cuck, slave, thank You, Ms Paula.  i also have new rules, i'm not allowed to look at Her in the eyes, i am only allowed to speak when spoken to or with Her permission and am Never allowed to call Her my wife, as She is my Owner.   Thank You, Ms Paula.             the sissy cuck slave     

   i am the Completely and Totally  owned sissy, cuck, slave.  Thank You Ms Paula.

   i wish A/all to know my error in my journal was corrected by Mistress Cosette, thank You, Mistress.

      Sorry all in my haste sight is seeing site is what i meant

      Some of the most ignorant people in the country are on this sight.   

  i really need to watch my Owner being satisfied and me just fluffing and cleaning up and thanking Both my Owner andthe real man.  i'm a true sissy cuck.

Sorry, i finally got my Damn computer back today!!!!

you do not have family issues, but MISTRESS issues....and ONLY ME!!!!

you will do as I say, do what ever I want you to do and DO NOT ask questions, just DO IT sissy bitch boy

  i'm back, computor has been down and family issues are resloved,   thank Y/you

must reply, this is MISTRESS PAULA..if I had a true cuckold unnessecary family bullshit would not matter...so cuck carl is NOT released from ME yet, so all M's stay away or feel MY wrath!!!

how's that sissy boy

Oh, and who else would you like to know that your a cuckold, since you wish more knew?

   i MUST answer,  M being on the way out has NOTHING to do with BD/SM, or Cuckholding, i am and always will be a cuck!!!!!!!!   It is purely unneccisary family bullshit.                           cuckslave

sissy cuck is in search of a new M to play with since im on way OUT

    i wish far more people knew i'm a panty wearing, lil dicked, sissy boi, total cuckold!!!!!!!!!!!!1

   45 days in chastity today, and still sleeping on the floor.  No end in sight to either.  i Am a sissy, cuck, slave. 

      Ms is Taking charge totally since She met Sir.  i now Must sleep on the floor (been at least a week), and She wants me to Stay in chastity with No more cumming only for Her, either oral from me or cock from Sir.  my back hurts from the hard floor, i'm not liking this but must live like this. i'm sooo horny and frustrated. 

         Today is 30 days locked back in chastity. Thank You Ms and Sir, doesn't look  like i'm getting outanytime soon.  i'm horny, frustrated and were i belong.

           i wish to publicly thank Sir Steven for my beating and humilation of using my Owner's pussy, so She could feel a real man in Her bringing Her to 4 climaxes, while i was locked, chained, beat and  in my chastity with my nose to the wall, not allowed to watch only listen to Her moans of pleasure.  This sissy cuck is publicy thanking You, Sir.  my biggest thrill was cleaning up Mistress of Her juices and S ir's cum.  my ass is tore up, my balls are black and blue  and i will feel it all week, once again thank You, Sir.                                                a true sissy cuckold

Looking forward to a meet for my  Owner, i and special Dominant male!!!!!!!!!!! This weekend, Yeah

i haven't been on in awhile, sorry, lots going on, not all good. BUT tomorrow, shaving my legs and getting toenails painted a sexy peach!!!   YAH!!!!  i hope everybodys doing well.            a sissy cuck

Happy New Year, i hope it's better than this one!!!  It looks like it's starting better already, heres hoping and the same for all of Y/you!!!!!!!!!!                

        Happy Anniversary to me, it's 2 years today and since my last fuck with my Owner!!!  And She says it will Never happen again.Only realmen for Her pussy.

There is NO such thing as finanical domination!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Just people looking for an easy hand out!!!!!!!!!

            What's wrong with me?  i Truly believe i should never fuck again (my last was 10/21/09), just be kept in chastity, horny and no relief.  Just to be used for my oral skills, to serve and suffer, by an Honest, true cruel dominant female. 

so why your posting this are you looking for someone else????  That would be a severe punishment..mistake on your part sissy bitch!

my Owner and i are having trouble together.  i Really need locked up full time, No fucking, much fluffing and cleaning.  i Need to be used and abused by a Truly Dominant, sadistic woman!!!!

Should a sissy, cuckold (never allowed to fuck) be kept in chastity or not?  Thanks  for Y/your input.

i'm not a real man and Certainly not a woman,  i'm just a sissy boi.

Back in chastity, today is day 21, 120days of the last 144days!!!!

50 days locked in chastity today!!!!  No end in sight, so horny, frustrated, humilated, and so thankful.

six more weeks in chastity today, still very horny But learning my place!!!!!! Six weeks a mere 42 days, Thank You, Mistress.

i must sit to pee, while in chastity or not, Only real men stand to pee!!!

Another 30 days in chastity today!!!!!!!!! Thank You, Mistress.

All males in chastity Aren't sissies!  BUT All sissies should be in chastity!!!!

Sorry i haven't been on in a while. my sissification is going really well, there is Never a time now when i look at myself, or a part of me, when i'm not reminded of what i'm being turned into, a true sissy, cuckold, slave!!! i'm not sure where to start, i guess with the most obivous, my CB 6000, Mistress says it will come off, oh yeah when we get a steel jailbird and then that will go right on, and Her intent is for it not to come off. Next i'll go from my top to bottom, my  eyebrows are started, soon they will be totally shaped just like a girls (Mistress likes this because i can't hide  it and i do too), of course i use female deoderant, body spray, soaps, etc. i'm Not allowed any male products, i like my gillette girls pink razors. i'm allowed to keep my arm, underarm, and chest hair (none is very heavy), But from the waist down i'm shaved. Like a good girl my toenails are painted pink, my legs shaved, and i wear panties Always, and girl socks or pantyhose. i am building up a good collection of girl jeans, short and tops. i'm hoping my shaved legs are not too noticable this summer, and i pray Mistress allows me to take the toenail polish off then (this summer), till fall. i guess that's all for now, any questions or comments, please let me know.  i will keep everyone posted.  Thank you, have a good day and good luck in your searches.   

45 days today locked, a new record, and Mistress says i won't be let out Anytime soon!!!

Tomorrow marks 6 weeks (42 days straight) in chastity one away from my record.  Mistress is going for a year, so no sweat in smashing that record.  Thank You Mistress.  cuck slave

For Valentines Day today my Owner took me to a salon to have my eyebrows shaped and waxed for me to look more fem.  Of course i got to pay, thank You, Mistress.  The sissifing process has started.

HOORAY!!!!!  Today makes 30 days in the cage!! Sung to the old tune of 30 days in the hole, by Humble Pie.  i'm showing my age again.

Four weeks today in chastity (28 days for those counting), Mistress says just a drop in the bucket, She is planning on leaving it on for a year!!!!!!!!!!! i hope   can last that long, but then again She has the only keys so what can i do?

my Owner saw Her BF today, a very good day for everyone!!!

Locked u again since 1/13.  Hoping when W/we get income tax refund to get a mature metal, jailbird.  Then might be locked up for good. 

Am i the only one who does believe a Domme woman should Never show Her breasts and pussy on here.  Those are for real men only, Never slave or sub males to see.  The only exception could be pros advertising.  Just my opinion, thanks.         cuck slave

i need all sissys and TS's help.  i need more ways for my Owner to sissify me.  One good suggestion i get (and Mistress is going to do) is have my eyebrows professionally done to look like a girls.  Ways that are more noticable.  Wear a locked collar (i do), the eyebrows, etc.  Things that can be seen in public, otherwise no knows i'm in chastity, wearing panties and womens socks, that i'm tatooted, etc.  Any help will be greatly appreciated.  Thank you and have a great holiday season.  slave cuck 

It's my birthday this weekend, can't wait to see what Mistress has in store for me.

my Owner took me today to Her Drs appointment and grocery shopping, wearing my panties (always) and a bra under my t shirt. If you looked especially from the back you could see it, very embarrsing, but  i loved it. i was fortunate She is waiting for more spacers, so my CB was off for a couple of days.  It will be back on very soon.

Now locked for 28 days, and it's been one whole year since i've been allowed to fuck. i can't believe it's been that long. i do very much miss the feeling of a hot, wet pussy surronding my toy, but my Owner says Never again. Of course She gets fucked twice a month (sometimes more). i have such a kind Mistress, thank You Mistress.

my Owner makes me wear panties 24/7 as She though out all my male underware (She says only real men not slaves wear male underware), use womens deoderant, womans body spray, wear trouser socks. Does this make me a sissy, or just a humilated slave?