Happy new year. It was a wonderful 2012, looking forward to this one.

It started out right and let's keep it going. 

going to be at the woodshed Sat night 4-28-12

Looking for a cute sub to use for a weekend.  Anyone interested?

Anyone interested in rubbing my feet giving me a back massage and let me hurt them?

I'm so in the mood for a nice boi.. to rub my feet, give me a massage and licks my ass and cunt till they ache.

I'm in the mood to tease, to entice to torment some nice subbie ... wonder where that sub is.

What a perfect weekend.  Good friends, good fun and most of all spending  time together doing what we love to do best, just go with the flow.

Time does stand still at the moments when we are together. It is suspended in the smile in your eyes, the delicate touch that spins me into delirium.  I find myself smiling to myself at work, thinking of an instant in time and feeling so blessed.

The spot next to me is empty tonight. No heartbeat under my cheek to lull me to sleep. My  hand  searching for Your shoulder to rest on. Sleep wanders away from me.  I am so tired but yet the Sandman won't come sprinkle his dust. No matter how many pillows I stack and try to pretend you are here, it just isn't the same.  Your love surrounds me, your smell is in the sheets, your watch forgotten on the night stand.  As always a night without you seems so long. How can 24 hours seem like an eternity at times? The nights you are home seem to dissapear like seconds, never enough time in your arms.

I miss you my other half.

I always thought I understood what it meant to be a submissive. I was so wrong. I've had years and years to live it, think about it, hurt from it, but never did I realize that it could be so simple as finding a soul mate.

He's just not my best friend, my anchor, my light in my darkest hours. He happens to be a man that loves me with all his heart. I couldn't have dreamt it would be so simple in its complexity and so deep in emotions.

 Most of all I've learned it isn't about the kinky sex, the pushing the limits but simply in being who we are.