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Wish there were a dominant interested in a domestic servant. Hit me up if you are. |
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A lesson learned. There are too many fakes out there and those that aren't fakes are liars. Met with someone today who said they wanted one thing but proceeded to do something not agreed to and when I told him to stop he wouldn't. No means no! If you fail to stop that is RAPE! Beware of those people! |
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BDSM Party at my place Friday night Pansexual Message me with questions. |
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Wondering if there is even a point anymore. Sometimes I feel that i'm only good for what I provide, a place to hang out and play, my gear and my money filling my house with food for people to consume and leave. Then when I get mad I'm the one at fault and feel that my feelings don't count. Maybe its the switch in me that gets angry and feels used and betrayed. I don't know but I do get mad and have to deal with that. |
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BDSM Party at my place in Lemoyne Evening of December 5! Message me if you wish to attend and have some fun. Ladies most welcome. |
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Sometimes I wonder if its even worth the work of this lifestyle. People out there do not know what trust is and that it is not immediately given. Too many "so called" DOMs that i've had a chance to talk to recently feel that just because I choose to sub that I should give all control over immediately. THAT IS CRAZY SHIT!!! It just shows that you either don't know what the fuck you're doing or you're just lazy and want everything and give nothing. Remember that this lifestyle is a relationship!!! Be realistic. If the sub is not also getting some of what they want what makes you think they will want to stay with you for long. So much of this is based on play relationship as much as anything else so if a sub says that they want a few sessions and will gradualy give up control based on those sessions what do you have to lose? This builds trust! |
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Going through a major dry spell lately. Life can do that. |
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Feeling a bit bored as i sit here alone in my hotel room...ah wish i had something to occupy me... |
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Cant believe how much more comftorable the cb 6000 is from my old 3000. I could actually wear this for a while longer I think. Spent all of New Years eve locked up and it didnt bother me a bit! |
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Merry Christmas/Happy Hannakah to all my kinky friends! |
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I had another great weekend and another great flogging. I thought I wasn't going to get one since the night was getting late and Daddy told me it might not happen but then toward the end of the night after a stressful week and more bonding and getting to know the member's of Daddy's family he tied me up and blindolded me and started. For me blindfolds have always been necessary. I like to not know what was coming next. Daddy definately made sure of that. As my puppy brother watched Daddy flogged me. The highs and lows of the rush were driving me wild. I felt pain that was heavier than the last time. The only difference this time is I had a deeper trust of Daddy and was not as nervous as the last time. I dont know who else saw me getting flogged but toward the end it was getting harder and harder. Concentrating not only on my back but my ass as well that needs trained to take more than it presently can. Daddy gave me the last ten that he made me count each stroke that were very hard and though i could have taken more Daddy stopped untied me and i collapsed content with what I had just received. I finally feel after many years in this lifestyle that this is the group that I was meant to find to advance my tolerences in what I can take and grow as a submissive. Thank you Daddy! |
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A few weeks ago I got a great flogging. I feel the need to comment on it. It is the first time in about 8 years that I have really felt this way about a scene. The Dom who gave it to me is just about as perfect as any DOM/Domme I've met. He has a gift for judging reactions and knowing when to go harder and when to go softer. I tend to go through stages during a good scene the initial pain trying not to react leading up to an area wishing i could just get released from my damn bonds promising myself i will never put myself in that position again and finally hit that Subspace where i am putty in their hands and giving up that total control to them. This was one of the best scenes I've ever experienced. I was blindfolded and restrained to a St. Andrew's Cross and I have no idea if anyone else was present for it or not but it forever showed me that this man has my complete trust and I know he has my best interests at heart even when he is hurting me. There is not much I wouldnt try for him. You know who you are! Thank you! |
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Have really been in the mood to take a spanking. Not sure how much i can take but I think its time i found a Dom/Domme to find out. Any takers? |
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No longer under consideration. Life happens and people wont accept it. Had family issues and what could have been a severe health scare and he was gone. Three days later saw on another site he has a new slave. Good for him. I wish him luck. No hard feelings but kinda wished we could have stayed friends. Oh well as a friend says...his loss. Thanks for being there George! |
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Currently under consideration by a wonderful DOM. any emails that you send to me maybe shared with him. |
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Now locked in my chastity device. Nine Days now. How long should i stay in it? |
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Just got a CB-3000 Chastity Device. Who thinks it needs to be locked on? :) |
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talked with someone last night might be submitting to them soon and hope i will be. New encounters are always scary but exhillarating! |
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