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What happens when for years you work 60-70+ hours a week and then without notice, you lose your job and you are forced to be still for a bit (after you freak out about what you are going to do)and you have a week all alone with just you and your thoughts (Start new job Monday) and you have to time to take inventory of your life and find out whats missing.
I have been a sub since I was 19 then got away from the lifestyle after a bad breakup, and for years I have said that I would never date a Dominant man ever again, but I just can't help to wonder if by me missing the protection and love from a Dom is why I am struggling. So what am I struggling with and have been for the last 15 years? Agoraphobia and anxiety. This all started close to the time I left the lifestyle.
So without going on and on, I would like to start talking with some Dom's. I am not ready to post a pic but I promise you, if we communicate, I will send you one off this site when I feel that you are for real.
So about me I am 5'2 a BBW or thick, whatever the world has labeled women like me this week. I am Puerto Rican, 44 years old, short very curly reddish brown hair, tan skin.Don't drink, smoke or do drugs.
So if you want to talk, lets talk.
3/4/2013 6:31:36 PM
I just wish one person would be for real and Keep a promise on here. Now I know why I left this site a few years ago.