Allmost on the verge of going looking for pussy again ! i can't find anyone who wants to use me as His bitch or slut ,so i might just have to go back to a vanilla life .Shame if it happens but i get so fed up of spending time checking my profiles only to see that i have no messages etc. !

Why do so many guys have 'switch' on their profiles,but when you read what they are looking  for it's only Doms? If you are sub just put it as your profile header !

Well summer is nearly here and i still haven't been claimed or anywhere near ! i do have the chance to visit someone but it's the other end of the country ,so am a bit reticent .50/60 miles isn't too bad ,but 200 is a long way to go if you don't click when you see one another ! There must be someone closer who can use an old sub like me ,i know age is against me and it aint getting any better,but i am worth the effort i know i am .My time is limited too,so that doesn't help , i  do my best to be available when i can but i can't just drop everything i am committed to at a minutes notice .A couple of evenings a week would be lovely as would the occasional w/end. If a relationship developed ,obviously i wouldn't commit to so much voluntary work and would try to be more available.What more can i say ?

Well still not much happening on the meeting front .(who am I kidding) Nothing is happening !!Where am I going wrong,I know |I need some new pics really ,but it's hard to take your own isn't it? Or is just me that thinks that? Oh well keep hoping I suppose . xx

Still no luck,I must admit I do get a bit confused with 'roles'. Am I as a prospective sub supposed to make the first move or do I just wait for a Dom/Master to contact me ?I'm getting to the stage now where I am just going through previous contacts ,why ? I don't know really,maybe I'm hoping to see something I missed before or maybe I'm hoping someone will notice I looked and contact me ! Maybe I'm just too old to be of interest to anyone at all ,but surely there must be someone desperate enough ! If I could accomodate without fear of being totally ostracised by my bigoted neighbours I know I could be having lots of fun,but until I win the lottery I'm stuck where I live so hey ho it aint gonna happen at my place !

Why do Doms assume they have to beat someone into submitting to them ? Surely that is a sign that they aren't a good Dom? Persuasion,threats,assertiveness,confidence is what gets my juices flowing .A little slap now and then is not out of place i suppose,nor is a little spanking,but i do not need to have my ass hit so hard with a cane that i can't sit down,or have welts for a week or more .Too much to ask for ?It seems so on here !Oh well time may change my mind and if it does i'll let you know !

Well,my new friend I was with at New Year has now decided he is not Dom,he is going to concentrate on being someones sub.Shame really he is a nice guy and I was ready to take on the band on NYE !Still we are what we are I suppose ,and the lesson to be learned is ,when you find a Dom who knows what He wants from you and knows what you need, concentrate on pleasing Him and do as He says. It's unfortunate that when I met one I had a bad year of illness etc.,so He got fed up of me and thought I was not interested.Oh well c'est la vie I suppose,I might have a change of luck this year !

Well i visited someone at New Year,it was quite enjoyable,but didn't work out as well as we both hoped.Was lovely to spend time dressed up nicely though and be kissed and groped.i had a collar and leash attached for some of the time,but i think my host should have been far more assertive with me. The home made red wine loosened my inhibitons quite a bit ! i needed a few slaps on my ass and lots more verbal abuse to get me really horny ! Maybe He will invite me again and make it better for both of us next time.

Still not been claimed ! Will 2013 be the year I am turned into someones dirty slut ?I really hope so i'm getting fed up of trolling through various sites looking for someone .The way things are going I'm going to end up in some sleazy cinema trying to get laid !

IT'S CHRISTMAS !!! Couldn't resist,Noddy used to live just down the road from me.One of our local heroes.

Hopefully,the bug has gone ! It's been all over the country by all accounts so I shouldn't take it personally,but it's been bloody awful the way it's hung about. So it looks like i will be visiting a prospective Master before Christmas,or at the latest New Year,maybe i am eventually going to be subjugated and sent home as a slut.

What a downer ! This bloody 'cold' bug which seems to going around has hit all of us,i'm sick of coughing and sneezing and feeling like i dunno what !i just want to stay in with heating turned up and watch the box,boring or what ?

Well after messing up a big chance of having a Master earlier this year (not entirely my fault ),it looks as though i might finally be getting one ! i am chatting to two Doms, both looking for more or less the same thing so hopefully i will become someones plaything before long .i can only hope they are genuine in what they say ,they will be missing out if they decide to drop out  !