Looking for my One

Age, gender, body type……..not important.

Respectful, communicative, intelligent, open, honest, creative, mature, confident, strong, loving, spiritual……essential.

my One will push me, will understand my need to suffer for their pleasure. my One knows i’m not here to be comfortable, that i crave the edge.

Looking for One who will envelop me in their cocoon of protection. A place where i can become uncomfortable, safe, and vulnerable. Then ground me with their cold, harsh, vicious……pleasure. my One will be drawn to my terror.

Looking for One that knows my suffering, pain, and terror are more than physical desires. One that touches all of me…..physical, emotional, spiritual…….. my One will fill me.

The One will know i need boundaries and confine me with their will. my One will be strong when i explore and flirt with those boundaries, not bending but training me to accept them.

my One will know, sometimes punishment is necessary and will not withhold it…..the One will also know the difference between punishment and pleasure.

Looking for One that will not allow me to fail……One that will look into my eyes, know my terror……….and push me further. My One will crave my suffering as much as i do, but will also appreciate…..that truly i suffer and that it is not easy.

my One will know, i’m here for their pleasure and will guide me as i struggle and fight within myself, bending me to their will…….taking me beyond my selfishness.

The One will be patient and understanding taking the time that is required to develop the deep spiritual connection that is necessary to bind us for this journey……of becoming one.

The One will know……none of this matters unless they are pleased, unless what i offer fills them.