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I hate cut and paste emails....if you don't have the time to write to me ...I will not make the time to email you....
and for those who have been following my health....I have Autonomic Neuropathy Failure
..... my nerves are dying.... not fun... but my memory is going bad along with it so I don't remember it....good huh? lol...have to look at the good in it some how...
slave holly ...aka slavebg still sets up all meet and greets.... |
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I am feeling much better! I am on a new migraine med that has been working and hopefully it continues to work....
as for meeting....same protocol stands....contact slavebg on here for meet and greets ......and play dates.....and as long as I am feeling good ....we can set up a time and place.
make sure you email both of us |
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My son...one of them anyway has graduated high school .... |
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well my blood pressure still refuses to co-operate for me...my last Doctors appointment at Uconn I had to be wheel chaired out because my blood pressure was too low....I am so frustrated by all of the health issues .....they seem to be never ending .... |
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Easter went without a hitch.....everyone behaved and we now have so much food and candy I think we will still have food next Easter...lol..... |
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Happy Easter to all that celebrate .....and to those that don't.... enjoy your Sunday.....I am hoping for good food and good weather and great company....hopefully my children behave in church ....I myself need to behave in church...lol....you all know that saying you can dress her up but you can't make her behave....that's because of me ....smiles |
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well spring is here....flowers are starting to grow....buds are on the trees and the birds are all back....spring vacation is here for my children....I love having them around....I just wish that I was healthier ....my migraines just will not go away .... the FEMDOM CLUB has a lot of presenters and events going on....but I haven't been able to go .... |
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if we have never talked before then don't expect me to accept your friend request |
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I think that winter is over....its getting warmer and no major snow storms are forecast ed hopefully the snow melts and my flowers come up....my head hurts..... |
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well before valentines day thursday I passed out three times...went to the ER ...Bay State Hospital.....Just got out.....I am still getting the headaches and now I have extreme high blood pressure instead of low but I am home |
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another snow storm....bruce is sick and something is wrong with me .....I have been having headaches and dizzy spells and I keep falling and passing out....my doctor wants me to go to the ER for a spinal tap and some other tests....I have been digging in my heels about it...I hate hospitals....it seems every time I go into one I am there for weeks or months.... |
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Friday is here ...one more week closer to summer.....busy this weekend with basketball game and photos and scouts...powder puff derby...that bruce is running.....hopefully the weather holds.... |
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Happy New Years everyone...stay safe |
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Merry Christmas everyone! Santa was very good to me I hope that he was very nice to you as well .....My birthday is on Sunday....I know my bruce will be super nice to me....he always is..... |
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frustrated as hell...wanting to do some harm to my slave....so I pull out the toy bucket and search for what I don't know but I search anyway...I look through the locks and chains....rope..cotton my favorite.....gags and ball toys ...cuffs and butt plugs....masks and collars .....not seeing much I go to the closet where I keep the floggers and canes and crops.....and the sensory deprivation ball for my slaves head....I choose the ball and the spreader bars as well as a crop and I finger through the floggers....the floggers can be nice as well as evil ....I grab my favorite one as well as a cane.....and as a last minute though I went to the box by my bed and grabbed a gag and the ass hook......lube .......and downstairs I go ...my playroom has a hook in it that is perfect for hanging the ball on.....my slave is going to arrive home soon and the children are gone for the night....his car pulls up and I get ready to be a bitch .....he walks in and I tell him to put his stuff away ...strip naked ...and come back to me head down and on your knees......I place the collar around his neck...I grab the gag and put it in his mouth...I then put the ball on his head and lock it......I tell him to stand and I put the chain on the hook....I grab the spreader bars and lock them on his hands first ...I put the butt hook in his ass and fasten it so its not going anywhere....I then grab the ankle spreader bar and lock them on.....I start to swing the flogger lightly and I caress him nicely at first and I increase the speed and how hard I hit him....after awhile I grab the cane and make welts all across his backside and the front....he starts to move away when he hears the crop so I switch to the soft caress of the flogger and I run my hands all over his body and then as his body is relaxed I grab the cane and add a few good swings to his ass for good measure,.....then I let him stand there awhile as I go get myself a drink and relax..... |
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last night I had my slave wear his leather pants and drink tons of water then he wasn't allowed to go potty.....I locked him up to the railing and he had to stay there till he agreed to buy my new comforter set..... |
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I have wrapped up my slave with plastic wrap then duck tape while his hands were zip lined tied to the bed.....and he still got out! tonight I think I am going to use plain old hand cuffs....
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spent the weekend with my slave...had our nails done today..mine are a dark purple his are a royal blue....he bought me flowers....I love them....he is so sweet.....now we are waiting for the storms to pass ..they are getting closer and louder....hopefully we don't lose power.... |
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I love the blessed heat from the sun high in the sky....I love the feel of the suns warm rays caressing my skin....there is nothing better than summer and all it brings....swimming and picnics ....amusement parks and cook outs....shorts and sundresses...bare feet in the just cut grass....sweet bliss it is to be summer.... |
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what draws you out of yourself for a time....what puts your focus on me....what do you hope to gain...what are you willing to lose...being under a Dommes care is work for both as well as pleasure....the pleasure and the pain ....put together can be bliss....I may only be as one but a strong one is better than a weaker one....don't you agree |
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I am a human.. I am a woman...which by definition makes me complicated get used to it... don't try to change me or mold me...I am not your toy to play with....if you try you might lose an appendage...and believe me when you cross me I will hurt you till I see purple.....I am happy to talk with you about anything you like..if you are bi then we can see if things will work out between the three of us...my slave is my priority ...not your sexual wants...as for me...yes I am really 6'2" tall.....yes we are still looking for mister right....so many fakes on here...I like being pleased I like having you do as told....no I don't care about your wants....if you have needs then let me and my slave know what they are...I DON"T do babies...nor do I do blood or scat or children.....I don't smoke...its a nasty habit....I don't do recreational drugs...I drink socially ....I only play with my slave present and active...we only play on weekends...I have seven children they are a first priority ....no I am not kidding if I was I would say that I lived in a shoe... |
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there are no words spoken
no words needed
time and space stand still
I wait and watch
breathing in and out
relaxing my joints
one by one
relaxing my mind
one step at a time
waiting for something
that I just haven't seen yet
wishing that I could be all you need
knowing that I am not
makes my heart bleed |
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soft caresses ...candles lit....perfume fills the air....two slaves on their knees waiting for instructions...music plays in the background ...and all is right with the world.... |
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nothing in life is easy...you must learn to roll with the punches they say...if you wish to get to know us ...write to us....if you wish to be in my list of friends...write to us...get to know us...don't assume anything because you will be most likely wrong |
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not everything will go your way...that's life
bruises fade with time....that's life
people come and go....once again....that's life
take the time to experience everything
make the moments in your life count
smile and say more please...that's an order
smiles
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warm night ...cool breeze....satin and lace upon my skin....candle glow and perfume in the air...my slave naked and clean shaven .. waiting for instructions from me while on his knees... I have him disrobe me....his hands caress my skin... I order him to stand at the end of the bed where I secure him to the posts with rope and the leather cuffs and anklets ....I gently rub him down and make him hot horny and hard ..then I take out some toys...I blindfold him and tease him ...then switch soft touches with hard hits with the flogger and crop....making him guess what coming next .... |
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I have come to the conclusion that some of you are just plain stupid...sorry if that bothers you but its true....more than once I have said no sex with me....and more than once some of you push anyway....I am not some whore who plays kinky games....I am a Lady....if I want sex with you I would do the asking...but don't hold your breath....or better yet go ahead and hold it....smiles.... |
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hi everyone...last night I beat sluts ass good...he was in his new head ball and naked .. and I was having a ton of fun making him black and blue....tonight we took him out for dinner at the 99...they sang to him ...lol....
slut needs some hard men to please....anyone want to play? drop a line... |
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this weekend is sluts birthday....he will be 51......I am going to have some fun with him...the sensory depravation head ball arrived...its so cool....slut loves it....which is great...not that it would have mattered if he didn't...lol
as a side note...yes I like to be spoiled but I am not having sex with you....
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I want a sensory depravation tank......I think its the coolest thing.....
Today my slave and I went to the fetish flea in Providence RI ....my feet are killing me but had a good time...slave was dressed in a black skirt... white lace top.... thigh highs ...strappy dress shoes....with wig and make up .....the whole bit.....I wore a super short black skirt.... sheer black dress shirt with a lacey black bra.....and short high heeled boots....we both received lots of compliments ....we bought a giant ball that goes over the head and locks on...its so cool....we also bought a cool rubber beating toy.....and a new ball gag.....we ran into mistress lisa but other wise no one that we knew..... |
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I had a mani pedi today....I brought my slave and he had his first pedicure and had his fingers and toes painted black....mine are a lovely shade of blue....get it.... black and blue....lol...slave took me shopping and took me out to lunch as well at Ruby Tuesday....I bought him a new phone and had his ears pierced ....
right now slave is out with my middle daughter at the annual father daughter dance...he looks so handsome all decked out in his suit and tie....
last night I had tied slave spread eagle to the bed....after I marked his ass....lol...he couldn't get out and I was not giving in at all....oh well sometimes it sucks to be a slave ...although sometimes it blows...smiles
I tried nairing bruce this morning....the stuff didn't work as well as I had hoped...I guess I will have to go old school and use a razor....
we are hopeing to go to the flea tomorrow ..
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slave bought me blue sapphires a necklace and ring......love them!....yes boys....girls love the sparkly ........ |
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snow snow and more snow....I am glad that spring is on its way.... |
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so far no one has taken me up on my offer of using my slut....he needs some cocks to suck....he needs the practice...smiles...I would like to meet you first with my slave...I don't want just anyone to play with us....I am looking for the right people to play with us....if you are intelligent, good company...and don't mind me watching a little bi play then drop me a note...we will be at the fetish flea on Saturday the 16th of February ....and we are trying to meet people on weekends when possible....I am working on being a really big BITCH...slut likes me that way ...if you have any cruel ideas for me to use on him then let me know...you can also chat with slave ...she goes by slavebg here on collar me...thank you and have a great day...smiles |
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Hello everyone....Saturday my middle daughter came in second for the Powder Puff race and third over all in the Powder Puff race....great work done by slut as well as my daughter...smiles...
Saturday night slave was dressed and made to drink shots of moon shine...I left him out in the cold for a bit but brought him in because I didn't wish for him to get sick...while I watched my shows I made him dance every time there was music going and when the music ended he was to kneel on the wood floor...I watched Glee and American Idol...lol....I had to much fun with it I think but oh well...
tonight slave is going to dress up as a proper slut complete with wig and make up as well as nails...and go to the bank to get my money for the month.....well some of it anyway..lol
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For the last week or so my fibromyalgia has been slowing me down....today I am in so much pain that it hurts even to lay down in bed... I am doing everything that I can to feel better...hot showers, pain medicine with caffeine kick...moving as little as possible and having my slutty slave rub me down...but so far nothing has worked ....I really hate cold snowy rainy winter days...I feel so much better in summer weather....
another topic...lately I have been pushing my slave harder then I have in the past on everything...I am determined to get out of Connecticut for good in the next year or so.... I think Georgia will be perfect for us....warmer then Connecticut but it still sees the different seasons...and although Hawaii would be a dream....Georgia is more practical all the way around...Florida would be great as well but slave thinks that hurricanes are to bad there ... so Georgia it is...this spring we are supposed to travel to Georgia and see the different areas that we might like as well as potential areas of employment for slut...
let's see anyone out there have a Prince Albert piercing ? I would like for my slut to get one and I am looking to hear from anyone that has one....we have had a hard time finding someone that does it and that limits how much information I can obtain about it....
and last but not least...is anyone going to the fetish flea at the Weston this year? We are going again...except this year we are only going for Saturday.....last year we stayed the whole weekend which was nice but the "prom" was the worst event I have ever been to...the music was horrible and there just wasn't a good feeling for it...you couldn't see anyone and you couldn't hear anyone and people didn't even stay long because it was so bad....
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I met with a gentleman Friday who wishes to Dom my slave....but he wants to be a slave to me....we had a nice lunch together until my sons school called that my son was sick.....he was supposed to meet with bruce this morning....but his children were ill so he had to cancel....hopefully they can get together soon as I am not a patient person...smiles...
Saturday was the pinewood derby for cubscouts ...both bruce and my son bruce came in second place...I am so proud of them....it was also a nice event to see other parents and our children had a blast ....
today bruce and my son Jacob split and piled wood and then bruce and I went shopping....I wore my new sheer black dress shirt and my tall black boots....bruce was happy..now we are watching football and bruce is wearing a butt plug as punishment for pestering for sex....lol. |
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slut had his ass beaten last night for raising his voice to me....and I made him wear the butt plug for good measure as well as no steam showers from now on...boy its good to be a bitch |
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I saw my doctor today....I am getting better everyday....I am now aloud to cook....yeah....not that I will ...lol...but its nice to know that I can....my blood pressure still drops when I stand...but its not as bad as it was....which is good....I go back in six weeks for a follow up...hopefully I keep getting better....
as for play...my slut slave has been getting it in full swing...smiles and she loves every second of it...except the new shirt I just bought...sheer black long sleeve....shes going to hate me wearing it but ....it sucks to be her! smiles |
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my slave has new pink running sneakers a new pink and white hat and pink gloves...he looks so cute...I also bought him the borat bathing suit he will wear it this summer...whether he likes it or not...lol |
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my slave needs to be taught a lesson in respect.......he crossed a line today with his attitude so now he has to be punished severely so he does not do it again |
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to those of you who don't know me...let me make something clear...I am NOT having sex with you.....I will not be tempted either....I am Lady Tammy ...not some cheap slut looking for a good fuck.....my slave is a slut and likes to service men.....I don't bow to ANYONE....if you are not satisfied by that then move on...thank you and have a nice day. |
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my sweet slave needs to be used and abused....he loves sucking big hard cocks....and he has a virgin ass.....any takers? let me know....smiles....my birthday was great.... thank you everyone for the well wishes |
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my birthday is saturday...my loveing slave is takeing me out.....I can't wait.... |
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I am feeling much better and hopeing to play with my slave very soon....I am looking to get a dog as well..... |
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Had my gallbladder out ....was in the hospital for four days....now I am home |
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snow is comeing ...oh joy....I feel sorry for those that are still without power....we went through it last year.....almost two weeks without power with our five of our seven children at home....
I voted I hope you all have.....even though its hard to choose which idiot to choose..... |
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I am mending from my recent surgery and love to talk to people.....slaves or not....I hope you all faired well durring the recent storm and if you would like to talk email me..... |
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Tree just came down in front yard |
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I hate the verification crap.....
I was looking forward to halloween but the party we were to go to tonight had a date change and now with the impending storm....halloween is looking like a bad idea this year as well.....
on another note....I am allowed to do stairs with help....and I am getting stronger everyday |
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Another day of healing behind me....and another day ahead of me....soon I will be back to being the happy healthy strict mistress as I was before ....to those that write and have kept in touch ...
Thank you for keeping my spirits up...and we will contact you soon |
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this is Tammys slave writing a quick note to all that she chats with...Tammy went in to the hospital August 24 for day surgery and do to complications has yet to return home...she is stable having some low blood pressure issues that hopefully get better soon..slave bruce |
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love these days of summer....the sun ....the heat and the relaxing nature of the season |
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nothing in life is for certian.....so grab each day by the balls |
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bruces knee is improveing....thou not fast enough for me.....I am horny as a hound dog! and its not helping things at all.....smiles.....although hes offered some creative solutions..... |
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Bruce hurt his knee bad on Saturday with a chainsaw ...I hope that he is better soon ... |
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saturday is our 12 year wedding anniversary...... |
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spent last week with family in lake george.....had a blast! |
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Femdom picnic today.....should be fun and interesting |
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candles light the room with a hazy glow.....the smell of jasmine fills the air...and my slave is tied to the bed naked and whimpering for me to please him....I have other thoughts on my mind....smiles......I pull out my new toys and lay them out on the sides of the bed......I climb on top of him, with my silky gown on and blindfold slave. I make sure that he feels my warmth as well as the satin of my gown caress him.....the reaction I get is well worth the little effort I put into it......I climb off of him and as he protests the move of my body I place a gag on him..... I touch each toy slowly and make the decision to start with a flogger.....my favorite toy.....the ease of use as well as the multitude of uses always gets me hot for them.....I love the colors and lengths they come in....some with knots on the ends some with feathers or fluff.....but enough about that.....I run the flogger slowly up and down his body caressing each and every inch.....goosebumps appear on his skin and his erection becomes more eveident by the moment......then I start swinging the flogger in a figure eight getting more aggressive as time flies by.....leaveing little red marks all over.....soon I tire and switch to a new paddle ....narrow and long ....it leaves more red marks upon his skin.....but I want bruises.....I want the marks to last and I want him to remember this for the comeing week.....I grab a cane and start on his thighs.....soon I am getting the desired results and I go to the end of the bed....his feet are going to feel the wap of the cane.....I start slowly and increase my speed and strength as I go....soon I hear him trying to beg for me to stop......I remove the gag and as him if he wishes me to stop.....he says no.....and I continue till I am sore from the repetitive action...... |
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the party went great....good food ...music...and great company.... |
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we are haveing a birthday party for bruce...hes turning 50! it seems as if it was only yesterday I was planning his surprise 40th....lol....time flies when you are haveing fun.... |
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last night was a fem dom circle fundraiser for buck...he lost his grandson to sids....it was a good night for a sad cause |
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the flea was fun.....great people...great vendors ....great food..... |
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long days have passed and even longer nights....the chill of winter lingers on the crisp air of soon to be spring.....how I long for the warm weather of summer.....but I will take these abnormal days of warmth as they come....we are going to be meeting a couple soon.....its different from what we are accustomed to but hopefully a great experience anyway....I am healing nicely ...at least thats what I am told.....I feel great most of the time.....most of you know about the fetish flea.(Providence RI 2-10-12....2-12-12)....we are going....looking forward to the play time with my hubbie slave...maybe we will see some of you there...dont be shy say hi..... |
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I know most of you are looking for more stories but honestly we havent done anything due to my healing....so hopefully I will write soon |
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nausea is at bay for the moment...hopefully is goes out to sea soon and doesnt come back.....I hate that feeling....the total loss of control you have over your own body.....I know that most of you would disagree seeing how that is why you seek people like me out.....but for me it is aweful |
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pain...nausea ...more pain.....but healing and my slave hubby is the best that one could ask for....takeing care of me and doing the running around since I cant....love you bruce |
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I am haveing surgery on wednesday so I am not sure how I will feel when I am home on friday....so if I dont get back to you in a timely matter dont worry I will eventually get back to you..... |
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I am not a book that you can read and understand...I do things my way ....always have....I don't try to hurt anyone emotionally....the scars that are left from that ;are ones no one recovers from......your body belongs to me ...when I use it or not....you wish for strong minded and that I am...I will never leave you for being you....if you push me away then I will not stay....for being unwanted is not my place....the marks on your skin will show you I care ...the marks on your soul is proof you will understand....there is no one on earth like you and that is why I love you.... |
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somedays are just not worth the effort......my house is clean and everything has been going in a better direction but sometimes I wish that I could beat him with a mace |
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today is my 38th birthday......boy am I getting old....... |
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slave has once again upset me....tonight he pays the price for that.... |
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christmas is just a few days away.....tomorrow we go shopping for the rest of the christmas gifts.....I hope we finish....even the price of little things has gone up....I guess thats due to the economy but geeez.....really.
slave has been working on shaveing his body hair off for me....all of it is to be gone.....or he will be tied up and punished.....of course he knows that....smiles |
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The party last night was fun....always great to be around like mind people....smiles....I have new candles and a new wine bottle opener from the grab bag.....of course there were some naughty gifts as well.....I put in two dirty minds games.....they looked like fun to me.....we all know how dirty our minds think...smiles
two weekends till christmas and then my birthday....yeah...... |
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well we went and started our christmas shopping.....more to do of course...we are going to a christmas party next saturday 12/10/11 and then another shopping saturday on the 17th I believe.....anyone who wishes to meet us on the 17th .....email slavebg |
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If you would like to play with us...then email slavebg here on collar me to ask as to when we can meet.....we only play on WEEKENDS.....we are ALWAYS together when we play with others I am never alone with you......so please feel free to get to know us...just remember the rules ...Thank you |
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I sent slave out shopping in female attire tonight( a female shirt and stockings...).....was going to do make up as well but my children would have noticed......smiles |
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I am takeing my slave out shopping for dresses, tops and skirts....last night I bought him two pairs of high heels ...one red pair...one black.... |
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with the flick of her wrist the whip goes ...snap!
with a look in her eye...the slave goes down to his knees
with a smile on her face....he endures her torture
with the welt on his ass comes color
with the touch of her hand ...he is made happy |
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the last bits of sun... shine through the window
how eager I am for the night.....and what it brings
the snap of a whip the sound of the paddle the flicker of the flogger....
all at my use and abuse
while he has no choice but to submit to my whim....
collared and secured at the end of the bed ....
a gag in his mouth
naked as the day he was born
mine to play with, torture and please
all while the sun sets and the last of light that fills the room |
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see the colors red,purple...and blue...
the scent of flowers and leather fills the room...
muscles ache from use and abuse....
candles flicker across the room...
music drifts through my mind ....
from another place and time....
exsausted yet not.....
a calming balm to my soul.....
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I see you looking at me.....why not say hi.....it can not hurt you to do at least that.....I don't bite ....online anyways...lol |
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he wishes for total subservicence.....I command total power over him.....he has asked for it...now I give it.....food ....clothes...behavior....money .....all at my discretion.....he will be she when I ask for it....and no longer will he hold himself in power of anything in the home....work he commands others to do his bidding.....at home he does mine......whether its a stand in for a table or chair .....or a maid to scrub toilets....a chef for dinner or to eat my nasty concoctions.....he will speak only when spoken to and sit only on the floor unless instructed otherwise.....I own his mind ....body ....and soul.....now let the fun begin... |
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I can't promise that everything will go your way...It will not
I can't promise that you will have a say in everything that we do.....you will not
I can't promise that I will focus only on you...I will not
I can promise that you will be safe in my hands
I can promise that you will have fun
I can promise that you will serve me....
I can promise that I will take into consideration your wants and needs
but know that these come with rules and I expect them to be followed....
you WILL show up on time
you WILL dress accordingly
you WILL do as you are told without hesitation
and follow the rules of the house..... |
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slut has been punished for his mis doings......pee in his coffee ...cajin spices on his food hot sauce as well....and he was restraind and paddled till he saw things my way......such a good night |
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slut has been teased and teased with out pleasure for the last few days....he is going to get a tattoo on monday...a nice Domme with m favorite toys ...a flogger and a whip.....it will look awesome on his left shoulder......with thewhip curling on his arm....
to those of you who wish to join the FemDom Circle do so soon....we have some fun activities comeing up that you may not wish to miss....a meeting with Mistress Sly and a Halloween partyboth should be enlightning and amuseing.....so look the club up its easy to find and I will see you there... |
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the local FemDom Circle is in search of a few good slaves.....are you interested? |
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slave bruce stands at the end ofour bed....naked and I start with the paddle.....makeing sure that he knows that he was wrong and I need to let steam off....so I swing and swing...till he stops counting and then I switch to the flogger and then the dragons tail....his arse still stings he says.....good....
so what are you all up to this weekend? |
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if I didnt request to see your manly.....or boy parts....please dont send them....it is rude |
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anyone going to the fetish flea in provedince RI febuary 10-12...2012 |
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you want to play with us?
you will be expected to arrive on time fridays, saturdays, occasional sundays
you will suck penis ...maybe pussy
you will be pushed to your limits
you will be clean....no disease,drugs...or smoke
you will be expected to follow orders
you will not....do anything illeagal, scat or diaper...no kids either
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there are those of you who know me and those that do not....I am not an easy Domme...I am not your girlfriend.....I am happily married to a man I love and adore who takes me as I am ...good and naughty...I am an easy person to get along with and I am a genually happy person...but I don't like to be lied to... I perfer that you are honest with me....even if its something I would rather not hear.....so please don't blow smoke up my ass ...I will be honest with you ...friendly, sweet as can be.....but as a Domme...I can be harsh and sometimes mean.....I will not be your mommy ...I happen to hate diapers....I will not be your lover...I have one of those....and I have expectations and I expect that after you meet me you follow them to the tee..... |
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If you wish to play with us you must contact my slave husband.....slavebg he is here on collar me ....very easy to find...if you wish to play with us you must be available on weekends.....we are seeking a BI-male to play with on occasional weekends...we have young children and that is when we have babysitters......I am not looking for sex partners or fuck mates....I am LadyTammy ...I am not one of those sluts you can find on here....if you can not follow directions ...why bother talking to me and wasting our time |
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from the darkness of my mind come thoughts deep from within my soul....I ache with need and I see your needs as my own...I try to fulfill all your thoughts and dreams.....in hopes to make you happy....sometimes I give you what you need instead.....always with love I try...
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I see you peeking out of the corner of your eyes from the darkness that consumes you....afraid of what you might see...either with me or with yourself...step into the light and see how your true color shines.....let us show you how good it can be....from the true bliss from pain and giveing up power or the true you dressed as a female....caress the thoughts of the darkside ...see what can be ...what you can be....stop hideing from what you want ...what you need...leave all fears aside and come write to me.....
Lady Tammy and slut bruce (slavebg here on collar me) |
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my slave has been bad.....really bad....so now I get to mark his ass till he can not sit down....smiles...I am going to use every toy I own.....and beat him till there are pretty bruises.....lucky me |
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caressing the flogger with my finger tips....enjoying the leather smell .....knowing how it will feel as I swing it and the sound as it makes contact with skin....different from the other toys .....yet the same result in the end...smiles...I enjoy the lifestyle as it serves my purpose....I am not like some other Dommes....I am not here to bankrupt you....nor am I here just to "play games" ....I will not sell my morals out nor will I prostitute myself for anyone...I have a firm grip on my sanity and I know what I desire....do you?
If you are able to meet and play on weekends....friday ,saturdays and some sundays....If you look respectable....can count to thousands...at least...and are able to follow camands then write to me....if you are confused and forgot why you were reading this then go away |
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I am itching for a wild time .....its been a little bit and although he says he has done nothing wrong ....I have a need to spank him, flog him and use the crop....I want to mark him mine for all to see....I want to make him suck cock for all he is worth and see him kneel next to someone else ....serveing me and my darkest fantacies.......now all I need to know is when? smiles.... |
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I have been scrubbing the floor in my kitchen..doing laundry and catching some of the race....In a perfect world a slave would b scrubbing the floor and doing the laundry while I watched the race....but alas it is not a perfect world ......my slave is working on a job in farmington .......so he is not around at the moment and I am not very patient when it comes to things that I want done |
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the party was fun...it was nice to get out with other adults... |
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today has been a long day.....not bad....but long....my son broke tv number three .....our fifty two inch tv......my daughter went into my room to play with perfume and then covered my youngest daughter in it.....then went into the refridgerator and decided to eat and make a mess of stuff I was going to use for a party this weekend....so after cleaning up the broken tv...installing one we had in our bedroom and cleaning the daycare .....I had errands to run....I bought myself some alcohal which I rarely drink.....and some sneekers.....and replacements for what my daughter ruined this morning....now I am going to have a drink and clean up the kitchen..... |
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just enough light to see .....otherwise the room is in darkness
slave bruce is spread eagle on the bed...ties are secure and he is not getting out ...until I let him of course
naked except for the collar around his neck and the ring on his finger
I blindfold him with a leather hood and place headphones on his ears.....so all he is allowed to do is breathe and listen to music that I have chosen....
slowly ever so slowly I touch him all over with light caresses.....I let in slave x...to the room where we are....he is also collared and naked.....I instruct him to suck on slave bruces cock....as he does I get my dragons tail.....and I touch him with it....makeing sure that I don't go too fast or get in the way of slave x....I flick the dragons tail over his arms and legs ....some on his chest....as he is about to cum I stop slave x.....then tease him all over again until the breaking point......after a few times I let him cum in slave x's mouth.....then I undo his head phones and mask.....I have slave x undo his ties....then slave bruce sucks on slave x to return the favor....as I touch them both and as slave x cums into slave bruces mouth I smile knowing that its going to be another fun night at home for us |
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I love my slave bruce....there is no one out there just like him...he makes me laugh and he does whatever I ask ....to a degree.....lol....he takes his punishments with ease and understands the need even if he hates it...he loves me for me and I for him....and there is nothing that we wouldn't do for each other....so please think before you write.....and remember you must speak with slavebg if you wish to play with me |
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six times.....
I was feeling dirty....and I wanted to play with a third...so slave bruce set up an evening with slave x...he was to arrive at seven.....while I was getting ready upstairs ,....slave bruce was getting the downstairs ready....I showered and picked out a red silk to wear....I I put soft curls in my hair and did my make up to the nines...
slave bruce had done everything as I asked...he was naked except for the collar around his neck and the scent of flowers and candles were everywhere....everything was cast in a light glow.....and music was playing in the background
the play room was laid out with the toys that I wanted to play with... a floger, a dragons tail, a paddle and some soft rope as well as a spreader bar
the seventh hour arrived and slave x came in and was instructed to strip....a collar was placed around his neck and I inspected him for marks or anything that could cause a problem with play
after introductions and how do you do's...it was off to the kitchen where I had a chore for the two slaves to do....kitchen grout....a chore that I hate.... I explained what was to be done and how....then I sat down and talked to them as they worked
when they said that they were done I pointed to areas that needed work and I tsked tsked them
then it was time for punishment
I started with slave bruce ...I tied up his hands and placed the spreader bars on his ankles....then I slowly started makeing marks on him with the toys....I watched as the skin turned redder and redder and finally I was satisfied with the result ....then I caressed him asI untied him.....then I started with slave x....slowly and not as much as with slave bruce....slave bruce is a pain slut.....
when I was satisfied with the result I untied slave x and leashed them and made them crawl into the kitchen where I let them drink water and stretch out....
then we all went into the upstairs bedroom where slave x started sucking on slave bruces cock....bruce anbd I made out touching and caressing as slave x was working....after it was slave x's turn and I fondled him and touched him as bruce was working...when he was done and every drop of cum was spent ...it was my time for pleasure |
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I wrote out two stories and twice the damn verification code crap lost the stories |
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tonight I think that I am going to treat slave with an evening of play....
there will be a note at the front door to strip naked after he picks up dinner and I ill make him a cocktail to drink of pee and brandy.....in his boot to drink....smiles , then I will serve him dinner of cat food and some other nasty things that I can think of.....he will eat off the floor as I eat my yummy dinner ....then he will clean up and follow me upstairs on his knees......where I will play with my flogger and dragonstail.....he will be forced to hold onto the end of the bed while I hit him till bruises appear....then when I am tired of it ....I will let him lick and massage me till I am ready to sleep....
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Lets see ......my pool.....still green...the rain we have had...not helping....and although we had a weekend with no children ....we didnt play....I think that we were both just worn out .....I guess I have to be a stronger Domme and stop careing about how tired he looks....and believe me, he looks tired a lot lately.....but I was tired as well so I guess I should have put him on household duties or something....
so tell me what do you think that I should do to him now? I am running low on ideas...smiles |
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I had my hair done today....its high lighted with a lighter blonde....I love it....other than errands I have been cleaning my pool and childrens bed rooms....what fun....not really....but its keeping me busy
whats up with these verification crap....whats next? I don't see the need for it at all.... |
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dirty thoughts go through my mind....of another place and time....
sweat beads across his chest ....while the fan slowly moves the cool air around the room.....the light is dim ...while my strike is sharp....the whack of the whip is smooth in its caress....the sight of bruises begin to show and my aim and strike continues to grow....he yelps out in pain but contines to count one hundred in one ....one hundred in two.....
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stupid dead car battery ruined my day! my loveing awesome husband came to save the day......thank god.....five children with me and my jumper cables were at home..... |
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surgery went well ...camping was eventfull to say the least....but a good time in the end...glad to be home though |
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camping this weekend in preston ct......it looks to be nice out as well....yeah!@ |
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soon summer will be here.....hopefully the rain pattern that we have been in goes away.....I am recovering from surgery very well...I go in for an endoscopy on wednesday and another surgery on july 8th......then im done for a little while I hope....still trying to keep up with the house,kids and appointments.....and of course slave.....so give us a little slack.... |
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slut must eat what ever I give him for dinner..or else...as I am very creative in making his dinner very nasty I would love to hear some new ideas..LOLOLOL... |
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slave is scrubbing the playroom floor.....while I am watching the race....I know that I should feel bad ....but I don't...smiles....a slaves work is never done |
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sluts birthday is in March..LOLOLOL |
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i know that I have said this before....but some of you don't bother reading very far....email slavebg here on collar me...make friends and see if you wish to really play with us.....we are looking to meet someone next Saturday evening. |
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Every Goddess loves to be spoiled and to go shopping for hot sexy outfits...as I control the money and yes slut cant even get a coffee tomorrow morning..LOLOLOL I was givin a challange by slut that I just cant pass up...slut is working on a good size side project hopefully soon to be done. When slut gets paid the slave of my choice will meet us in the morning and be greated with me in a sexy little outfit and a big sexy tongue kiss ...everytime I make this slave hard today I get 50 dollars from my slut to go shopping for what ever I wish...we go out to breakfast I sit in the front seat slut in the back I am slowly rubbing the slave between his legs all the way to eat...when we arrive to eat slut is collared hands locked behind his back and left in the car...I push up tight to the slave right against sluts door grinding my body tight to him while stealing a kiss...breakfast is great my little top and tight pants has my slave today with his eyes glued to me...Off shopping and just walking around the mall we go. We allowed slut in but he must walk behind us only watching me grind kiss and tease the slave every moment I get a chance...I am doing well but want all sluts money I feel so naughty in one way and Bitchy in another..we have lunch slut only gets what we leave on out plates...only crums and water...we consider a movie but its back to or house..slut gets his cock cage on along with a dress heels ect so holly can serve us as I wish the rest of the day...the slave and I decide to watch some female Dom flicks poor slave truly needs an orgasm...holly gets to cook us dinner serve us and clean up. I let the slave kiss my feet slowly working up my leg as slut can only watch...we all head up to the bed room holly is tied to the bed frame on her knees facing the bed... I have slave gag and laceup tight sluts hood and tie slaves arms streched tight to the corner of the bed...I feel so naughty slut offered to double the money if I had sex with the slave in front of him... can I really do this...the slave is kissing his way up my leg I am wet...the first touch of the slaves tongue against my hard clit fills me with desire...I look over at my slut tied there watching I feel so evil...I grab the back of the slaves head pulling his tounge in harder against me...God the first orgasm felt so good...the slave crawls up on top of me hard willing and ready...I re position on the bed so my legs are spread right in front of slut and he can watch the good fucking I am about to get..slaves first orgams cums quick but he is still hard and working on a second...slut can only watch and smell the sex aroma... when slave is done I remove the gag from slut and sit spread eagle in front of him so he can suck and clean all the cum out of me...I have been such a BITCH today to slut and I get lots of his money for doing it.....I cuddle up next to the slave for the night... slut can spend the night on his knees with the taste of cum in his mouth... The sun is shining in so bright I have the slave untie slut so he can go make us beakfast in bed while I have one more hot wild hard fuck with the slave...we part with a long sexy kiss until next time...poor slut more cum to suck and lick out of me ...the first thing I shall do with sluts money today is to pierce his cock so the chasty tube I ordered can be locked on...happy birthday slut hope you like your present..as the lock clicks shut...I feel so naughty...whos next... |
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well last night was fun for us...slave spent the night locked up in the cage in the basement....with his corset on and ice on the outside of the cage with chains in them to keep him there for awhile so I could slip into bed without worry that he is where he should be....we were not able to meet with anyone....but the thought was there....no one seemed able to get away for a few.....maybe next weekend..... |
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If you are looking to meet ...ask slavebg here on collar me as to when we could meet |
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naked and waitting...just how I like him.....his hands on the end of my bed....and I ....holding my new whip of course ....will be issueing punishment for his crime. I don't like being yelled at ...especially when its not my fault. so tonight he will be served 100 lashes and maybe next time he will curb his tounge.
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I find that I am more able to be myself on here than in public...strange because most people like me either place...I am intelligent and good natured....I think that shows through my writting as well as my life. some of you like to push where you shouldn't and I ...being polite...I am not sure how to respond to some of your requests....so sometimes I stew about them....before I answer them...this is my way of finding the right words to say....
As to play with us....my slave is bi....thats why we seek another slave....or submissive if you perfer....he likes to suck cock.....I on the other hand have been clear about how I feel.....all you have to do is read.
This weekend is the fetish flea market...we are going on saturday and are going to have a blast.....if you come I am sure that you will enjoy it as well....like minded indivduals that we all are.....
If you truely wish to play with us... email slavebg here on collar me as well as myself. |
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after the packages are opened.....I order slave one and two to stand at the end of the bed legs apart.... hands on the frame....I then lube and insert the butt plugs into their asses.....once that is done I order them to lay on the floor and suck each others cocks ....as they lay on the floor I lay on the bed and take pictures of them fondleing and sucking each other....I encourage them to take the entire shaft into their mouths and to enjoy it.....slave one says hes about to cum ...I tell him to wait till slave two is close.....I get up and still takeing photos of them I move around them and get some really good close ups...then slave two says hes ready and I allow them both to cum....makeing sure that none of it drops to my carpet....once spent and relaxed I tell them to thank me by kissing my feet....they do and do it very well....working their tounges inbetween my toes and kissing and licking the entire foot....its pleasueable for awhile ....then I bore of it....and tell them to climb on the bed with me and to eat my pussy while the other one can kiss and suckle on my very large breasts......I let them decide who is to go first on my wet pussy and I lay back on the bed and relax ....at first slave one goes slow sucking and licking my pussy while the other slave is kneeding and sucking on my nipples...my gown is lowered so both of my breasts are reveiled and the slave sucking them says how lovely they are while the other slave comments on how good I taste...I cum all over his face and then tell them to switch places so I can cum again....as the second orgasum over takes me I feel empowered and drowsey....after I have them clean me...I allow them to rub me all over....after awhile I tell them to remove their butt plugs....they are once again hard and I let slave two fuck slave one while I once again take pictures of them.....as slave two comes closer to cumming I take slave ones cock into my hands while I kiss slave two....soon both men are begging to cum and I allow it....slave ones cum shoots onto his belly...as slave two shoots into his ass.....as the night comes to a close I thank each one for their efforts and let them clean up and get dressed.....I let them know that their service was great and that I couldn't wait to do it again....that night my hubbie slave cuddles next to me and thanks me for a wonderful night .... |
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he arrives home to a note on the front door.....put these on....(a bra and panties,nylons, dress, heels and a collar) drink this(a shot of brandy) then come in....once in and fully dressed as specified there is another note on the kitchen door....do your chores...(clean kitchen floor, take care of dishwasher and prepare dinner) ....inside the refridgerator was another note...(have two more shots of brandy) ....smile I will be home soon...Love Lady.....half an hour later I arrive home from shopping....I bought some new toys to play with....but you can't see them till later.....during dinner we chat as he eats his yummy cat food off of the floor in the dinning room.....after dinner he cleans up and a knock comes to the front door....I order sissy to get it and see whos comeing to play....as the other slave enters the home ....slave orders him to strip naked for me....then shows him to the liveing room where I am seated .....I ask the two of them to come upstairs while slavebg carries my bag of goodies......upstairs in our bedroom I deside to get more comfortable in a hot slinky number....cream colored sheer with big pink flowers striped across it.....the matching robe covers little.....I order both slaves to kneel on the floor while i reach in my bag of goodies.....I pull out a collar and leash for each slave....one studded with a ring on the front with a lock on the back.....the second one thin with a pretty design on it also with ring and lock....I place both collars on them and step back to look at how nice they look....I then attach the leashes......I walk them to the foot of my bed and secure each of them to a corner.....I then go back to my bag of goodies where I pull out a butt plug some ointment and a new flogger....I make slavebg strip naked and take off the tags and packageing.....the other slave is instructed to rub my feet as I wait..... |
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hopefully our colds clear up soon...as we have been under the weather for the last week....the snow is not helping the situation.....hurry up spring..... |
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I know that some of you are looking for sex with me...but I am not looking for sex with you...I can always change my mind....that is a womans right.....but dont think im going to roll around in the sheets with you.....I am not a whore. If that is what you are seeking....then move on...please
to the rest of you who know your station in life is to make me happy....thank you. |
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cage time for slave tonight...hes in need of it.....so hood ....heels and some naked time in the dark will do him some good
he was/ is sick so plans changed |
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eyes blindfolded.....hands in mittens ...wrists tied to the bed ....naked from head to toes....and I get to tease ...please ,....and abuse all I want tonight.....let the fun begin soon.... |
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poor slave ...he works so hard.....we need a day off....I think we are going to go to the febuary,, fetish flea......anyone else going? |
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Looking to play tonight....slave needs a hard night of play... |
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snow all day tomorrow...what will I do with myself.....smiles* I know tomorrow night will be naughty if I have my way....and I usually do....lol |
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Last night was great.....now lets do it again....lol |
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slave says that hes up to play.....but they are talking snow this weekend.....I wonder whos up for traveling in the snow? smiles* |
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had some words to say but they have lost their way
need some serious play time but slave hurt his back so I have to wait until it gets better I guess....I am not known for my patience....smiles....but there are things that can be done ....sore back or not....next weekend is mine for the takeing....I can't wait. |
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spread eagle....face down....eyes blindfolded....naked ...except for the leather cuffs on his wrists and ankles.....the room is dimly lit as the night is dark.....only a shadow of light fills the room....scent of leather and some candles fills the air.... mingled with my perfume....the flogger ,the whip ,and the paddle are out for my use ...along with some other more devious toys....I smile at the thought of bruiseing his naked flesh....marking it mine and only mine.....with each new toy and each new mark he begs for more....sweet touch caressed with pain.....pleasure is mine to give and to take away....the night is young..... |
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merry christmas to all of you....enjoy the new year.... |
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Please bare with bruce and I as we are going through some bad family matters.....our concern is with our children at this time and we will write as soon as we are up to it.Thank You |
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I try to imagine a perfect night of play...one where there are no complications or stress of newness....one where my two slaves perform for my pleasure....where the heat of the moment is pure bliss....and the cool off period is filled with anticipation of whats comeing next.....the night would be filled with pleasure and pain....ropes and bindings....metal collars and leather straps....two slaves on their knees doing whatever I ask all night long....naked and wanting ...needing to be told what to do and when to do it.....laughter and sweet nothings....the perfect night is doable we just need the right slave ...the right night....the right time...for perfect bliss..... |
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I try to word these from the heart and less from the head .....my head wants to scream what the hell is wrong with you sometimes.....the heart understands that you need a firm hand and guidence.....no slave bruce ;not speaking about you.....wish more slaves were like my bruce....obedient , friendly, funny....smart strong and handsome....though not a good woman do you make....but we will keep trying ....won't we.
If you think that you can arrange your schedual for play on an occassional saturday let me know |
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hi everyone.....so what have you been up to lately? anything fun? I would love to hear from you. talk to you soon. |
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we went to a Halloween party ...I dressed up as a greek goddess and slave was a bride....everyone thought it was great.....he even won a prize for best costume.....lol....if they only knew right.....lol....well tonights Halloween....time for the children to dress up and go trick or treating.....no one wanted to go with us.....I guess they are scared of the ghosts and goblins.....I love it....its the one time a year that we can dress up and be whom ever we wish.....no questions asked.....enjoy your night...be safe |
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there is nothing worse than a needy slave....one that has to have his or her way....that is not a slave. I am Domme , boss and your wants desires....I am not perfect and I on't boast that I am but seriously....some of you need a good whipping....if you wish to be in my....shall we say good graces ....then try to be more giveing and less takeing.....whats in it for me so to say..... |
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sometimes I believe that people here know me better than my own family does....I have no quams about letting it all hang out here.... but on facebook or at family functions..... I have to curb myself more and more.. ..lately it feels as if I am lost in a sea of people ....(.and I hate hideing my devious side).....and if I move the wrong way...or say the wrong thing....they would throw me to the sharks |
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pain is a word that I know well...it is a useful tool as a daily reminder of what one has done wrong....it is also a constant reminder of what is wrong with me...I have fibromyalgia.....pain is intense and at times unbareable....but the pain does not define me..I define me....I may be sore but i know how to dish out punishments...especially when you deserve it.... |
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Sunlight casts a soft glow on the lavender paint covering the room.....perfume scents the air....floral with hints of lovemakeing ....slave is collared and waiting for me to dish out his punishment....he was naughty....It is a weekday and the children are at school....no- one is around but us and our siamese cat...Sheeba...Today I am useing the cane....it is severe enough to lash out some good bruises...he was mouthy and that upset me....plus I hate to argue...lol....I enjoy the view of his naked behind waitting for me to start....the cane is long and strong .....white with a black handle...I usually perfer my flogger ...but I am in need of a new one and the cane is useful indeed....with each sting of the cane he will hopefully remember what he has done wrong....and with any luck...not that he has any....he will not repete the actions that caused thiss punishment in the first place....highly doubtful....lol...as the bruises form ...blue, and purple with lots of red.....I smile knowing that he will be reminded every time he has to sit.....and today he will be caned everytime he chooses to look at me....so I am sure that will be often enough...lol.... |
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cant sleep....I should wake up my slave and make him entertain me but hes had a long week....
I should log in our latest play time but im not sure how to word it right now....so ill tell you all about it soon enough... |
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tonight he will bound nice and tight. so when tomorrow comes....he is here to stay. |
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need some serious play time |
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rope around his ankles ....and his arms are spread wide ...secured with more rope....he knows that I mean to keep him there for awhile....I play with him and tease him with my hands and then my touch goes away....I hit him with the rope then it goes away....playing with him is such fun....smiles* |
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my back is sore....I fell going up the damn stairs....can you believe that...its just my luck... the faster I want to go... the longer it takes me...lol... |
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slave holly wants to push my buttons....unfortunatly for her.... I push back harder... |
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I enjoy my slaves touch on me....featherlight strokes upon my soft skin.....his kisses delight me as always....he brushes my hair while I sit...we listen to music and talk....candles flicker across the way ....a light scent coats the air....relaxing to most.... erotic to me....I love to watch the candles dance....they compel me to think naughty thoughts....like a game on how to be a whisper in the air....it seems impossible.... yet they do it all the time.....slave two follows my comands and talks about himself....as I listen for the things left unsaid....play dates are a trial of sorts ....for me and our slaves...who can be funny and sweet and make us comfortable with them...who can make me want to want them for My slave(me) as well as a playtoy for holly....do they want me as a woman or as a Domme....are they good at telling the truth....can they be cought in a lie...its easier to pick out a car for me then a man who would have intimate contact in our lives... |
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lets see... where to start.....first of all... slavebg ....holly and I play saturday nights....always have...occasional fridays....we have seven children.. .18,15,13,9,7,5,1.....three girls ....the rest are boys.... if you can't do the math....you're not for us...we are very friendly....but not stupid people...so scammers...drop dead..thats an order....I am the Domme... he is the slave....third slave wanted for play....not ownership....if you live out of the USA ...weekend play doesnt work....does it now...if you wish to relocate... do so....but not because of us....I like to smile..so make me laugh....I am told that I am pretty..not conceited....I am 6 feet two inches tall......so is holly....we will chat with anyone...but if you are boreing ...we move on...no I don't have sex with lots of slaves...I am not a whore....I like the power of play....not all the sex...I have sex with my husband....so far play has not caused me to cross that line....I don't intend to do so either....slave likes to suck cock ....so far no one has caused him to have a hard on....so I guess you could say that neither one of us cheets on the other...even in play.. ..someday that might change but don't hold your breath...its been 13 years.....furthermore....I like to get to know my meat...so if you really want to play with us...real time...tell me about you...get to know us....if you clicked on me because I am a female bitch.....Domme....move on and have a great day. |
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back and forth....up and down...circles all around...sweaty and tired he goes on....for my pleasure is what he seeks.....and only my pleasure is worth it.....I asked him to dress as a woman this time.... even heels and make-up...now he asks if it has been done right as my pleasure is noted by my squeil of delight....the grout is finally clean....!!!!get your mind out of the gutter!lol |
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vacation time is over....had a blast....now its back to the real world.....need a slave to do my windows.....the glass ones that you clean while outside on a ladder....anyone?...lol....thats a chore i hate |
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Vacation .....yeah....nine days of sun, beaches and six flags....awesome! now how can I torture my slave at the same time? believe me I have my own ideas.....hope you are all haveing a fun week as well... |
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I married the man of my dreams again.....with a ball and chain grooms cake to boot.....lol....now he is truely stuck with me.... |
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with extreem gentleness I caress his skin...slowly running my fingers down his spine....then when he thinks its safe ....thawk goes the paddle |
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the wedding is comeing up soon....this comeing sunday....hopefully we have good weather and the rain goes away....till september would be good.the last thing we need is rain on our vacation....i love you slut |
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swirling thoughts upon the brain
body tired and pushed with pain
hideing and seeking can't be fun
when all you wish to do is run
swirling darkness and I awaite
for the pain to abate
time is here it has come emotions wild and wish to free
circles go through my mind dates and times without the rhyme
times have past and future meet but what is lost is so discreet
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the summer breeze goes through my window....cooling us with its touch....my slave is tied and expecting me to surprise him once more with fun and creative ways to play...I want him on the hook so he's forced to stand....the heels he perfers so much are on his feet, dressed as a female with sweat pouring down his sides...normally I would feel sorry for him but not tonight....tonight is about release....releaseing the stress that we've both been under and the freedom that comes with BDSM can only cure ....I press ice to his hot skin and touch him everywhere.....watching and waiting for the appropiate response....knowing that the flogger and paddle will be used again and again.... |
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thank you to those that have sent their concerns....I am or will be fine....I always bounce back....eventually....its been tough but I guess thats expected.so thank you again. |
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tick tock... the clock droans on...
restless sleep
body tired.... mind is sore
thoughts go no where ...cant seem to form words
the things that need to be done
are a un-necesary chore
eyes water and tears drop
was it my fault.... goes through my head
muscles ache and still the clock goes tick tock.... |
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yesterday was bad...my oldest son is in the hospital ..hes not dying or anything so i guess thats a good thing ...it just hurts all the same to see him there..there are some days that you wish you stayed in bed....yesterday was one of those that i wished I lived on mars....at least im not crying as much today but ...I hurt all over and wish that bed was an option but everytime i stop moveing ....i start to cry...and today i get to see my wedding dress completed....wont i look wonderful ...red and puffy eyes and all..... |
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Mistress Ruby is back.....hail to the heavens.....I hope that her health and soul are now mended and she comes to our wedding.....its never a bad idea to have another Mistress around when you are dealing with slaves....and shes the queen of the blade.....more to hold over his head....bloods not for me.... but for him I would let her go there....see you soon ms Ruby shoes.... |
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so much to get done....only one slave to do it all....lol...lately it feels as if theres no time to breathe....the last week took forever and I hope this week flies by....but on the other hand I hope it takes its time....I know a mixed bag right...lol....I want to enjoy this time and not have it fly by, but I also want the time to celebrate to be here as well and see all my hard work come to life...hey its a womans right and a Dommes way of life ...lol...smiles* |
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the length of his naked body is stretched out to the four corners of the bed....secured with straps and rope....a hood is over his head.....and mittens are over his hands.....the lights are dim the music is softly playing in the background...my new flogger is getting some use....as well as a few other toys that we have.....ice, paddle,cane, whip......brush....feather...clips....anything that I can use to get a reaction out of him....I play with his nipples and his cock and balls....slowly running up and down then being mean .....alternateing between the two.....until he begs for me to stop... |
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I am so tired that I cant think anymore, being busy with the wedding and the children has become overbearing, then you add the house and all that goes with it....cutting the lawn and such...weeding the flower beds,and the general stuff you do everyday....I am about to scream....poor slave....he works his heart out and we never get to see each other as of late due to his work schedual....but after the wedding things should slow down.....I hope...smiles* |
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the more I push my limits....the more he tries to tame....the sexier I become....as I leave my meek shell behind....more scared does he become that the butterfly may leave....thou I am not going anywhere |
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the darkness wants to be set free ...it creeps up from smallest corners of my soul and no longer does it lurk, but it seeks escape....it wants me to use it and abuse it ....before I shove it back down to the deep hidden corners of my soul. takeing the beast out for play has its draw backs though.....its harder to put away everytime and the harsher the punishments become for even the slightest infractions.....although he is due his punishments.....I have always taken into account his work schedual....but now I may not do so...an agreement is an agreement ......right. |
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he needs to be used hard....to be beaten and made to suck cock all night, I am still looking for the right slave to complete the circle....a few have come close....but we are very busy people....and time is extreemly limited....you must understand that at all times. |
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new month....closer to our renewal of wedding vows.....I should make him have to beg on the alter with a collar and leash....but I wont....so many dont know that we play will be there....a few know that we do will be there....let the games begin...lol.... |
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too hot for candles....the cealing fan would blow them out anyway.lol...sweat trickles down his spine...I watch it as it slowly moves down to the top of his firm ass...the cuffs are secured tightly around his wrists and ankles.....he begs for release but he's not getting any tonight...smiles....tonights my night for pleasure.... |
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sorry that I havent been writting but we have been super busy with the children and all...I just had four cortizone shots in my back to help with the pain....its helping....and if the warm weather stays then my fibromyalgia will mellow out as well....that would be great....then we could meet and play with some slaves....but until then....you better be on good behavior...lol....i know you are...smiles* |
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happy mothers day to all the mothers out there..... |
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warm night, cool breeze, slave wrapped up tight, paid for his crimes with 50 paddles to the ass.....wasn't satisfied ...so hes now mummified for a bit....smiles* |
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my daughter fell and broke her right wrist on friday night ....poor thing..my youngest son has strep throat...I have been running around doing maid service for my mother in law who had her knee replaced two weeks ago...soon I will be in need of some rest for myself... |
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slaves birthday is tomorrow....happy birthday my love |
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I am inpatient by nature, I hate to wait....its like a long slow torture device....thats why I like to make my slaves wait....I figure if its something I hate... maybe they hate it to...I know that it doesn't work on everything my children have different punishments as do my slaves but sometimes one thing works on many.... |
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I am getting more in control everyday as he loses his...not wanting to lose myself in the game I keep my head, but I am excited over the prospect the future will hold....money and power are a heavy burden to hold and also a delight....to punish at my will and to give pleasure at my whim...is fun...pure and simple....
but as of late there is a lot on my plate to do and this weather is not helping the cause....I wish spring was here already....my nerves can't take anymore winter.... |
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as a sub/slave not everything goes your way....remember that and you will do fine. |
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bound and broken the sub is now a slave for the world to see....I control it all and your freedom is at my chooseing....My love is pure as is my strength....but now I understand my power over you....do you see it ? do you love it now as you had hoped that you would? |
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we had two subs over yesterday....I wanted my car cleaned...they didn't put much effort into it I must say....my windows were not even cleaned! well at least the car was washed and vaccumed out. but the next time they come over they will pay a penelty for not doing the job right. I expect a half ass job done by my children not by my subs. |
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Get on your knees and beg slut! you want to be a slave then act as one....I am not your mama...so I will not nurse your wounds....you get what I give you and you will be pleased with it ...no excuses accepted |
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need slave/submissive for sunday...and need one or two for march 13 saturday...to celebrate my slaves birthday |
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the night is dark....the room is thick with tension....not mine but theirs, they look at each other as I light the candles,they let off a light glow ...soon the room will smell of flowers and perfume and sweat....but for now its my perfume and their tencion in the air....lol...I decided to put on something sexy tonight ....as the occasion calls for it....slut needs to have some fun with two men tonight ...so we shall get started in a casual way and then work our way up..like we always do....first dinner then talk then play...and play depends on the men ...as to how comfortable they can be with us....but I can't wait till I find out how manly these men are for my slut... |
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My slave has had trouble with keeping his mouth shut again...now I have to punish him worse then before...any ideas from you readers or am I to come up with some of my own for tonight?....I am sure another can of cold alpo in the snow... naked, this time might do the trick....what do you think? |
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sometimes I get so busy that I forget if I found a rope or lost a slave.....smiles*
seriously though .....as we all get so busy with our day to day take the time out to show your appreciation(sp) for your slaves...they work so hard to please us everyday....sometimes we treat them like furniture......lol....sometimes like pets.....sometimes we tie them up and abuse them........but mostly we love them and they love us.... |
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my slave has had an issue with keeping his mouth shut so this saturday hes going to get some cage time with his can of alpo for dinner ....cold and cum on top....his only release that hes allowed for the month....and maybe ill allow him a pee beer to swallow it with...lol...I know I can be bitchy but this time he deserves it and he knows it...if he doesn't he soon will learn his lesson well. |
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I know some of you are really stupid .....but understand that I don't use yahoo for anyone....no excuses....if you can't read...thats your problem not mine....lol...to the rest of you...sorry but it because of stupid people that I refuse to use yahoo or msn.....sorry boys... |
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I rarely chat with anyone....if you are lucky enough to chat with me on here then you are lucky indeed. That said: I don't use yahoo or any other chat sites due to the feeling that I don't need others knowing when I am online or not....if you have a problem with that... then. ....oh well. |
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play time went extreemly well last night ....I recieved a new bead for my bracelet from ctsub4fun due to his bad behavior the last time but I think he has learned his lesson....for his sake I hope he did. my slave tasted cum again and enjoyed it...shes getting much better at it too...she wants two slaves to entertain now....all in good time... |
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lower yourself to the floor and express your undying love for me...tell me how you want me and wish for my happiness above all else...show me how you want to be my slave and that you need to be my slave and no one elses....make me believe in you all the those things and maybe just maybe...you will have what you so want tonight. |
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Theres a rhythem to life as there is to play....sometimes the most perfect beat comes on and nothing else matters and sometimes its just static and you get frustrated and want to explode....you can change the station or wait....but all in all its up to you ...
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bound and helpless....he complains....not the right time he says....but it works for me I say....thats all that really matters...silver and then leather...the shackles are bound.... theres no escape for him now... I warn him against the complaining....but he insists...so out comes the paddle...black leather soft to the touch but it will not matter as it lands on its mark....he twists and I catch the side of his buttox....it still makes a point....I place several more as he stops twisting realizeing that it only adds more ....he will certianally feel it come morning....but he will still be where he is....untill I let him out.... |
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In the time table that you are here to play .........you.... as a slave..... have little to say as to how or what is to be done....so be prepared....if you want to be a Domme or a Master then don't write slave and pretend to be one for anyones sake....it doesn't work....as to playing....thats what dinners are for to discuss whats on your mind beforehand....to see if we click....I am not perfect...neither are you....I give and expect respect at all times and thank yous are to be written as soon as you arrive home or your next session will be with the paddle...smiles |
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playtime friday went great.....my fibromyalgia was acting up but not enough to pervent me from playing.....so all was good....two slave men at my feet....I could have left them there all night had the hour not been so late....slave one with balls weighted and slave two tied and kneeling....dresses for both.....holly had her second taste of cum...shes getting so good at it....a Domme can be so proud.
now if CTsub4fun doesnt write and say how thankful he is soon.....hes going to owe me big......punishment this time will be worse.....no excuses |
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my journal is long and filled with stories and questions....some have answers some I am still seeking answers for and probably will for a time to come....lol, I am generlly true to my word, honest and thoughtful....I don't just forget someone because they choose to forget me....(hint to you know who you are)not that I am forgetable lol....to know me is to like me....love is for my husband.....so to those of you who wish to play with us....myself and slavebg....please take some time....read...get to know us as we WILL take the time to get to know you as well....all in good fun....Lady Tammy |
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nothing is ever easy in this world....either you work for it ....or it works for you....but either way by the end of the day you end up sore ..tired and wishing for the weekend to come sooner....now that its here...I just wish it was longer than the allotted two days...lol..
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frustrated ..with the cold ...with the kids...with connecticut in general...I strapped my slave to the four corners of the bed....the room was dimly lit for i didnt need much light for what I was going to do....the smell of my perfume wafeted in the air as it mingled with his colone when I leaned in close ....I took out my toy box and grabbed a knife to cut off his underware.. ..that will teach him to get naked next time i say "strip"....and no i am not going to repair them...I pull out my flogger...I love the flogger...the smell and the feel of it in my hand...it fits just right ...not too heavy or too light....the fact that my slave went out and bought it for me makes it even more special to me....I love the thwap that the flogger makes when it hits his skin..thwap..he tries to squirm out of the way..his muscles flexing thwap I enjoy this...thwap...I don't feel so stressed anymore...thwap..as the purple dots start to show I know its time to stop....so I un- strap my slave who thanks me and then he sets off to go clean my special toy |
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my slave took all my birthday spankings and then some for being a naughty boy...or girl depending on when you are asking him I guess...lol....his ass is a lovely shade of purple with little bits of blue and now as the days pass yellow.....my birthday was a great day with lots of great people wishing me well and I will not forget you either....still our search goes on for the perfect playmate....few with potential.....but none have come up to pass as of yet.....at least for the qualities that we are looking for....ease of realtionship, distance from where we live, schedual of availability to play.....and a few others that are just basic common sense.....at least for those with common sense....smiles.....now I know that I am not a size 2 ....not even close so if you are seeking a tiny woman....look elsewhere...I am not tiny....not in size nor of mind....those that are offended by my size....look elsewhere.....and to everyone ....happy new year ....lets play! |
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my birthday is on December 29th....I wonder what my slave has in store for me.....hopefully something good....he usually does....how would you like to celebrate my birthday with us? |
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well....snow storm has cancelled tonights party.....bah...oh well we shall meet in january instead....but tonight ....I am in the mood to play....so play we shall....what are you up to on this stormy night....cozying up to a warm fire by the fireplace? reading a good book...a movie perhaps....or are you wrapping presents and getting some much needed sleep? |
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christmas party weekend....dress up and pretend to be .....whatever...smiles...
honesty is important so i just dont ask the questions that i really want answers to...lol....and i divert my answers to polite answers that seem naughty to some.....smiles |
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last night went shopping with slave.....had a blast....as always....was to have another but he was ill so he had to stay home....poor baby....but we enjoyed our time just the two of us....accomplished plenty and had time to sit down for dinner as well....love my presents ...there is always a next time for others to play.....I love to shop. |
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confining, hot...soft, no air ..endless unforgiving....demanding....needy....wanting....weak...strong...loveing......never ending...escape |
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powerful earth shattering release is heavenly...yes..... but being truely close to the one you are with is more than that ...its knowing and being there for one another like no other more than husband and wife or/and Domme/Master and slave....its life giveing and shareing ....to be as one yet two |
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the christmas tree is lit with colored lights and and silver bows....the ornaments are strung every which way but to me its home.....the candles are lit ...casting a pretty glow...and music is playing....songs that you've known .....I am at ease with my surroundings but my slaves are not...lol....even my main slave has worries about what I am up to on this eve....I have them both nakeked to further my intentions of makeing them worry ...when all I have planned is....smiles...I can't tell you...not yet anyway....but the night is young |
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I don't yahoo...don't bother asking....no msn....no aol either....if you need me ....here I am....just write to me or my slavebg and we will get back to you as soon as we can... |
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turkey day tomorrow....may you all find things to be thankful for |
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the christmas lights are strung up high....casting a pretty glow across the room...the smell of leather and sweat are mixed with the candles that are lit on the piano...my slave sits collared with his toes painted to match mine....a pretty bright blue...maybe next week we will go red for the holidays.... |
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the candle light flickers...i am mesmerized by the light....back and forth it goes sometimes fast sometimes slow....short strokes then long....like the flogger it goes....danceing upon the skin....pain if too hard ...pleasure when light....and the game goes on |
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time passes slowly when you wish it would otherwise.....just breath and let it be....time will pass eventually.....so I keep telling myself anyway |
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drop a note to slavebg if you would like to go to the Big E with us....meet and have a general day of fun...monday 28th.... |
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as the leaves change so does my mood.....the cooler weather is here and away with summer....soon the frost and snow will arrive and new games we will play....just wish summer would last longer than the two weeks we had this year... |
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bound in blackness ....no sound escapes....four corners tight....candles flicker in the night ....my prisioner delight....I am in control of your every desire.....you are at my every whim.....I watch you as you struggle to free yourself ...knowing that it is only I that can free you tonight....a smile lights my face ....if only you could see it....you hear me laugh and ask why....and all I tell you is ....soon my love soon you'll know why..... |
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in the dark of night we can be who we want to be...as we put on our make up and masks...dresses and heels....we can hide in the night from ourselves but more so from the world ...what we chose to be....masters or slaves ....mistress or something darker. ...society dictates who and what is "proper" and we... like good "people" follow those rules ... but who really has the right to make us hide and feel ashamed of what gives us pleasure....for now I will put on my mask and proceed to play in the dark ....but one day we won't have to....I hope for my childrens sake..for not long ago being gay was a dirty secret as well.... |
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pain has its own release if you understand it and you will learn to relish in it...the sensation of your skin on fire yet cool to the touch the electricity that runs through your veins as you watch and wait for each lash....pleasure and pain combine in a heady mix of lust....you need it now and then and you will have it as you so desire....
it comes in many forms...a harsh kiss... a slap...a spank... a pinch ...for a minor offense....a flogger... a crop... a cane or a whip and paddle for the times you really piss me off...
there never really is a warning you know that...so watch your step my sweet |
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a true slave knows his place in his soul....never questions his/her betters....wants only to please and pleasure his/her master/ mistress...
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pushing limits is what I believe we all do everyday....to live better.... to play harder ...to laugh louder...to just be more then we were yesterday and to be happy at the thought of tomorrow |
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alright fresh meat.... I need some punishment ideas ...who has them...?...I am tired and I need to punish my slave for talking ...back ...again... |
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like a lovers caress the breeze touches my hot skin....I savor the moment .....breathing deep before getting back to work....my slave ...my love... needs to have his punishment without interruption....he has been very outspoken when it was not his turn to speak...I have chosen the cane for my plans tonight....it is swift and just and I like how it feels in my hand....not as good as a flogger but its too hot for that....he will assume the position and be greatful for every lash...won't you? |
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slave had some cage time last night.... |
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had a very nice playful weekend only to be ruined by my pool this morning....it sprang a leak and almost all of the water is gone...so needless to say I had a bad day...to those that asked about my day....thank you ....god knows I am trying to be good....but these little (big)tests of faith ...suck.... |
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he says go for it.....telling me to try my best to do my worst...knowing me as well as he does..he thinnks I will fail.. its not as easy for me as it is for him....but try I will...I think that I will have to think of the cruel things that can be done and go from there...you see I am a very nice person at heart...I just like the color of bruises on people....him especially ....on his ass...the criss cross patterns that show up red at first then become darker with each strike....but he said my worst....so more than pain and more than just being uncomfortable will do...it has to be mean and hurtful to his body and mind.... |
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his skin is smooth under my soft touch...my painted nails lightly stroke his ropes...I love the look of them on him.... knowing he stays there, just for me ...waiting for my next move.. I smile and I can tell that it causes him to wonder what I am up to next...but I am not going to tell....not just yet....this is as much of a release for me as it is for him at this moment...and I am willing it to last for just a little while longer... |
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the sweat rolls off of his body as he stands there unable to move away without the pull of his collar on the hook above his head....his ass is red from where I have left my mark and no gag was needed he only asked for "more please."...I play with his balls and cock in my hand and wonder if it feels good to him as I idle my time by slowly pleasing him and causing pain....he says nothing but moans now and again as he grows hard in my hand....I lick his nipples and like the feel of them in my mouth even the sweat beads taste like heaven as I stroke him harder... just never enough for release ... just enough to stay tuned in to what I am doing...I check his bindings to make sure that they have not come lose as I want to make sure my next move is executed perfectly....I then blindfold him and call in my slave to watch more closely... |
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Everyone asks what I may have in store for them if they come to play....how do I answer you truthfully and still give you what you seek....well....first is my vision of the dinner night....easy to guess seeing how we have been there a few times and although they result in different outcomes....they always start out the same....the two slaves sit across from me nerveous about the night and what my smile might mean for them...the questions that I ask are basic enough the answers are hard but once out he feels much better....I of course keep smileing and laughing and the appropiate times...he of course tries to stay at ease, wondering what we think of him and what he thinks of us....I try my best to read into every answer and movement....just to see if.....hes the one for us....the night ends he pays...we hug and go from there....
play night is not as easy to answer ...due to the answers from dinner night...play into accord with what we plan to do as does my mood and pain level....don't know what I am talking about? .....humh...anyway...if things go as planned then you will meet us at our place...arrive...strip....be made to do something mundan...cooking or cleaning...if thats your thing...meet and greet...be made at ease to the best of my ability....my slave will be stripped as well...and play time will go according to what we discussed over dinner....either pain ...pleasure...or both....for either of you or myself....if our thing is crossdrressing thn you will bring your outfits and will dress likely and proceed from there....like I said most of this is discussed at dinner.... |
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what drives us to do what we do...I don't know....what drives you to do what you do?
maybe its the passion that thrills us or maybe its the unknown limits that push us to go further then we went before....maybe its the sadistic nature of life that we crave or simply to justify that pain and pleasure co exsist...it could could be everything or none of the above.... |
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after getting to know our potential slaves here on collar me, we go out to dinner together with the few that are worthy...see what makes us happy and what makes you happy...we form a plan as to what we are going to do...from there...you see ...I like floggers, I like to leave marks on my playmates....I have taken a chain to my slave...it leaves pretty marks....as does the flogger and the crop or paddle...but my slave is a pain slut....the harder the better....I know that some of you perfer (for whatever reasons) not to be marked...I understand...I don't like hoods personally (but I own a few)anywho...after our dinner, during our dinner, we decide as to how we want to play and to when and what the real limits are....all in good fun of course....I just thought that this might help some of you who continue to ask as to what we are going to do |
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dressed in little but a smile on my face...I watch the two of them play with each other...I am delighted that they take the time to know each other and that pleases me...I have great plans for them and I hope that they are as pleased as I am of them....
I am sure that after they get naked their confidance will struggle...but in the end it will make them stronger I believe...if I didn't I wouldn't have them so....
I am thinking of a little bi play and some pleasure for me...not that I need much more then the sight of my slave pleaseing another...but all in good fun....I think becomeing mummified tonight is out...I have better ideas in mind....now if I could just find out where to start....mmmm.... |
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Vacation time. We are going to recharge our batteries for ten days ....so when we get back we will return all of your messages...and I look forward to reading them....If you are available to play on a saturday night and wish to play with us....please tell us ...
1. why us....
2. that you can meet on a saturday night for play.
3. what type of play you are interested in
not too difficult ,I know, but some don't read our blogs and we can tell...I know that I write a lot but still its a part of who we are. |
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his hands are in mitts with mitts over them...then tied behind his back....his feet are bound as well....then plastic wrap is applied over him from head to toe....now he cant get out.....lol...I watch him struggle and think to myself how good I got him this time....although I know he will still get free it will just take longer....this is our game and its fun for us...if I truely wanted him to stay put I would lock his collar on and put his shackles on... throw him in his cage and leave him there till whenever I so wished him to be free....but I am not angry with him so we play.. |
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I am good at what I do...I do what I am good at...don't you? I will try anything once....almost..but to the ignorant....don't waste my time....to the losers who don't have a clue...don't bother me...you don't like the way I write, how I look, my size....oh well...sucks to be you....I am not going to stress out over what I can't control....I control what I can and go on with life...yes life...we all have one and as for me, my slave husband and 7 children are a big part of mine....as to those that I think of as friends ....anytime you need me/us just ask.we always answer our mail.... |
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the lights are on and he is dressed in full femme style...he stares at himself in the mirror ...looking at his make-up all perfect and clothing pretty and simple in lines...his long thin legs the high heels ...even his wig is in place...but he knows that he'll never pass as a woman...but he wishes he could. his Domme addresses him as Holly ...she tells him how pretty she looks...he forgets for the moment his pain and stress of the day..and goes off to do as bidden |
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We have been getting ready for our trip south...but are always seeking new friends to meet and play with...I know that its hard for some of you but we meet and play on weekends only...if you are married don't lie to me about it....its only a problem for you.slavebg sets up our meet and greets...he's here on collar me and although he can be slow in answering...he always does. |
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been busy with physical therapy....I fell down and sprained my ankle....and I strained my neck as well....so needless to say I have been sore....but I will get to all or you happy people that take the time to write...it will just have to wait till I get to it...thank you for you patience and understanding that with all....my seven children included...I am a very busy person....once again...thank you for writting |
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slaves when I feel like checking out your profile...it helps if you write a blog about you and your search |
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the mittens didnt work as well as promised
....my expert escape artist got out in no time which sucks...without a lock and key to keep him in his place...or an order to stay..he gets out of everything... |
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In the darkness we are free...free to touch and taste each other...free to let ourselves go ...without judgement or fear....in the darkness we let go of the things we have to deal with during the light of day...
In the light there is shame....not as easily shed...in the light there is pain from the past...in the light there are questions....many without answers...in the light of day sometimes theres guilt and self distaste
but in the darkness...the sweet drench of passion is freed and you are safe...safe from yourself and others...safe from self doubt. ..safe to feel what is freely given...to take what is offered and swell with the knowledge that its you who is also free |
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today has been a good day....I am loved by many, needed by some....(my little ones)...wanted by a few....written to a few...and laughed a lot....plus I got my work done.....yeah....now all I need is my loveing husband home from work to please me...then my day will be complete |
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to my admirers....what do you admirer? why do some of you sit and watch instead of talk or play? |
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he waits....she listens...for the heartbeat to raise.... for the breath to quicken....lust is in the air...she calls to him in the way she moves in the way she smells....he calls to her with his quiet strengh and and his gentle presence...she commands with every fiber of her being ...he submits with his soul...a third waits for the time to play..he sits quietly waiting for a look and a command directed at him....her eyes light up and she smiles....the third is allowed to come closer and then the fun begins.. |
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If you are available to meet on a Saturday night...email slavebg here on collar me...he set up all of our play dates
1. must be able to play on a saturday night
2. must be upfront about relationships
3. should have a general interest in bi play
4. we enjoy playing but are safe about it
5. know that I am a GODDESS....
we are DD'S free we want you to be as well. |
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two on one...touching and feeling...one on two....pain inflicting....pleasure induceing...wants and needs become as one....I try to see from the otherside....standing in the middle...confusion...want to become better at this...what am I missing....continuing to learn everyday...new toys ...new feelings...submissive thoughts dance through my head...but not as strong as the domme in me.....the power to know someone better then they know themselves....but the idea of pleasure giving or pain to another....strong....safe....sure...
do you want to play? |
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we are looking for a third to play...must be available on saturday nights...must have a strong sense of self...must know what that means...if you are a good strong man or trans....are good natured and ready to have a good time ....let myself or slavebg...here on collar me know..we meet first....then set up playdates...please dont waste our time..I like to leave marks...so if you are hideing yourself from your wife....be up front about it please.. |
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minutes pass...the clock ticks on the wall...what to do, what to say....sometimes nothing just works as well |
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he waits for me to free him from his chains...I made sure that he wasn't getting out...this time...its dark
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..the rain and wind are cool to my hot skin...he doesnt hear me yet....I creep quietly towards him...flogger in my hand...the camera is around my neck...yes I want to scare him...its all in fun...he has an itch....the bugs must be on his naked skin...crawling and biteing...I laugh as he tries to rub at a hard to reach spot...he heard me...oh well ....I approach him where he is tied to the trees....I guess I should have used bug spray.... |
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come to me...without my order...kiss me ...you have my permission...love me as you always do....know me...yes you do...touch me in all the right places...make me want you ....need you...let me have you...all of you...without me asking....say you love me ...for me as I am...always... and I am yours forever...my lover.... my friend...my husband...my slave |
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who are they to judge us as abnormal..BDSM is on tv all the time....I can wear what I wish...and behind my front door anything is game...who are we to judge them as normal..them with one way to have sex and those that look down on us.....maybe we are the normal ones and they are just abnormal...we who enjoy life at its fullest extreems and know how precious a minute truely is...we who love with out question and know how to fully submit to each other...we are gods creatures too....so stop hideing from society ....let it be known that BDSM is a part of us...its who we are... its what we do...its what makes us free...I think we need a symbol that says we live bdsm... |
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thoughts swirl through my head..
.touching ...tasteing ...laughing ...loveing....
sweet memories that will last a lifetime
if you wish to join our fun you need to say so...to slavebg... |
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on his knees...collared and bound ....no sweet plea's comeing from his gagged mouth...his eyes are covered and he stays still....I touch him with the flogger and no movement does he make.... |
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well saturday night was fun in everyway...we thought that someone would want to play but ...no takers....oh well....we enjoyed ourselves just as sweetly... |
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just a side note...being a great Domme does not require anyone to be a mean Bitch...unless thats what your into ...smiles |
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play tomorrow night should be fun...I can't wait to see what my loveing slave comes up with next... |
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I like to think of myself as a very nice, open and honest person...so ask away... ask away... |
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the wind is blowing ....the moon is full....the air is warm and the grass is cool on my feet...he follows me where ever I leed ...no questions asked....the way I like it....the trees are tall and stand dark against the moon lit night...I find the right spot next to a tall pine. strip off all your clothes....I open the bag that he carried and in it I pull out my toys...here we will play.... |
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play is an outlet.... for some a way of life...if it takes your mind off the stresses of life its done its job...if it hasn't ...well then you are doing it wrong...lol.
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my mind wondered and so I wrote....feel...to really feel...take it all in ...the pain yes but also the desire, the warmth of anothers touch, caress...the wait of the inbetween...do you force it or do you wait for it...like the orgasm ...do you force it or let it take you...to be a slave... is release to let go everything ...to have no actions or control, to just be.
To be the Domme is to take their power ...and control it at your will, but to always be thinking and knowing how far to push without breaking the trust the slave gives you...to feel the intense trust to feel their eyes on you....as they push and pull ....while you stand tall..(at least I do at 6'2)lol...and firm ...no giveing in.... no turning back.... |
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another weekend is here and so are my older boys...so not much in the way of play...:( but no worries ... we always find a way...:) |
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do I turn you on....I wonder...what about me is so different from all else...am I special...are there others that think like me...what makes you tick... I ask myself...how is it that you respond to me and no other ...the lists go on and on... |
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my slave will be bound and helpless as I play with him...toying with the evil ideas that float through my head...how he can trust me .... with him... while he has no choice ..but to submit to my whims.....is so erotic and powerful...I wonder how far I could go before he would beg off...smiles...I wonder if I would care to listen....smiles...soon my pet you are mine and there will be nothing you can do about it....lol |
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slave has had fun being wrapped up in syran wrap now we are going to get some laytex gloves....I cant wait to see him try to get out of them...smiles... |
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Finding a third has got to be the hardest quest out there....or so it seems....we play on Saturday nights.not weekdays or mornings... we have children and they come first...so we seek someone who can be normal in dress. we don't play every weekend due to children and work .....but we would like someone who is available when we have a free saturday...our babysitter broke her arm and her leg so shes been out for the last couple months ... |
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my slave knows me as no other ever has....or ever will. he loves me for me as I do towards him...my love for him grows I wonder if he knows that he is the best slave I have ever had....smiles |
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we meet for play on saturday nights....very little exceptions |
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he seeks the darkness in my soul..the goodness is to be pushed aside and left to hide at the thought. I want to please him and to do that I must hurt him...the conflict remains... he says no niceness just let the evil in .... I know what I must do... can I ...should I ....OH YESS I shall....I will give into the darkness and no mercy shall there be... |
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its a new day, not as sunny and nice as it was yesterday, but its not snowing and that alone makes it a good day....smiles...I am trying to get back to me....as my last post hinted at...my fibromyalgia pain at the moment is under control....and summer is on its way...I am not as selfish as my last post seemed...lol....most of the time I am very giving.....as to those that know us well can agree to.I just thought that I would tell you all about our lives at the moment...slave needs so serious beating time....the doctor appointments for him are over ....mine....well lets just say they never stop....smiles...what doesnt kill us....right.....the children are all growing, my soon to be six month old just cut her first tooth and the rest... keep us on our toes....my babysitter...(she broke her wrist and leg) is on the mend ....so soon play dates will resume again....we hope...lol. so as for meet and greets ...you must as always go through...slavebg...he likes to hear how lucky he is, but not about how much you want his place....well email us if you want to chat....as always have a great day. |
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its the little things that get me....I want to feel worshipped ....the adoration from you, but I also want to be heard, by you takeing yourself out of the conversation and then listening to me...its more than blind following that I wish , but the understanding of how I work and the whys. you must learn to see what I need and then fill that need without my asking. its not much that I ask of you....I just want all of your will to be for me all of your wants to be my wants...then I will be sated. smiles |
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as you can see on slaves site...we played a little on his birthday....he enjoys dressing up as a woman....even if hes not passable..
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slaves birthday is comeing up this monday....any ideas as to how I should reward him....smiles my ideas have run wild and besides his birthday spankings I was thinking of some company....anyone want to play????LOL |
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To those that are friends....we had a health scare....my slave is doing well though and all the tests came back great....so soon we shall resume our normal life.....smiles.... |
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the thing with the training of slaves is this: don't let the training of them be the traiing of you...don't let the power go to your head...they, the slaves, hold all the power....you just get to weild it....treat your slaves with respect and love...it comes back to you ten fold.....learn as much as you can ...about them and your toys....you never know when the information comes in handy...smiles...
if you have any tid bits of info...please share |
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the ropes are tight ...I made sure of that....he doesn't try to free himself ...yet ...lol...I know that he will , he always does....smiles...I am going to tease him tonight ...I want him to want me and need release...not that he's going to get it....oh but the way he looks at me as I taste him...here and there...he squerms under my touch and begs for more yet knowing that he also wishes for less....pure delight in the game....smiles....until next time... |
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If you like what I write let me know....the same goes for slaves site as well......... |
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in darkness I awake.....I go through the day with out much rest...but as the darkness comes....so do I ...once again....I enjoy the warm sun and the grass beneith my feet....but I am a lover of the noon and crave the summer sun....winter can leave me or I will leave it....one way or another....summer will come.... |
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slave has been a really good boy....he's following my orders and is on a strict diet plan..ruffage and yogurt..with some fruit mixed in...maybe I will let him enjoy a rest tomorrow....humm..... cat food or dog food.. .lol...he's been sleeping with mitts on so he is limited in what he can do...smiles...he asked for it really he did...the evil Tammy is likeing this very much...smiles
enjoy yourselves...I am |
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he waits for me to say something ...anything. I just watch as he grows worrisome...I pull out the plastic wrap and smile ...knowing that I will win this arguement....as I have all others...he doesn't beg or whine...he just looks at me with hope that his sufferring will please me....I pull out the leather mitts knowing that he will be trapped...his ballet heels...it just sweetens the time for me....then the plastic wrap....I wrap it tight and I make sure that I go between his legs so if he has to make a mess... its on him...I then get the ball gag and hood...no need to hear ....how wrong he is....I know it...I smile and look at my work....job well done...that night ...he bought me a bracelet.....I won.. ..smiles* |
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cloked in darkness he waits
only I set his fate
the cage locked with three
sterling iced keys
his hands are tied behind his back
I made sure there was no slack
the keys beyond his grasp
even if he asks
I smile....
knowing he's there till the morning light...
to my delight
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slave is going to get some quality cage time tonight id expect 3 to 5 hours before the ice melts and he gets the keys to exit should i make him a snack???lots of cat and dog food here or hot sauce or fill his bladder before locking him in???maybe have him drink a large pitcure of water while caged maybe a laxitive ....im in a bitchy mood.... ill check my mail right before slave gets locked in ....let me know your ideas kisses to all that cum up with good ideas for slave |
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slave has nipple barbells now...they look hot... |
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I like to read my mail ....think about what to say ...then come back to it..if you are impatient...its your problem not mine. |
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cloked in darkness... you stand in the middle of the room....the hood over your face , your collar is hooked to the hanger in the cealing beam of the room....you wait...I touch you slowly...softly...then with my flogger ....I play with your nipples and your cock....getting you hard and wanting... then i move away to see my work....I hit you with the end of my flogger ...increaseing my speed and strength with each hit.....the marks it leaves arouseing me....the patterns.... the pure beauty of your complete trust in me...captivating me .... |
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I want to be your Lady, your Goddess, your life and love....I want you to want me, to love me, to need me....with every swing of the flogger and slap of my hand...as you are bound and caged.....gaged and hooded.. ....encased in my power....want me need me love me...only me |
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his touch inflames me...my breath hitches as he touches me all over...mmm ... it feels so nice..I order him to lay down so I can have my way with him...he does so with great speed...I laugh softly as I lean down and flick his nipple with my tounge....and take my flogger off of the table....his eyes open wide and he smiles knowingly...I lightly hit him at first on his inner thighs... getting harder with each stroke... as his skin turns a beautiful shade of red....and when his pain level reaches a breaking point.. .I kiss the red skin and lick the red lash marks....then (if the children are still asleep and not knocking on the door...lol...) we make love till we are both tired |
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He lays there in darkness with the candle light strokeing his skin...I am amazed how lucky I am to have him there ...bound and helpless...just for me...the trust that he shows me is like a drug ...it keeeps me comeing back...wanting more....takeing more...the marks I leave on his skin tempt me to taste... to feel..... to give more of myself to him ...for him... with him...the flogger is beautiful as it touches his skin....I love to watch the art that forms ...knowing its for me that he smiles.....joy in the pain ..pleasure in the release.....only for me....He's trained well. |
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I like the term Lady, I act as one the best I know how....If you are only after sex...we are not for you
We are a couple , I don't have sex with others.There are too many reasons to explain why...not that you need any.If your questions are how big his body parts are...go away.If your intentions are clear, and are entertaining I will respond quickly
If you make me feel obligated to explain... don't expect any mail from me. |
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I intend to spank you, beat you...hurt you in new ways...even to me.....but always ..always ...I do it for love
whether the color is white, black, purple or blue....I do it for you
my breath, my soul, my love is for you. |
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I order you all to VOTE..... |
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I am married and I love my husband....please keep that in mind when you write to me. Thank you. |
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take it in ....take it all in |
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our baby is here...healthy and beautiful, I will try to find time to email you all back when I can. Thanks for your patience |
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My husband/slave loves to dress as a slut for halloween in heels short dress ect maybe I should find him 2 or 3 hard men for him to please and see what its really like to be a slut |
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I thought it would be easy to find a playmate but either the slaves are looking for a one on one with just me...not going to happen boys...or they are in search of a lover type relationship...once again ...not going to happen...I love my husband and I do this for him with him ....no other way. |
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please write to my slave (slavebg) about yourself.
all meetings are sent through him |
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I am dressed up and showing off my body to you ...knowing that it makes you hot ....*smiles* the room is lit by candles putting a lovely light and scent in their wake....I tell you how naughty you have been and make you lick my black sexy leather shoes...I tell you that I have chores for you to do but standing is a no-no for you this night.....you beg me for punishment...knowing how bad you are....I pull my flogger out and caress your back with it.....not now I say....you have chores to do first...*smiles* |
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you arrive home there is a note on the door
it tells you to change clothes before entering
there is an outfit in a bag hanging on the door knob.
when you enter you receive your collar and four cuffs. you place them on and kneel on the floor waiting for the next move... |
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we are NOTseeking 24/7 slaves |
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its never easy to lay it all out for others to see who you really are....
sometimes we hide what we really feel from our loves and family...
thats ok
just be honest with yourself about who you really are and all else will come ...
eventually |
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chemistry is fundamental in a relationship...it gives us the want and need to please.....when its there it works for us ...when its not there ....why bother....right?
how to know....conversations flow and interests are close...so the more you speak about you and ask to know things about me or someone else for that matter ...more then just looks and wants ....but as you would seek out a friendship
power is in the knowldge that you will surrender to me because of me---if not you are in the wrong place |
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vacation was great,now back to the real world |
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Lets see....I had a thought....not to be rude, but We try to play on saturday nights....My husband will be at all play sessions...and we meet everyone first...not too difficult I know....but to those that are out of state...its a little bit too much to expect you to travel here to play....we are in the CT/Ma line area...so although I enjoy your emails. .. .reality needs a check.....
Second...REAL PEOPLE do play on here, just life sometimes gets in the way....lol....Enjoy |
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my pregnancy is in its 6th month and its a girl...growing well...and I am loveing every minute of it...thank you to those that care.
We will be away the week of july 4th so all mail recieved that week will be answered when we get back.I love mail....lol so i always try to send it back. |
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we must learn patience for it is not something we are born with
I see way too many people rushing through everything that they forget what it just feels like to be.
I wish all of you to slow down and sense what there is around you and to just enjoy the moment ...for there are far too few good ones in this world. |
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on your knees you may go
to my face you will show
sweet submission is the key
to heaven you will see
but obey and always adore
and I will open the door
follow these simple rules or
I will talk to you no more
not the best I agree but off of the top of my head ...not bad |
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summer fun is here for a few months...playtime!lol we hope to start meeting and have some fun soon. |
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I thought about writting a book, but to be honest who has the time these days, with the price of gas, fun and games are to be local for most...maybe we should get a bunch of us together and write a bdsm book....the fun would be in the makeing of the stories...we would all have to play a part to see what works in play then if it works....write about....what are your ideas? lol |
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the children have been home this week... so I have been busy with them outside... |
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emails are nice, its like getting flowers for no reason, some are rosese with thought and kindness, some are weeds they are just repetitive and just don't go away
I smile to make you wonder what I'm up to...lol |
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We are going to play this weekend...if all works as it should~smiles~
I have fibromyalgia....so I know how pain feels as I do how to dish it out |
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Don't be fooled by the the fact that I am a nice person, if you push me with your wants I WILL tell you where to stick them. I am patient but I am also a Domme |
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we are expecting a baby, so to those that care we will still be playing I will just become well rounded in the comeing months...lol... |
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whats the point of admireing if you don't write?
just a thought |
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Sorry if my last entry seemed moody, but really I judge people by who they are , not what they are.
and the search continues for the right person. I guess we are all searching for something the problem comes when you find it and you don't reconize it. |
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To those that send photos:
I know that you are proud of your assets....but I really don't need to see them. I am not really interested in seeing them, nor will I ever use them for anything.
AS far as your butts go, they all look the same |
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Spring is on its way today, just wish winter was not here tomorrow. |
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I hurt someones feelings because I casually asked if visiting colorado was a town or a state of mind...sorry, I thought it was a joke. |
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so many thoughts running through my head, but too many are covered in pain pills for precise thought.
maybe tomorrow |
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I am feeling better and although I am recovering well, just too slow for me....me patient...not really.~smiles~ thanks to those that asked as to how I was doing...lol...I owe you one, two..maybe more....to the others....have a very nice day. |
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I will be haveing surgery on the 22nd....so play dates will take time to schedual. |
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I used the strap-on....I can get used to it....now can he?~smiles~I think that I need a larger size though....do any stores sell ones that light up? That would be cool.... |
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I need spring. I hate the cold...give me shorts and a tee anyday. So are you all sick? |
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bend over, close your eyes, wait, ......SMACK! |
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I am not easy in all regards, but I am friendly in most. I want to make you beg for mercy and swear that I am the best as I bring you down. So as I smile and my mind ticks....yes you will worry about what is comeing ....but it is always worth it....to me anyway |
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I want to thank those of you that are reading and responding. Thank you.
Do you perfer punishment or service? |
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Hi everyone,
I know that this is hard for some of you to deal with, but I only play with those that speak with slavebg , yes he is My slave, but if he doesnt like you then why would I bother with you. I like some of you, really I do, but as I said, and Yes I will repete...write slavebg and me or dont bother trying to play with me or us.
Thank you and have a smack happy day. |
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Hello everyone, we had a great night on saturday. slave had a buddy over and both were wrapped up...lol..lots of syran wrap...naked, helpless men....enjoyable for me and my rideing crop.
VOTE Tomorrow.....
I don't care who you vote for, but please think about our country and all it took to be able to vote. Don't throw that right away.
check this site out
WQad.com/globel/link.asp?L=259460 |
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Happiness is knowing no matter how I punish you; you always beg for more
Satisfaction is knowing that I always get my way
Hope is the knowledge that I always do it right.
Love is in the gratitude you give me |
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We are thinking of haveing a meet and greet at a hotel, maybe March, so we could have fun, see who clicks, make new friends....at first we thought a hall party...but some of you are a distance away ...and safety first...what do you all think? |
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I am easy going, love my husband and children, enjoy warm weather, smile and laugh at myself all the time, would love to travel, I enjoy drawing, reading, hikeing, going to the beach, amusement parks.I collect fairies and angels, but I am not into witch stuff.I am facinated with life.
As a Domme; I like to play head games, I love floggers...new ones smell great, I like to be creative and have fun.
slave/submissive wanted:
Must get along well with slavebg, not looking for more then friendship and play with us, have good character,be respectable, very friendly, obedient, easy to be with, reliable, hard worker, good with hands, a skill of some kind, has a good job, likes himself, is good with children...I would hate for you to be scary around mine, not afraid to speek up, tell the truth, make me happy.
If that is too much....move on please...and have a nice day |
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don't forget to write slavebg |
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I was very ill, but now I am feeling better. My siamese cat is haveing kittens as I write this,so far, so good.I am sorry that I have not responded yet to you lovely people, but I am sure you understand, and I will try to make some time for it soon.
be well |
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I am happy that we can all slow down now...maybe we can all meet and have some play time. Slave has been very busy so our play has slowed but due to weather...his time should free up. I am waiting to see how our dungeon comes out...when he has time to rework some walls....but all in all everything is great and it will stay that way. |
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Hi. Christmas was good, I have a very thoughtful husband who knows me very well when it comes to presents.I hope all of you enjoyed the holiday as well. My birthday is on Saturday and I am looking forward to haveing an enjoyable weekend. Maybe with one of you... |
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hi everyone....we have been swamped with holiday stuff...so we hope to hear from you after christmas |
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Merry Christmas....I am not in the spirit of the season yet. I watch as everyone goes through the motions, but I can tell that this year; we are all stressed. Maybe we should all have a spanking party...that would lift spirits. Ahh well I guess time will tell. |
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Hello everyone....if you have read my journal and slavebg's you know how I play...I would never say that I play hard...but some have said that I do. I like to think that I play with a level head and a soft touch. I know when you need to be put in your place and yes You will be put there if you cross me, but otherwise I am personable....to those that say otherwise...speak. If you dare. *S*
So now here is my question.....What could I do to you that would bring you to your knees? |
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my slave is slavebg for those that don't know.
New question...do you believe in Santa Clause and the miracle that he stands for? Do you believe in miracles in general and the god behind them?
I know that was two questions but both deserve merrett...don't you think...thats three.
spank me ....if you dare  |
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slaves hackles are up...he feels left out of the email circle. Please people email him about play...he is the one that I confer with anyway about play..I am too nice; he says ;to all of you.
Otherwise we had a nice weekend and are waitting for the bad weather to hit. |
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Thank you for those of you who helped me with my questions. Now how about we raise some hackles...I will NOT vote for Hillery Clinton for president. I don't think she can stay on point on important issues and so that leaves Edwards and Obama. both of which are creditable and I think either can do the job...what do you think? |
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do any of you know anything about family law? |
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Hello everyone...well to those of you which read this anyway..If you write a statement then there is no questions to answer. Why would I write back? If you really want me to email you then the first thing you should do is tell me about you...the second....ta-da..ask about me and what you would like to know about me/us. Its not that difficult to most....but if I have to pull teeth about you then why write me in the first place. |
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If you want to make ME happy...which I know you ALL do...then disregard slavebg (my slave husband) journal entry from last night. I will Not see emails about how hand friendly you are to my photo.
Have a happy day. |
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As long as NO ONE EMAILS that they GET HAND FRIENDLY....I WIN THE BET. if not
To those of you that have asked what I like....I am a woman...what do you think? I like lots of presents ....of all kinds, I like money..don't we all need it, I collect angels and faries, I love to draw,paint, play volleyball, shop sometimes. I like to go out to dinner, a musical, concerts, movies ....I like to feel beautiful, I love my power...toys...floggers.... pretty ones...I love my husband and I try to please him ...which is to be creative and cruel as well as sweet and loveing.
I don't judge subs by their privates, I know a lot do, I do judge subs by the way they treat me and my slave as well as who they are. Some are worthy...some are not.
Have a sweet and safe day. |
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my slave and I have a bet going as to how many become...hand friendly at my picture? so tell us do you? |
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hi again, I keep getting mail from people from other states that want to play....my question....how...if you are so far away do you plan to play? |
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everything is going well so far....met a sub...he seems normal and real...bonus ...he's intelligent as well....my slave has been naughty...so cage time has become the norm lately....looking for ideas for creative punishment. |
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