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  i am blessed to be loved by my husband of 11 years.   i am a BBW..not just
Female Submissive, 56,  Chandler, Arizona


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Age: 51, Height: 6ft 0in (183 cm), Weight: 200 lbs.
Location: Phoenix, Arizona
Last on 4/5/18 at 6:45 PM










 Submissive Female



 5' 5"





Actively Seeking:

Dominant Male


i am blessed to be loved by my husband of 11 years.


i am a BBW..not just curvy..but a Big girl..if that is not Your preference then i am not the girl for you.


We have lived the BDSM lifestyle since we first met up until a year or so ago.


As we know life takes turns and due to medical situations, He has not been "on his game" and lost interest in lifestyle.


He knows i am in need of constant structure and consistency that He is unable to provide and because He loves me so, He is allowing me to find a  Dominant  or Daddy to keep me happy and balanced....


i have never had a Daddy but feel patience is necessary at this time and i imagine a Daddy to be just that... strict yet patient.


i miss my submission and wish to find a Long Term or forever Dominant/ Daddy who will respect  our situation.


I crave structure and consistency.


He will not interfere in training and will allow me to spend time with that Dominantor Daddy to establish a relationship.


i yearn to be someones good girl ... smiles




if we cant see eachother, there is no point


See "OUR" profile under "mastersfcktoy" 

Journal Entries:
12/12/2017 4:21:13 AM
It feels like forever since i have last made a journal entry.
if you read my profile, you know my life has taken a drastic turn.
i have been without a Dominant to keep me balanced.
i did not realize just how much i was missing my submission until yesterday when i was visited by a Dominant i have longed to submit to.
Just an hour with Him resulted in bringing back those feelings....
The feeling of servitude and wanting to please....
i know He is too busy to take on a submissive and i know no one will ever measure up to Him in my head, but i am hoping to find a Dominant who can come close.
Each stroke of the flogger and cane broke me down, yet made my heart smile.
The aftercare touch was soothing and He even wiped away my tears.
i wish to be in that place in a more permanent situation.
Structure and Consistency what i need and what i crave.

3/25/2013 5:58:37 PM

Has it really been 5 years since i updated my journal?  lol

 What can i say?  Life is wonderful..... Master is wonderful and our lives together continues to flurish.

 Master says i have become "easy" in that i cum just from His touch...and sometimes just from His words.

 i can never get enough of Masters touch and voice and eyes and....well....just of Him.

 Every day when Master comes home from work, i am waiting by the door as Master loves to see my face when He enters the house.

 W/we have become a bit routine.  Master walks in the house and i wait patiently for him to set down His keys etc.... and when he is ready i fall into His waiting arms and W/we just melt into one another which immediately eases all the tensions of the day.


i look forward to a lifetime together :)

4/7/2008 9:48:09 PM
i think its about time to update this journal.......
Life is simply wonderful....
Master and i will be married in October which fulfills my dreams of serving Him forever
It has been almost 2 years since W/we met and Master has taught me so  much......
W/we share a very respectful view in that W/we love to please eachother......
i wake each day eager to see His face...and hear His voice.
i make Masters breakfast while He gets ready for work and send Him to work with a "snackbag"..... 
Now that i work from home Master is able to come home for lunch allowing me a very needed distraction.
i am honored to be His wife/slave/lover/best friend and much more than that.
My true pleasure is in pleasuring Master....
How perfect!.....
Isnt life wonderful!

6/13/2007 4:39:17 PM
i am now a "collared" slave!!......1 year and 1 day ago Master and i met and i have never known such happiness and contentment serving another...On our anniversary, yesterday, Master suprised me with a very simple yet very meaningful leather collar....mine to wear with gets better each day that i am in Masters care and ownership......i read back on my journal here on "collar me" and i can remember each day and entry as if it were wishes and dreams have come true and i wish for A/all to meet their special someone to share their lives with!  " La Dulce Vita"

2/28/2007 2:17:07 AM
although owned, i enjoy reading the profiles of Dominants.
What i have found is quite sad....
Do Dominants not realize that a smart submissive will choose only a Dominant who takes care of themselves and is not a slob...bottom line is.....if You cant take care of in the world would You be capable of taking care of Your submissive/slave??
Take the time to submit a picture that does not make You look like a slob!!  Have a dictionary next to You when You write Your profile.....
i am confident these tips will help Your chances of finding a submissive worth having!
Good Luck

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