Looking ....Looking And still Looking ...

..Its been at least 2 years since ive had a Master ... yet i long for a permanent one .... Lucky me i have found fake after fake. So here i am .. on a rant ... on how sick of looking i am .... ((OK maybe im Yoda)) .... I've always wanted a Dom/Master .. that will be more than that ... a true relationship/24/7 Ds... Have i found that ... Sadly no ... A man that will take my hand and lead me threw the most dominating sessions ... and then turn around and show me true love ... Dancing in the moonlight ... a stroll down a sidewalk in the winter(even if there is or isn't snow))... A man to truly dom me .. no matter if its just a simple task of kneeling at his side while he watches tv ... But im not sure if theres a man out there ... A domme i was told let them come .... As a slave im told go and find .... but as i search .. my results are thus ... POLY or NOT LOOKING .... well i cant handle poly its not me ... i have to be the only ... a playmate once and awhile ... well thats understandable ... but to have another there ALLLLL the time HELL NO id go insane!!!! Thanks for reading .... anyone want to get to know me more message me !!