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You seem interested if you've gotten this far without clicking off so I'll tell a little about myself. I'm under educated, over weight, lazy, and an all around pain.






















Now that the sheep have left I'll explain the above. I'm working to better my education through school which is going a bit slower then I'd like, I do need to lose about 20 pounds and I'd be happier about the way I look, I try to think before starting a job to figure out the best way to do it, some call my slowness lazy I call it thinking ahead, when I get a notion to do something nothing will stray me from my path and whatever I set to accomplish will be done I'm very stubborn about it to the point of being a pain for anyone trying to subvert me.

If you've read all this and are still interested I would love to hear from you, my profile says I'm a switch because my LS friends say I am. I base my mannerisms on those around me, outside I'm a man, and a gentleman when I can be, for the world as it expects. Once the door is shut I'll go with anyone who wants to lead in any manner, though I prefer to be submissive.

I'm new, but willing to try anything and do anything. I have a few major rules though, which are non-negotiable. I'm a very honest person and would like the same. I have pictures, more then what I'm going to put up here, no nudes so don't ask.

I'd like to find someone who could take complete control and allow me to be myself.

Also I'll only serve/be sub to one person/couple...so whoever speaks first and loudest will have me.24/7 is now possible just kinda hard. I'm a vet and have some minor issues and some major problems, if you don't mind these we can meet some where and figure out if we are right for each other.

I don't do online, sorry it's just not the same. If you want to talk, no matter where you are drop a line but don't ask to dom me from the other side of the world.

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9/24/2013 2:41:14 AM

I had to share this, I found it very...fitting

 

http://www.ma3comic.com/strips-ma3/no_will_of_his_own


9/22/2013 1:28:39 PM

Just living here in AK.  Would love to meet some folks up here, but it would seem that everything that happens up here is in a different town and on week days. 


5/10/2013 8:02:13 PM

Fighting with a bout of depression atm >_<  Life can really kick ya sometimes


5/1/2013 8:30:08 AM

Updated a bit, it's been awhile.  Changed the 24/7 issue and mentioned some RL based stuff.  If you've read my profile before it's changed a bit since then.


6/25/2012 6:04:46 AM

Job...check...place to stay on my own...check...car...knew I was missing something ><  Oh well it'll be on the way before to long :)  It's always nice when Karma decides to be nice to you for a change, instead of kicking you in the junk over and over.


6/14/2012 11:41:22 AM

Job job job...so hard to find so hard not to hate when you get them!  I forgot how scarce the job market is here in LR.  Least I'm with friends now, that helps a lot!


6/8/2012 3:06:31 AM

Going back to Arkansas, Yay!  If you wanna hang out shoot me a line.  Love the state for some reason, prolly cause all my friends are there.  Luz you guys and gals!

 


3/21/2012 4:15:57 PM

Holy crap!  ><  my changes didn't save last time so it still said I was in Arkansas ><  ARG!!  Oh well, all fixed now!


12/27/2011 8:45:09 AM

Happy Holidays to all that read this, hope yours is/was filled with joy and happiness!

 

So I haven't written anything in awhile, and figured I would while my current obsession is down ><  Everything is beginning to normalize a bit, if you can call life normal :)  Since this has happened I'm once more going to TRY to find someone to talk to and hopefully serve.  I'm a strong willed submissive, NOT a slave...though...not sure if I'd be put off at the thought, just as long as everyone is aware that I'm happy with my family and will NOT leave them.  My wife knows all that goes on and I'd never EVER lie to her, I've got no reason too :D 

 

And some other things to get out of the way:

 

When folks find out I've been in the military I get bombarded with questions, so here are the answers ahead of time:

 

Time in:  13 years

Deployments: Yes

Did you see combat?  Yes  Have you killed people?  Yes  Wanna talk about it?  No

 

The hell that I saw over seas is a part of my life I'd sooner forget, but due to bad memories and nightmares I can't, so I don't wanna recall most of those times if I don't have too.

 

Would you do it again?  Yes, a thousand times over!  Why?  Because standing up for what you believe in IS the American way!

 

So any other questions I'll happily field :)  Love to talk and chatter!  Drop me a line


10/15/2011 11:47:23 PM

So I've moved to Oklahoma, hated the drive btw, and now I find myself in a new city with no friends ><  Really hate starting from scratch!  Well lest there's stuff to do within walking distance of where I'm at for the time being.  Any one have a good idea on where a fat geeky kid can find some fun?  Ya I'm a kid, I'll be 104 and still be a kid!   While I have to get old, no one said I have to grow up! 


10/12/2011 11:19:33 AM

Some time ago I figured out something, while this isn't a huge thing I believe it's worth sharing.  Everyone has some gift or another be it  fixing things, doing something specific, or whatever.  In my personal opinion making others laugh, in a positive way, is the single greatest gift someone can have.  My life is very dark, things go wrong all the time and when I can find something to smile and laugh about the day is so much better.  I've been told I'm a fun person because I'm funny and like to make others laugh, though my version of funny and a comedians are very different.  I respect those that can do standup very much.

 

That's my peace for the day - love ya kids!


10/9/2011 4:11:52 AM

So, the concert rocked but at the same time it's odd, while I was having the time of my life I was also kinda depressed.  I hate doing things like that alone ><


10/5/2011 10:40:24 AM

Going to the concert Saturday!  Anyone wanna come along?  Would love some friends to listen to "geekcore" with me :D


9/23/2011 10:12:59 AM

Ode to stupid people, how do we despise thee let us count the ways by season.

In summer you crash your cars into things when it rains due to wet roads

You put firecrackers where they don't belong in toads

Walking about saying "Boy I bet it's hotter down south"

Knowing for fact that no one cares about the words coming out of your mouth!

 

Once the warm days begin to wane and the colors of fall appear your still here

Talking about the end of days because others are dumb enough to listen and pay

Ruining fun make believe holidays with your mindedness and bitching about the day

Driving an overly large car and spending over a hundred bucks for half a tank

Then bitching the next day at the bank!

 

Oh my dear fools, you make my life happier by being so dumb!

How else would I know the measure of a fool lest I had you around?

 

In the cold months of winter each year you stop by to bring some of your special cheer

Though it's below freezing you always show up in shorts

Some get over paid and then do stupid things like strike and bitch because they play sports

You make monsters out of those whom you disagree with saying only you are right

When it ends I'll blame you because I'm sure you started the fight!

 

As spring brings life, your stupidity starts anew

Planting pretty flowers is always fun, until you bitch and complain about the burning sun

You ruin all the good movies by talking in the theater about your night at the bar

I'd shove your cell down your throat, were it not for a lack of restraint

Seeing you hit on the street would be a treat, long as it's a hybrid car!

 

Oh my foolish children, my delightful dolts!

Where would we be were it not for you?

No one would know not to drink laundry soap!

They say parting is such sweet sorrow, yet not with you because I know I'll see you on the marrow!

 

 

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We all know 'em those people that we can't stand because they do something so stupid you wanna choke them!  It seems that as of late they are drawn to me like moths to a flame ><  Well as ever I'm always up for chatting if you wanna talk and have something interesting to say.


9/12/2011 2:12:10 PM

I swear the lack of common sense and decency on this site is annoying ><  There are days I'm pretty sure that I've killed people with more common sense!  What's a guy to do...arg

 

And anyone that reads my journal wanna catch a movie sometime?  Haven't gotten out and had fun in awhile.  Just shoot me a message


8/30/2011 8:29:40 AM

Obvious bs profiles amuse me to no end!  While I've gotten a few more looks since posting a handful of entries I know the diff between real and savage bs!  Wish there was a way to report the bs accounts.  Oh well, luz ya all that grace me with a glance, that are real at least, and please don't be shy and say hi...or anything else that happens to mind!

 

Later


8/23/2011 12:39:47 PM

In an attention whore/submissive/beat me mood this evening ><   Hate being like this


8/18/2011 9:25:30 PM

Yay new job!!  Finally got something solid and started Tuesday, got burnt Wednesday :)  Oh well, it's a worth while cause!

 

Massive thanks to you who supported me, met or not I'll never forget and will at a moments notice do anything you ask of me!  Thank you very much.


8/14/2011 8:43:30 AM

There are a lot of bots poppin up lately, and viewing me...odd that bots are so into me but I can't seem to find anyone real that is...hmm oh well...but I have a strong belief that if it's to good to be true, it probably is


8/8/2011 9:15:49 AM

Some days I truly hate country music, and today is one of them!  I've been looking for a job for awhile now and right after applying for one I get back in my car and drive off then a song about a G.I. that's looking for a job comes on and I SWEAR it was written about me...got a strong back, will work as hard as ya need so forth and so on...can learn fast...just WOW...brought tears to my eyes...I HATE country music today!

 

Cost of Living by Ronnie Dunn


8/4/2011 6:11:12 PM

Wow, and the battle with the bulge continues...though the war isn't over I've been wearing a pair of shorts that I bought back in 08, for the first time!  I'd got these shorts and didn't make sure they were the correct size...well now they are!!  Size 36 waist!!!!  Haven't been this size in YEARS!!! 

 

Thanks for the continued support guys and gals, it does mean a lot to me...and no matter how much weight I lose, I'll NEVER give up my fat kid card :D  Fat kids are awesome!!

 

Little joke for ya:  Why do fat kids stick together?  Cause someone always has cake!


8/2/2011 9:32:46 PM

So for anyone keepin tabs on this thing and what I say...I swear I lost a pound today because in the middle of the day my pants, which don't really fit anymore decided that there was no need for them to fit at all ><  though funny it's also slightly annoying because that means I'll have to go buy a new wardrobe...positives and negatives I guess :)  Hope everone is having a wonderful summer.  And as always if you take the time to read, take the time to say hi, never hurts to have an ear to bend and mine are HUGE :P  hehe


7/26/2011 2:28:15 AM

Holy crap!  I fit a size 38...and almost 36!!  Yay...for those who don't know I've been a 40+ for awhile...couple years at least...grabbed an old pair of jeans earlier and they barely didn't fit, looked at the size they were 36...then I put on another pair...38 and they fit with a bit of growing room :D  So yay for me!!


7/4/2011 6:12:34 PM

Wow I turn 30 in 16 days...it's so unreal!  Happy "America decided to kick people in the arse" day!


6/24/2011 3:30:26 AM

I need some pictures taken...anyone game...just a few shots of my face...to show off my hair...before I cut it off ><


6/15/2011 9:00:45 PM

Anyone up for a four day party?  Next week Mon-Thurs there's a party would love to have someone to hang out with, drop a line for info on it


6/15/2011 3:08:18 PM

I just wanna cuddle today, is that so bad?  Eh...btw yay for my tiger being back!!  Luz you for ever cutie!!


6/11/2011 2:33:45 AM

So, my hair is getting long again...yet I have no way to show it off ><  Anyone wanna take a couple of pictures for me so I can post them?  I'll cook :D


6/11/2011 2:30:20 AM

Ok, so here it is...if your skinny as a rail...don't message me...no offense but I'll break you!  And might feel bad about it, for a moment or two >:)  heh any gal; dom, sub, switch wtfe needs meat on her bones!

 

I've been asked about my profile so I'll answer the big question...I base the way I act upon the way the other person acts...if you want to be dominate I can easily be submissive, and if you want to be submissive I can take full control...just depends on the person and how they feel!

 

Hope everyone has a great weekend, later kids!


6/7/2011 7:28:23 PM

Seems no one is interested in me for some odd reason, wonder why...oh well I'm me and you can deal with it!!

 

To all my friends on here that support me through crazy ups and downs that is my life...I love you guys to death and would not only kill for ya, but I'd hide the body as well :D


6/3/2011 4:18:03 PM

They say only the good die young...they forgot the second half...and the very dumb...rip kid 5apr89-2jun11 

 




5/18/2011 12:47:11 PM

So bored and lonely these past few days ><  Glad there are a few folks on here that talk to me or I'd go outta my skull with boredom!  I'm all alone now in pretty much every way possible so if anyone wants a puppy dog drop a line, got the  big brown eyes and all!  :D


1/28/2011 7:37:53 AM

After a very annoing drama filled couple months i'm back by myself, the mistress didn't work out.   So if you want to talk or more feel free to once again drop a line.


7/4/2010 10:32:57 AM
I really hate holidays now days, my favorite holiday has been ruined by a fight I wanted no part of...I feel like crap because I can't be out listening and watching the fireworks but I know what might happen...I don't want sympathy...just my sanity :(  I hate war and everything involved with it!

5/13/2009 6:44:59 AM
may 13
It's annoying, I rarely get a response from a message I send and the first contacts that I recieve are from folks wanting do do online.  How hard is it really to at least send a "sorry but no" response? I try to always respond to a message even if it's just a sorry but I dont' want too.

Anyone who's talked to me before wil notice I changed from complete sub to switch.  After talking with a friend I finally came to this conculsion.  My reactions are based upon the person I'm with. 

If you've read this far drop a line and lets talk.

1/21/2007 11:24:25 PM
It seems that through out life we need experience in everything we do, now am I the only one that sees the problems with this?  To get experience you need to be shown how, BUT most folks want someone with experience...now that just doesn't work!  It's the ultimate catch 22!  I despise high skill jobs like that, and have a few issues with people in lifestyles that are that way, it's not my fault that I'm still learning about myself!  If i knew everything already I'd be rich, I'm not and I don't.  Oh well, the search goes forwards.

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MISTRESSLIITH
 
 Age: 32
 New York, New York