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knowledge619
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Im a submissive white woman looking for a black dominant daddy that wants to own a sexy babygirl!! I need a daddy but am potty trained (not into diapers or poop!)Im the 1st generation on my fathers side born in USA(St Joseph,MO). My father is from Tunisia,North Africa. I spent my 1st 7yrs there in an arab culture where women belong to their father til they belong to their husband. There's no women's shelters or CPS because women n children are their husbands property.I learned very early to obey my father and try not to do things that would cause him to beat me but my father was a very brutal man.My mothers a typical white american woman.I watched her get beat a lot. She did not learn when to be very quiet and not challenge a man when he's already agitated because she was raised in USA!I am a good girl looking for a black man to be my master and my daddy.I live to obey and please my man.I was trained at 12yo to open my throat n relax to please daddy..I've got mad skills!!My daddy is my God! I do whatever he says to hear him say,"Good job baby,you're daddy's good girl" I understand I'll be punished if I disobey or forget my place but please don't hit me like I'm a man to damage me. Discipline is to correct behavior. I'm not looking for a sadist to torture me or destroy my self esteem (although humiliation when I'm a bad girl is ok). Im looking for a black daddy to grow old (but not grow up!)with. I'm not perfect; I'm thick n my tummy but I've been told my ass was made for a black man!
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...so im fumbling thru my sordid life w very little self control n no daddy to intervene (eating candy n cereal 4 dinner, no bedtime, not picking up my toys..)wondering if i will ever find a daddy that's serious, or one that's not afraid of the "sub" he has at home finding out about me (what the fuck is that about??)or if i am so jaded that i'm incapable of falling in love, not the i'm-in-love-w-them-but-they-will-never-be-in-love-w-me kind of love i've grown so accustom to settling for, i mean the fuck-on-every-surface-can't-keep-your-hands-off-each-other-but-can't-keep-your-brains-off-each-other-love's-me-as-passionately-as-i-do-him-just-w-more-structure-n-common-sense-as-someone-has-to-be-the-adult kind of love i have longed for for sooo long...
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Wet Dream by RobinVollmer,2006 Havent been laid in well over five years Rejections quite personal after so many tears My love is jaded - my self esteem low My man who wont love me but wont let me go It hurts my feelings though I feel the same How can I fuck someone shallow and lame? I hate myself - Im tired and frustrated Convincing myself sex is way overrated Explaining my plight to a friend in a text In his expert opinion what I need is sex ! Thanks for the offer but I feel way too fat~ Im just too old and youre too all that! He says to me, Sweetie, trying to get you to see That I like Who you are so youre sexy to me As I look at this hot, young man I believe Thats the nicest thing any mans said to me So young and so handsome and yet full of grace Showing more insight than men twice his age My hands won’t stop trembling, I unbuckle his heat When I see what he’s packing my heart skips a beat! As he’s probably thinking, ’Now should I jump her’? I whisper, ”I can suck the chrome off a bumper!” His smile fills the room so it’s no surprise He’s assured me no wait for his interest to rise! Like Café Au Lait his skin tone is so creamy I’m so turned on that I think I’ve stopped breathing! “What’s your pleasure?” he asks - I purr back my reply, “If you want to please me let me swallow your pride!” This fine, tasty thing I couldn’t help but devour He’s got my vote for ’Man of the Hour’ He looks stressed so I say, “Relax, Boo, I’m not trying to marry you…but I swear it’s the truth on heaven above…if I was twenty years younger, I’d be fallin’ in love. You’re my friend and I love you but you know all that…I just want to say Thanks baby, you hooked me up fat!”
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?GODZ Don't waste my time on mortal Men I only kneel where gods attend Good or bad,don't give a damn I don't know who I think I am!! I don't mind the worst or best But they must stand out from The rest Be they demons or crowned kings Just want one to clip my wings Makes no difference who I choose Always render me old news Gods I worship rule my path Few with tolerance,most with wrath Their arrogance I do adore Make me beg to be their whore! Their every wish is my command And still to me they raise their hand The words they speak are often cruel I treasure each a priceless jewel I only want to be their slave I do my best, try to behave Still they love to punish me The needs I have remain unseen It hurts me deep when they propose I'm easy come as easy goes I don't dare choose to disobey For fear they'll make me go away And then to no one I'll belong They tell me this will make me Strong.. But I must beg to disagree They are wrong to judge me weak It takes great strength to give Control.. Relinquish them my mortal Soul.. Place them on a pedestal Assure them they'll feel magical All my gifts to the god who Snares it, for in the end the meek inherit.. ' |
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PUNISHMENT
I am kneeling in the corner My nose facing to the wall I hear your footsteps coming Closer and I am feeling Very small
I haven't moved a muscle You commanded me to Stay, I've been like this, Completely naked; my ass Served up to you all day
I hear the doorknob turn And open; suddenly I'm Not alone. I don't dare Take a breath..frozen still Exposed, and prone
You ask if I know why You had to punish me This way. You say "Think before you answer Or you'll stay like this all Day"
My mind is blank, yet Racing wildly. From my Mouth there's not a sound But I know if I say nothing It's my ass you're going to Pound
You reach down and with Your fingers trace the Pattern of a welt, that you Had left raised on my skin When you whipped me with Your belt
"I'm waiting," you say softly "don't you have something to say?"
From the dark escapes my Whimper, "Daddy, I promise to obey"
You say quietly,"that's my Good girl" and pull me up Into your lap. I lay my head Upon your shoulder and so Exhausted take a nap |
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MASTER ANDRE I'm scared Daddy, dare I ask? Are you putting me to task? Will you make me stay outside? Waiting all night for a ride? Tell me I am Daddy's girl Take me with you round the world I will never act my age Please, I'll suck it thru my cage What if I forget to breathe Once forbidden to be me? As more of me you will erase Become a weeping basket case? I'm scared of you more than my father Don't leave me outside treading water Afraid that you will vanish me Please punish me, don't banish me! I was born to follow you Do as I'm told and swallow you! Bow before you to the ground Without permission, make no sound It's fate that I belong to you The signs are so much more in view I need you Daddy, keep me near Look up to you with love and fear I'm not your girlfriend or your wife But I have given you my life To do with me just as you please So far that life's not one of ease At times you are not fair or just You lie to me and break my trust You push me far past tired and weak Then hang up if I cry and speak You told me life would not be fair And frankly, that you didn't care Reminded me I'm just your slave To punish if I misbehave Not your girlfriend, wife, or daughter So you just leave me treadingwater Daddy please, make me obey Own me - don't throw me away Please Master don't give up on me Serve me up across your knee Beat me til I'm begging you Strip and leash me next to you Whip me a darker shade of rose Then in the corner face my nose I know what's next when I do wrong I can't escape you, you're too strong Plunge it deep and while I scream You punish me until you cream Thrash me while I'm begging you You hold me down until you're through Then make me lay across the bed Expose to you the crimson red While I wipe my tears away I'm sobbing that I will obey If I am loud, forget my place You'll slap me right across my face Remind me who I'm speaking to To watch the way I talk to you But I know you are teaching me Not damaging or breaching me Your discipline I will repay And serve you til my dying day |
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