Collarspace

Let's just get this out of the way! Some of you know me. Most of you dislike me. I am ok with that. I am NOT here for you. I am here for me. I don't care if you want me here. I don't care if you want to be "my friend" I don't need random friends who really dislike me to feel good about myself online. Really I am ok with being disliked. I wont change who I am to conform to your standards. I wont change my opinions to fit yours. Most of you claim to be open minded but can only be open to those who agree with you. You claim to be open to meeting people, open to different opinions, & different views yet when one comes along that isn't the same as yours or, gasp, contradicts yours, rather than accept it & agree to disagree you turn into cowards & label those people as fake, or liars, or game players.. whichever is most convenient to you & your opinions of course. I am not one of you, don't ever confuse me with being like any of you. Still with me? Wonderful. They call me N4E, & you may also. I am pretty outgoing & a ton of fun when I want to be. I am not looking for anything. You read that correct. Anything. I am not your Mistress nor do I want to be addressed that way. I am selective, if you expect to ever have a chance with me you need to put energy into it. This does not mean I want your money, because I don't, I want something more valuable than that, I want your mind, once I have that I may allow you to spoil me. Please do not bother me if you do not live with a reasonable distance, & by that I mean close enough to see me when I have a whim. I live this life, & frankly online does NOTHING for me. Also be prepared to be out in the community. I go to coffees, munches, parties, & I am a member of the local BDSM club. I seek someone who has a strong desire to serve & understand that play will be a reward for their good service & will not happen without it. I don't want to play around online, over the phone, or in person for that matter. I don't want just random sex, I can get all of that I want, so if that is what you are looking for please do not waste a message on me. I am unique. I know I have big lips, but if you care to see it there is a lot more to me. I am not a model, nor will I ever be. I am not a size zero & I do not plan on becoming one. I have tattoos. I plan on getting more. I also have facial/body piercings, it is who I am. I am not a jealous person & was once told by a very smart man "Jealousy is self hate projected onto others." Words more people should think about in day to day life. If you are jealous please do not waste my time until you take the time to look inside yourself & get over your insecurities. If your main photo is of your cock, you have already removed yourself from the running. Please have a photo or send one with your message, you saw me now make it even & let me see you; it is the net we have nothing to hide. If one is not included I most likely will not reply. I wish everyone the best of luck in what they seek.