Reading that last post I realized that I failed to mention that  while I have not found a four-leaf clover, I do have a three-leafed one that I am quite enamoured with.

This is a deviation from my usual posts.   ... I removed polyamory from my "lives for" category and thought some might wonder why:  I  feel the time had came to take it down it seemed to be attracting the entirely wrong sort to me, while not deterring the monogamous inclined at all.  ... I learnt polyamory in the vanilla world, and  was quite frankly shocked to see the way it tends to be in the BDSM world falls more to polygyny.   Since I am not looking to join a household, date couples, have purely sexual relationships,  or to be anyones  second I figured removing it was best.  I am keeping my (now  modified) paragraphs on me being polyamorous though.   It is who I am much like my sexuality... which  by the way I prefer to see as pansexual... it is who I am regardless of my current relationship status.  So,  that is a ramble on a removal  doubt many will notice.   ...  . ... . ... . ... I think finding a polyamorous, not married  or otherwise with a primary relationship,  Dominant male,  who wants to actually date and  have a full relationship, and has  anything in common with me may be  like serching  for a four leaf clover.

I like people that understand my sense of humour, and that would  also find a place called "Ned's  fish and rib"   hysterical.  ... I wish  more people, and adore people that, understood my  referances to Huis clos (No Exit) and  Waiting for Godot. Both of which being great comedies. ... On other hand I wish mentioning either did not make me seem so pretentious ...

... there was a time in my life when I was going to be a chef.  I love to cook, but having to cooking for unappriciative hoards has dampened that a bit lately.  I wish I had more time to play with, and come up with uses for my mandoline.  ...    I start a intense semester of school tomorrow . That is sure to mean that my cooking will take another blow.  Less pasta  e fagoli  from scratch and more angel hair with a quick sauce.   ...  For an irish girl I sure do cook a lot of italian dishes...

I have a point here somewhere..um not there, but totally here, somewhere... just have to look real hard. I clearly do not have the best grammar and oh my is my spelling horrendous (thank god for universal spell checks), but I try...even when I give myself some *poetic license*.  What is driving me nuts is the lack of others trying. I do not expect all things written to me to be Shakespeare, but the (I am sorry to be a snob) use of u for you and r for are really lower my opinion of the person writing me. I know it is not fair to judge lest I be judged, but I cannot help myself. You could actually be Shakespeare and if you sent me messages or IMs full of net speak, I would judge you as inferiour in your intellect. Wrong of me I know, but I cannot stop myself from that thought.