I back here again after 2 or so years of imagine that I can life "normal" life. No I can not.

So I'm here not only as previously was, to find first my destiny. Be owned as a permanent rubber doll slut. 

Now my transformation really soon will start by my own, so now I can be patient and wait for a Domme Lady or Couple, who will want own me as a rubberdoll. Then my dream of a happy rubber shemale life will come fully true.

I was fully trained. I was owned for 11 months, 11 days and I was in total service of as a rubberdoll slut, for my last (and unhappy till... , only) Mistress Janina, in Poland.

This was happened 14 years ago. So at this moment it's looks like a sweet dream from the past.

i'd like to meet Someone who would like to take the challenge into transforming me AGAIN in to a rubber-barbie-doll whore 24/7. . . i'm willing to give my mind, body and soul to the right Person.

i want to be a fetish rubber doll with a crunched waist(corseted) and in ballet heels boots, gagged, smooth and flexible for only my Owner pleasure.

i'm very obedient, very submissive and open to new things.

All my life wanted to do this and i hope there is Somebody out there, who is willing to help me. I'm into strict discipline.

i love to be fully in rubber/latex clothing and if i could only i would live in for life. Love as well corsets, nylon stockings, high heels.

Thank You for taking time to read this (probably in broken English) and not exactly clear in sense, but written to come back to my dream lifestyle.

xXx

alicia