I notice there are a multitude of fetisheson this site, I honestly would like to dabble in some of them, but how can I trust anyone here if they won't so much as trouble themselves with reading mail that I've spent my valuable time and effort on? How can any of you come close to proving that you even know what you're doing if you won't even give a girl a chance t prove herself to you as well. Are there really that many fakes and players on this site? You decide...if you can even get any respect from those that demand respect. Word of advice ALL people, respect goes both ways.

For future reference, I am a widower. My wife died on October 9th, 2015 and was buried on my birthday, October 16th, 2015. I really appreciate the constant reminders.

It's really sad when a girl works hard to compose a nice neat carefully written introductory letter to someone. A heartfelt letter mind You, only to have it tossed aside without ever opening it op. Where are the courteous people in the world?

Had the cops comindere all the guns I. The house to keep me from making a major mess and f the house. Blood is so hard to get out of carpet

For those offering advice about calling a suicide hotline, please don't. I volunteered at one such place and helplessly listened to a 16 year old blow her brains out while I was helpless to stop her. I still have nightmares about it.