So for the past 2years I'd been taking a break trying to recover myself. Now am back, with an updated look on life, myself and profile.

Yay, I have my own beginner play peircing kit. Fun times. I have an idea with feathers for a wing effect. Pics after it's been down. 

This is amazing, getting the chance to explore the experiences that I have been looking for. It is also humbling to have a slave say that they have to look away while I get a beating from their Sir, because it gets so intense. Or when people tell me that we draw the attention of everyone in the room.  While I knew that I was a masochist and that sadists appreciate having someone to work on, I didn't realize how much others appreciate it. Of course I also have to be careful not to fall into sub frenzy or rebound. A bunch of us girls are planning to check out the Lair. Safety in numbers and all that.   

My life has opened up to all sorts of new possibilities. And I'm gonna enjoy as many of them as I can. On that note, nothing is better for a body than a thorough beating. Being a masochist could be addicting. I'm lucky to be too lazy to be addictive.

So New Years Eve was fantastic. Went to visit a friend and join them at a play party with a group they know. Very friendly, and full of fun. Got  a taste electric play. It tickled horribly, must pursue. First time with needle play. Also very interesting. Again something to do more of. Also got a good beating, let loose alot of pent up emotion, something I haven't been able to do in a while. Even got bruises, which is unusual for me.