I am on the quest to find my one true Dominant/Master Man.....I know this is not an easy task...... but everything good is worth waiting for.....

With that said, due to recent interactions i need to elaborate more on my profile.

First off.  I am not brand spankin" new to the lifestyle.  I have been involved long enough to sift through the bullshit.  So if you want to message me on CM because you feel that i am fresh meat and naive, then Don't.  If you want to message me to be your online subbie.... then Don't again.  I am not looking for a online Master.  Never had one, and not looking for one.  If you are looking for an online/phone slut.  Once again, you know the drill. 

Yes i am a BBW. I have not nor will I lie about that.  If a bigger girl is not your cup of tea... then move along.  Do i want to work on myself..... well hell ya ...Do i want a Man who will mold me into what they believe i should be.....well....once again.... move along.  A man who wants to work with me... to make mysellf and us.... better as a unit....... then lets talk.

I am also human.  Do i strive to make someone i care for happier.... of course...but do i shed a tear when i am torn apart for their selfish reasons.....yes i do.

Am i a strong independant women?.... You better believe it.  Do i crave a Strong, Dominant Man.......with every ache of my body.  A real man.. secure in who he is does not have to tear down a woman to make himself a better  Dom/Master.  If that is what  gets your cock hard... then once again.....you are talking to the wrong woman.

Will i submit to you because you sent me a message and demanded it??? Nope.  Both of us have to earn the trust with each other.  I feel that my submission is a gift.  If you feel that after a 15 minute conversation that i am going to call you Master or Daddy,  or Sir.....once again........not going to happen.

Do i sound like a bitch?? I hope not.  In here as well as life...... I truly try to be respectful...... but i will stand up for myself.  I am always open to conversing and making friends wherever i end up.  I by no means  am  trying to block off communication with people in the lifestyle. I thoroughly enjoy intereaction with people, regardless of our differences.

Till next time.........I am hoping that i do not have to type my next post thru tears.....

**add on**

If you are married and trying to be dishonest to your wife or other........ i have no tolerance for that.  I would personally like to be uninvolved in your domestic problems.  Please have the honesty to not involve myself.  It is not fair to myself as well as your significant other.

Maybe i would have more respect for men that have balls to hear an explanation or itleast talk things out.....rather then run or  hide......