My wife lately has found delight in reminding and teasing me that we are so close to a year of me locked in chastity. Of course I don't need to be reminded. Yet she has grown to love it so much she now indicates it's going to be a lot more time locked away.   I think she is addicted to the effaspects and what happens the longer it goes. Plus her orgasms are off the chart. It seem a kink/fantasy has turned into a Frankenstein.

This a bit out of the norm for my journals.   I had a nice young dominant woman asking for advice about writing a profile. She was so sick or same old rudeness and game playing you find here.   Basically I told her to be positive and don't give power to anger or rudeness. A filter and a mouse click is a simple thing, even more powerful than the word no. If you let drama at your doorstep that's on you.   Write about who you are and spell out your desires and expectations. Don't leave people guessing. Again, don't write with anger or an attacking tone. If you just want to play or explore, then say so. Yet if it's the lasting relationship you seek, then you have every right to demand that.   

Close to the end of the month will be 300 days in chastity, yet i shouldn't be counting.  I have convied to my wife that I'm getting close to my breaking point. She said 'And?' It was a reminder of the conversation back last May before we started this that safe words would not apply.  She sent me an email the next day.    We are finally approaching a stage I’ve been thinking about for a while:  a reconfiguration of the pleasure receptors in your brain. Your brain is magic - it’s where your imagination runs wild - and you have particularly fluid and energetic and curious thoughts.    Did you ever think you would be in a position, in a place in your life, where you would be hesitant to climax?!? How exceptional, especially for someone so focused on sexual pleasure.   We make choices, every day. Some are impulsive, some well planned, some reluctantly because they are hard things but we know they are best for us. We are at this moment because we made a combination of those choices together and I believe we are starting to experience the fruits of those choices - or a blossoming, if you will - which only comes from extended time. And while the physical experience is very real, very intense, the mental and emotional experience has even more impact.   Imagine how it will feel 6 months from now!?!?   Xoxo   Goddess     

Came down with a cold last week, yet my chastity didn't. 

I would say the month 8th has been the hardest. I feel the edge constantly and the feeling of desperation. She as the ability to work me into a frenzy in less than a min now. Maybe it s cycle, but the last two months were easier.