yall need to stop taking photos from below. It's not a good angle. Lol

Buying and selling humans is illegal. If you ask me if my Owner is going to sell me, you're getting reported and blocked. 

i sent him a text stating that I guess he's done with me and apologized for everything. Not that I hadn't apologized yet or ever because I had, but I wanted to do so again. I'm not going to bother him anymore. If he wants to talk to me, he's welcome to reach out. I will always be his. I will always consider myself owned by him, even if I never hear from him again. If that's what makes him happy, I will endure it. I've only ever wanted his happiness, even if it doesn't include me. A small part of me hopes I'm wrong though. And I do hope I hear from him soon. I just have to start wrapping my head around the possibility that he doesn't want me anymore...for my own mental health. 

Yes my Sir and I aren't speaking currently. This doesn't mean you, as a random dominant whom I don't know, should tell me things like 'I'd take you as my sub any day, for what it's worth' or 'I was thinking, different surroundings might help if you wanted to visit me here'. That's a damn recipe for me ending up chopped up into various pieces and never being heard from again. I don't know you. You don't know me. All you know is that I messed up and disappointed my Sir, and we aren't talking currently, and that I'm struggling under those facts. I'm in an extremely vulnerable headspace. It just makes y'all look like predators to me, and extremely unsafe. It's a huge red flag. I will never ever trust anyone who does this shit. I'm not into stranger danger. It doesn't matter what your intentions are.... I am, at this time, still owned. So not only is it creepy, red flag behavior, it's disrespectful to my Sir and to me. So, if you pull this type of behavior, and end up blocked, this entry explains why. Because I sure as hell won't hesitate to block you without a word. 

STOP CALLING MY MASTER CRUEL! STOP CALLING HIM NARCISSISTIC! STOP SPEAKING BADLY OF HIM PERIOD!!! I will NOT tolerate it!!!! EVER!!! He has been nothing but patient, kind, generous, caring, and uplifting! I am the one that keeps fucking up! I would be frustrated and disappointed with me too, if I had a slave like myself.  Jfc you fucking dominants need to quit trying to get your foot in the door before I slam the goddamn door on your fucking foot and break it!!! I don't care if you agree with him or not. I don't care if you think badly of him! Keep it to your goddamn self from now on.