Collarspace

Was on here some time ago. Thought i give it another try. Back then i was more just making online friends. Now i am looking to meet friends. i use this nick name on different BDSM sites that i am on. I spend more time on this site and Fetlife site Mostly.

I am an over the road truck driver. My job takes me all over the country. I live about an hour north of Omaha, NE area. As i travel into different areas. I will check on who is in the area by checking on profiles. If I am checking out your profile. I am generally at a truck stop near you. Or on the way near you. I generally look for profiles that are near my age and older.Hope to meet and chat with new friends. So anyone finding me interesting go ahead and drop aline to say Hi. Or anything else you want to say. Male or Female.

When reading profiles. I do generally read whole profiles. Even a lot of the journal entries. So the bigger the profiles are. The better I like them. The Dominate profiles that speak of themselves of what they want and what they are looking for. Those are the ones I like best. Want to hear of your wants in the bdsm world but in just every day living too. So when I do make a point to message someone. It generally is because there is something I have in common with the profiler. I prefer them to see I read their profile. And you contacting me first. Otherwise it seems I am intruding.

Being old overweight and married turns many off. and I understand that. But always willing to share stories and experiences. and always willing to return emails. I sometimes wonder how some have just send me an email. Out of the blue. But I have not seen them even look at my profile. Or in emails I know they have not reading my profile. When they start to ask me what I like and dislike. But, I welcome all incoming emails. I have not been rude to any.

Should say too. i consider myself to be the typical overweight truck driver submissive biker type. When I am not pushing my diesel down the highway. I am riding my Harley Davidson. Not part of any chapter. Just ride to live. Live to ride. I am not the sissy type. Or really want to be feminized. I understand Doms And Dommes seem to want to push this limit. And yes, I will wear only as a pushing of that limit. To show control. But that is as far as it will go.

I dabbled in the BDSM lifestyle when i was very young. Had an Xwife that was into the lifestyle. Back then we didnt know it was a lifestyle. She was just more kinky and had more experience then I did. She was 5 years older. Yes, it was an education for the year we were married. I found religon and put this life on hold. My religion at the time found out about my earlier life. My xwife knew about it.She was ok with it when it was somewhat secret. But, when it seemed all her friends and the church knew. She had a problem with it. This being the mid 70s and the bible belt of the Midwest Nebraska. It was not excepted at that time. I was dismissed from the church and got a divorce.

So feeling there was something wrong with me. Because I was like a moth to a bright light. And kept coming back for more.Was open to do what ever was asked of me. Not that anything happen I was not ok with. But, there were times it was out of my control. Which I did get off on the others control. I have never felt i was a victim. I just played the victim. I could have walked away or said no. And they would have respected my limits. There were times they would see how close to the edge i would go. Mostly in how public I would let them expose me. Or there were times with my friends that did the CBT. I would have to manipulate him to play when he really was not in the mood. Which was letting him torture me in more of a perverse way. If you want to hear of my experiences. That to is ok to ask. Unless the person I am with now. Prefers I dont kiss and tell. I met the present wife I have now. She knows of the past life. but, has never wanted to hear about the details. Remarried ,For the last 40+ yrs now. Present wife wants nothing to do with BDSM. As many times I have tried to get it started. We have had a great vanilla life together. But, the moth is missing the light again. So, hope i can find someone that is discreet.

When i say i dabbled when i was younger. I played Stripping and bondage games with friends. My nudity has always been the main thing with me. As I moved all over the country. I found those that I thought or I would manipulate them in getting me naked. Loosing a pretend bet, daring me to get naked in public, accidental nudity. But once that awkward first time was over. I would tell them I would get naked anytime they want. And would stay naked. While they stayed dressed. It started out with Female freinds and peers. But it when on to both genders. Mostly with my straight male friends. They knew I didnt want to get arrested. And sometimes I wonder how that never happened with some of the public places I was ordered to strip. But, I never got caught.

I consider my self to be mostly straight. But i do find it exotic to be naked in front of my own sex. I never done oral with a male. I dont really plan to. And still have a virgin behind. But, I usually found myself to be the one stripped and bound in the stripping games. Being paddled, spanked, kept naked, or fondled. In my late teens i secretly let a Spanish male friend do light CBT to me for about 3yrs. I guess the CBT part of it is what i miss most. Streaking was a big fad in the 70s. Even so I really didnt like streaking. I preferred people wanting to have me naked. Or my friends asking to those they were going to expose me to. They would ask them if they wanted me naked? If they did. I had no issue being ordered to strip or completely expose myself to them.But generally, After streaking with my friends. That was the starting of a session. As we would get back to the vehicle to get dressed after streaking. My friends would keep me naked as we drove around. Exposing me to those that wanted to see me. Back then i was a track star. Had a good body. Not a great package. But ok. Today i am the typical overweight truck driver. It is more humiliating to be naked today. Generally I like to be on cam first before meeting. That way you know you are not going to meet a skinny young guy.if there is no problem with meeting a typical overweight truck driver submissive biker type. Then I will go ahead with the real meet. Just ask and i will send you the email. Used to use the cam on CM chat. But it doesnt want to connect anymore.

Not looking for tributes. And in return not looking to pay tributes. Not looking for 24 7 relationship.Not looking for Actual sex (intercourse or anal). But someone to meet weekly. As i said. Being naked is humilating. But, i have found i been connecting with CMNM (ClotheMaleNudeMale) and CFNM(ClotheFemaleNudeMale) groups. Females dont matter clothe or nude. I love nudity of the body of the female. Havent had a lot of RL activity at this in my late life. Not much of a need for an old overweight truckdriver. Notreally looking to get laid.If you want me to be naked. Just tell me. Either oncam or if we would meet. I will be naked when you get to my truck ( i am naked as soon as i get parked and get the curtains around the windshield every night. It is rare that iam wearing anythingafter i get parked. You can ask a few of my friends that have knocked on my truck to chat parked in truck