After a lot of soul searching i'd like to correct my profile. i no longer wish gender change  but i do wish for sissy slave transformation. it seems that becoming a sissy is the only way i can be submissive and slavish to a man. i still like to make that extra commitment in the future for that extraordinary man and undergo permanent female hormone treatment so he may know that i can never ever leave him to return to my vanilla life.

To All DOMS, when you are seeking sissies do you prefer a sissy with a functional clit with a sex drive or a sissy with a limp clit on female hormones??? Both has their positives and negatives but i wish to know what DOMS desires in their gurls.

i have been more confused lately because i have found myself to be more attracted to straight men into male sex slaves. i have found their macho confidence and violent aggression strangely sexually arousing. It so brings out the sissy fag side in me. What does this say about me??? i would rather a Master to physically abuse me become his pain whore than a Master to sensually seduce me become his sissy lover??? To love a Master with absolutely no sexual interest in my clitty other than a sensitive area to be permanently lock in chastity when not being inflicted with pain and torture???

uploaded a cleaner photo of my 'breast', i hope the small size does not discourage my future Master/Mistress but as you can see i have no hair on my chest.

finished cleaning my computer of virus (actually trojan malware)!!!