This may seem contrary to my last entry but here it goes: I love having intellectual conversations, long and deep conversations over drinks especially. I also like touching and being touched. A lot. I support anyone wanting to have healthy friendships and family connections and having a passion for some hobby or endeavor that makes their life fulfilling. If you want all of this and can do what I described in my last journal entry then you are a very good match provided that I am attracted to you. I know there are a lot of 'slaves' here that express the desire to be nothing more than a caged piece of fuckmeat for use and abuse...I have yet to meet one of them in person so I doubt that these people are genuine in what they say. However if you are one of those people I still have use for you, I just need you to understand that your usefulness and my enjoyment of you will be limited.

Going to be upfront here about what sexual acts I expect if you're going to be able to satisfy me. And yes I have done all of them for a while. You don't need to have experience in any of this but you should eventually be able to learn or I just won't be satisfied. Facefucking (I usually have to train girls for this. It's pretty brutal and I like seeing the struggle, gagging, spit etc. Girls have puked from this and it doesn't bother me when they do) Asslicking Anal with ass to mouth (have a rule about cock being sucked after it is used in female holes) Cum consumption (also a rule...any spilled cum has to be cleaned up with the mouth) Spitting Slapping Rough manhandling Spanking (not a regular thing but not rare either) Verbal degradation (referring to you as slut, or cunt etc isn't uncommon) Piss (I train girls for this gradually usually, but they almost always end up having to gulp) If you can't be used with other girls sometimes its probably not going to work. I like situations where I can be pleased by a couple girls that can work as a team. For instance one eating my ass while the other is throating me, or cleaning up my cock and cum from each other's pussy/ass.

One million people live within 30 miles of me its hard to believe that there isn't a real person suitable for what I describe in this area.

Some basic questions you want to know answered: Yes I have a professional career and a decent income. I own a house and am financially responsible. I am divorced, I do not have any drama related to that and I live alone except when my two daughters stay over once or twice a month. They live so close and I see them all the time so it is more stable for them to go to bed each night in the house they were raised in. I will not send money to aid or 'relocate' anyone who I have not already had many sessions/trial periods with. When I get to know you and am planning a session or trial period with you I will provide you with my personal information (verifiable) and even vid chat so that you feel secure about meeting me. Any other questions ask. I will respond to messages here but chats are so much easier on messengers or by phone where there can actually be a flow to the conversation instead of waiting minutes or days between messages to your/my inbox here.

This isn't really a fantasy for me. It would be much easier to be able to be satisfied with 'normal' relationships and typical sexual acts but I know that I never will be. The pool of prospects would be much bigger if I was that way but I'm not. I know how I am. Doesn't mean that you can't enjoy some of the typical things that anyone would in any type of relationship but it does mean that if you don't have a slave/cunt mentality you won't do well with me for long unless I just use you occasionally.