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A slave is who i am at the very heart and soul of my being. i am an owned, collared and numbered slave. Any contact from a Dominant requires contact through my Master (Teacherplus). If you wish to contact me, please contact Him first. i obey Him. Thank you for understanding and honoring this protocol. You may link to Uus on f_e_t (i am babygirl007) or through Alt.com (i am esclave_laura) ~ or i would be happy to supply His email if You wish to approach. Please be respectful and just ask. Wwe are in an open poly relationship. "If you want to awaken all of humanity, then awaken all of yourself. If youwant to eliminate the suffering in the world, then eliminate all that is dark and negative in yourself. Truly, the greatest gift you have to give is that ofyour own self-transformation." ~ Lao Tzu
i bloom under a Master's hand, at His feet. i am His nun (sister) as i move through this realm solitary with grace, honor, dignity and love. i am His cunt. He loves me unconditionally and helps me to grow in ways that opendoors that take my breath away and bring tears of joy, love, honor and respect for Him, for myself, for the world.......
i am focused on living, breathing and understanding my slavery everyday.
In addition i am focused on my friendships, my art and my writing. i lovepeople...they inspire me...i see them...feel them...and part of my slavery is to write about those experiences. my slavery brings me great joy. i wish Aall kindred and kind peace, love and light on your journey ~ Namaste
“Time is an illusion” ~ Albert Einstein
“The purpose of life is to live it, to taste experience to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experiences.” ~ Eleanor Roosevelt
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us." ~ Marianne Williamson
"Open your mind to new thoughts. Pack your ancient and honored traditions respectfully, and store them in the attic of your past, to remember on days of reminiscence."
"Open your heart to diversity. Love everyone without prejudice or bias. Honor the trainings of your youth by choosing to reinforce the lessons of universal love, while discarding the lessons of fear and exclusion." "Love and honor yourself, those with whom you feel close, those who challenge you, and those you have yet to meet. Make it a conscious daily practice to love and honor yourself and all others."
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Source and Synchronicity 

She went to the bank this day about 35 minutes earlier than her normal daily bank run.

She stood outside for a moment to feel the breeze and the sunshine on her skin.

She watched as a young woman started to walk towards her. The young woman asked if she knew where a particular lawyer was…in her building? Or perhaps somewhere else?

She could feel the weight of the world on this woman as they entered the building and looked at the marquee to see if the lawyer worked in her building.

She turned to the woman and opened her arms. The young woman fell into her, holding on…her whole body trembled and shook as she began to cry and sob uncontrollably. “Shhh…shhhh” she whispered as she held the crying woman, “It’s all going to be alright.”

She took the young woman up to her office to find the lawyers number, so she could set up an appointment to go see him. She handed her some tissues as she looked for the number.

The young woman called the lawyer and as it turned out he had moved to an office two blocks from her home, which was 30 minutes away.

She smiled realizing that Sources hand was instrumental in bringing them together.

She sat with the young woman who shared all that was ripping her heart out…all the darkness that was consuming her. She had lost her job, couldn’t afford to keep her utilities paid and running, lost her children, her father who was a police officer had committed suicide, she just got out of the hospital and there was more…

The young woman felt she had been abandoned by Source…yet in all her sharing she saw where Source was present, continually trying to help her.

She pointed that all out to her, which included this day as well…”Source brought the two of us together”, she said.

She listened more, she encouraged the young woman more, she hugged her more. As they walked to the door to leave, she gave the young woman the box of tissues off her desk and twenty dollars. The young woman said, “You don’t have to do that.”

She said, “Yes I do…you need gas money to get back home and to the lawyers.” The young woman replied, “How did you know that?” and she smiled.

She said, “You also need to get something good to eat.” The young woman replied, “How did you know that?” and she just smiled again.

She gave her phone number to the young woman in case she needed to talk at another time.

She gave the young woman another big reassuring hug right before she left the building.

She said “I love you” to the young woman leaving the building and she turned and smiled, and said “Thank you.”

She has been thinking about the young woman all day, her name like a beautiful flower, her spirit somewhat shattered from life’s events…though she feels reassured that she is going to make it through the darkness.

She felt a strength in her. We are usually stronger than we think we are…

She feels great peace, love and light as she kneels in gratitude…blessed by Source and Synchronicity.

Reflections on Thanksgiving

Thursday, November 28, 2013 

i was dreaming when Master called me this morning at 9:41 am…in the dream, feeling not a care in the world as i was at a garden party, a party at my home…many kindred spirits walking the lawns and having a wonderful time. There was no food or drink…everyone was just enjoying the silence…the touch of each other…the energy of love. my friend and i were on the terrace and he was lighting candles and i said what a wonderful idea…next year the price of admission “2” candles. Just as i said that the phone rang and i answered it yet my voice was delayed in forthcoming on this realm as i was elsewhere…though i heard Him. “Happy Thanksgiving slave.” I purred as the words still not clear for most…though He heard me….”Happy Thanksgiving Daddy.” 

i love when Master wakes me from my dreams, right on time this morning as the focus of “2” came into play of all that i am grateful for. my thoughts flowed throughout the day of the dream i was having when Master woke me...two's...two beautiful, healthy daughters, two hands, two arms, two feet, two legs, two eyes, two ears, two nostrils, [two butt cheeks for spankings ~*wicked grins*~]......simplicity and gratitude in two's...i am grateful each day...each moment...as i flow through the day walking, touching, hearing, writing, dancing, seeing, chopping, cooking, baking, smelling, feeling...i am grateful for all that and more. 

All the traditions of days long ago, while i was growing up, raising my girls, even in the things i cook on Thanksgiving are honored, yet replaced by different things. Not so much traditions any more, just going with the flow of what comes. Time honored traditions remembered though my days are different, the holidays are different, i am different. my traditions from long ago are remembered, some make me smile, some make me feel the learning on a deeper level. i may be solitary in this human form in my cage, though modern technology allows me to touch on many levels....and i do love that my day flows at a peaceful pace....not rushed in the frenzy of having to have anything done on anyone else's time frame. Peaceful as i watch humans rush and get overwhelmed by what they think they need to get done. 

i was late getting up to watch the Macy's Day Parade, though once i was more awake and started moving through my day...that was less important. A tradition from years past...a reminder of all that is changing in my visible word as i flow through each moment in silence...invisible. So the parade wasn't a part of my tradition this year and that seemed right...more than right. 

my day was filled abundantly by those reaching out wishing me a beautiful day. i heard from my daughters, kindred spirits, family…all in the name of love and gratitude. i am grateful that my learning helps my daughters and others on their journeys. Sharing from others of how i’ve touched their lives pushed me deeper in gratitude and brought tears of joy. Even though Wwe don't always know how Wwe touch or affect humans....if it's from a place of love, light, peace, compassion and joy....the affects will ripple in a good, positive, loving way....perhaps not that day ~ though the flow will remain and surface right on time. *smiles* More peaks behind the curtain.... 

my day was very different than years of long ago, solitary, yet filled with peace, love and joy. i shared my day throughout the day with Master. He wrote, “I needed this email, slave.  Tried to picture this day for you earlier in the week.  Felt solitary......yet something assured Me it would be an important day of gratitude and peace.  your words kiss My soul.” 

*smiles* i loved that my words “kissed His soul” assuring Him that my day was filled with gratitude and peace. As i grow older, i have been moving away from the traditions of holidays. There is too much commercialization that pulls away from what the true essence of the holidays mean. Gratitude, Peace and Love. Giving of self, loving one another, inclusion, random acts of kindness…. 

To me every day is Thanksgiving, as i kneel in gratitude with the abundance that i have. my life is a fairy tale to those that have much, much less…those that live in war zones and fear, those that lose loved ones each day. i think it's why it irritates my vibration when i hear those that complain when they have so much....i want to scream from the rooftops "put your lives in perspective people!” 

To me every day is Christmas, the true essence of Christmas magic is available 24/7, 365 days a year to tap into. And i include all religious holidays. Why wait for the holidays to arrive…why not practice each and every day what the holidays represent….Love. Love is the magic in all holiday traditions, no matter what religious faith Yyou follow. 

Wishing Eeveryone….Peace, Love and Light on Yyour journey’s…..

 

More Please...Deeper and Deeper...

 

Master pushes deep into me to quiet me and fill me deeply. He tilts my head back by the hair and says, “More, bitch.”

He feeds on my words. Feeds on my peace. Feeds on my surrender….and wants more, much more. He aches for my soul to suck His cock and for my pussy to warm His heart.

i am open…i am nothing as i take Him deep and then spread wider to take Him deeper.

He is the Wind in the cavern and core of me.

my head is in His lap and He silences me with His cock in my open and ready mouth.

He feels me there….and accepts my offering.

i purr as i suckle my Master’s cock and feel His seed.

He wants more…more of me…more of me in place…more of me in love…more of me enslaved.

i feel more of the human slip away as i go deeper…invisible in a visible world.

He knows the quiet suits me.  He feels the love all around me.

i have spent much of my life in silence…though i move to a difference place of silence.

He feels my mouth take His cock and hears me speak from a new place.

Master:  “What do you need slave?”

slave: “Love Master.”

Master:  “That is a beautiful word…Anything else seven?”

He feels me sucking in love while she learns her voice.

slave: *smiles* “Yes Master....peace....peace on earth, good will and compassion to all...”

Master: “Yessssss….keep sucking, cunt. Feed Me as you service Me.”

mmmmmmm...the flow of His seed is sweet. He feels me pumping and eating.

He lifts my chin so i may look up into His eyes and asks, “What else, slave?”

He feels the intensity of my heart beat as i feel and sense what He asks.

Master smiles: “you ache. you long. I feel it, sweet one. I also feel your wings. Angel wings. Now, ask for what you wish, slave. Speak the word.” His cock engorges in me…feels Himself swell into my opening and my soul. He arches into my offering.

Master: “Say it and it will be.”

He pulls my hair tight and pounds me without moving a muscle

Master’s cock swells to seed my soul…to drown me with love…to jam His joy into me. i am His, completely and eternally…joyous at His feet. He holds His cock deep and waits for me to spew.

slave: Yours Master...i am Yours.

Thanksgiving comes. i live each day, every day in gratitude. i sit in silence, it allows me to feel deeper, to feel the energy flow. Silence frees me as i speak from a new place of surrender.

He cinches up the harness and enjoys the feel of me.

He flicks the reins as i face Mesa.

 i am the Equine that runs and roams the prairie, with the wind in my mane, feeling the love of nature, the love of energy and all that surrounds it....

He smiles as the beast shows herself.

Master drinks in my words….eases into me and claims what is His, as i spread wider and wrap myself around Him. i ease further into surrender….absorb the tightest pinning. He knows i thrive bound, spread and splayed for all to see.

Bound and caged...i am free...

As my slavery goes deeper, Master goes deeper and changes.

Master: “I arch higher and crush you with the change in Me, cunt.”

i feel His soul engorge and push to shoot His soul into me. i feel Him pump me and fuck me with each sentence i speak.

Master: “Take My soul and come back on your knees for more, slave.”

i am eternally on my knees, at His feet….in surrender, peace, love and moving through the flow in peace and gratitude.

In this place, all is love. Each crack of the whip.  Each kiss on the neck. Each stretch of each muscle.  All is love.  A dungeon of undoing. i am His sweet cunt seven.

Work flow was busy…i do my work, my best as the human is present for duties, yet i am not here anymore…invisible in a visible world ~*smiles*~ completing the tasks at hand. i sense it will be another weekend of packing, purging and painting…more preparation for the move. A month ago all that needed to be done seemed to overwhelm and now it doesn’t as it’s been released. Master teaches to focus more on what’s been accomplished versus what has to be completed. There is greater peace in that journey, so that is where my focus stays.


Master can feel the peaceful place i exist in this day. He likes where i am and the feel of me. He smiled me when He called after i had just returned from lunch, splashing in the puddles on the way into the dungeon. He likes the place i dwell, like He could devour me, only today He said “you are very fuckable slave.” Wwe laughed enjoying the moment. He feels my surrender and how wide open i am for whatever flows ~ *wicked grins* ~ my journey feeds Him and helps Him on His journey more than i realize at times. Wwe all do that by touching others, many times without even realizing the impact Wwe have on humans and kindred spirits that cross Oour path each day.


i am sitting and feeling my place in a whole new light…the quiet nurtures me and my hearing increases. i was put to sleep for 4 hours after my week and Friday dungeon duties finished. It was interesting that i didn’t feel tired when i returned to my cage, yet sleep came quick and deep, until Master called and Wwe talked for a bit. Wwe talked of how important it is for Eeveryone to share Ttheir gifts. i feel the shortening of my leash, not at Master’s hand, at Councils…evidence given each day. The more that’s taken away, the more i give away and purge…the more i share my gifts result in greater celebration of freedom and peace.


2:00 am took a stroll outside, feeling the dampness of the earlier rain, my senses smelling, seeing and feeling the cleansing and nourishment everything of nature received…hearing the peacefulness that looms when most are fast asleep. The full moon quickly approaches on Sunday, yet it appears already full and the energy is intense as my primal surfaces and begins to put me through my paces…feeling the fast moving currents…grateful for the grounding energy. It’s all good…~*smiles*~ 
“Sundays Full Moon in Taurus brings grounding energy to balance the fast moving currents that create our life. It is time to go with the flow and enjoy the journey.” Quote by Blue Moon Shamanic Reiki

my days are peaceful...even in the swirl of the human experience.
Words, thoughts and dreams flow like the ocean across the miles and kiss my lips...doors open...dreamscapes...The spirit flows from one realm to another as the manifestation of all things open doors...and i am free in my cage enveloped in the peace of what comes even without knowing what's on the other side of the doors that unlock and open. ~ ♥ ~

i am grateful...
Wishing you a peaceful journey enveloped with great joy and love.
~ ♥ ~ Namaste ~ ♥ ~

Deeper and Deeper.......
my phone rang this morning...as it does most mornings...the ring tone designated to let me know Master is calling.
me: “Good Morning Master.”
Master: “Good Morning cunt.”
me: whimpers as my pussy pulses and the juices start to flow…i could feel the peace and smile in His voice…
Master: “What’s the magic word slave?”
me: “More please...”
Master: “Good girl...”
me: “Thank You Master.”
Master: “What’s the magic word slave?”
me: “More please...Deeper please Master.”
Master: “Get ready for it bitch.”
me: “Yes Master.”
Once upon a time i used to ask for my slavery to go deeper. i used to ask for “more please…deeper please.” Then i stopped for a while as things seemed to escalate at a rate beyond anything i could have imagined. i could hear Master wickedly chuckle and say “Be careful what you wish for slave.” ~*smiles*~ All of it moved my slavery to a deeper place. i sense that the Universe and Master have been giving me a little breathing room…to get my bearings in this new place i reside in now. 
Now Master moves me to ask for it and without hesitation i do…i’m ready. He senses and feels it, as do i. The roller coaster….click, click, click goes the chains that pull the cars to the top…as i hold on with anticipation and excitement…nearing the top…ready to feel the wind in my hair as my slavery plummets deeper and deeper.  Exciting adventures await. 

Joyeux 52 ~ Tuesday, November 12th, 2013

Monday was such an amazing powerful day. The Universe fed me so much on so many levels, splayed and opened me up wider, deeper and in a new place of surrender. When Master and i talked, Christmas’ of past came up and i found myself talking of some very painful memories in a very matter of fact way…realizing that the pain had been released, though the learning left to help me on my journey. The human becomes more invisible, my past experiences are past and the emotions connected are gone, yet honored and woven into the tapestry of all that i am.

my youngest daughter who works as a CNA in 2 assisted livings shared her evening with me. i felt great joy and gratitude that she realizes her calling at a young age. That i have been blessed with the opportunity to help her on her journey…to help her see and feel her place. She didn’t complain that her co-workers didn’t share in their responsibilities…she focused on the opportunities that she was given to help additional residents and all the blessings, joy and gifts she received in the process. She didn’t take a flirtatious moment from a 102 year old man as a dark, dirty thing…instead she engaged his flirtatious banter and they laughed, had fun and as she brought him joy…her joy multiplied ten times over. i smiled feeling the love and joy, as i remembered this past summer when she decided she was going to control her life and move from Minnesota and do what she wanted. Her journey took her to Georgia and then Arkansas, until she finally surrendered and Source put her right back in Minnesota to honor her calling, her passions of working with seniors in Minnesota. She ended her sharing with “Today just truly made EVERYTHING SO OBVIOUS! I really really really love my job!” Wouldn’t it be lovely if all humans surrendered to their calling. When one loves what they do, when it comes from a place of love and passion…it’s not work or a job at all. ~*smiles*~

i watched some Christmas movies…i love the magic of Christmas…i love that i feel that magic all year long.

Then i was moved to watch “I Am” which is the message of “Be the change you want to see in the world…Wwe are all one.” i encourage Aall to watch this movie…powerful…humans making a difference one person at a time. If you don’t get Netflix, you can watch it on Utube in (7) segments. Yes the “7” segments made me smile and i smiled even bigger when the movie is “77” minutes long. You know…seven being my number and all ~*smiles*~

i went to bed naked and shackled, powdered my bottom and the infinity around my breasts...my nipples always become hard and erect when i do that and i was moved to clip them with clothespins *smiles* Master had given me permission to touch. What i wasn't expecting was the intense pain it brought that caused my clit to swell and pulse almost instantaneously. The last few times i clipped my nipples there was little pain involved at all...one time no affect what so ever. my small black vibe to the side of my clit brought an intense orgasm quickly. i didn’t need penetration this night at my hand, since Source had me splayed wide open and penetrated deep by the events of the day. Then thinking i would be awake for awhile...started to read...The last few days i picked up "Letters of the Scattered Brotherhood" by Mary Strong. Seems i can only get through a page or two before i'm sent into a deep sleep.

The words i read before sleep and dreams came:

"WE HAVE TALKED about the startle of daily life, how it is not the reality, but the dream life that you see. For when you are plunged into the sea of sensuous existence, your true life leaves you like smoke. It evaporates into the stuff of dreams; it is hard to hold yourself to yourself. Let us try to understand the deep meaning of atonement, at-one-ment.

Your past experiences are past indeed, those strains and emotions of sensuous life are gone and what has remained is the temple of your own building, that edifice not built by hands. The reality of you is in the invisible, the intangible. In retrospect your spiritual milestones stand stronger to you in their fixed position than any outward experience. Having arrived at this understanding try now, quietly, gently, without too much effort of self-discipline, to keep in the invisible, train yourself to keep immaterial. Watching and praying are essential. When hard pressed by old habits and you are under the heavy blanketing of times and events, you, as it were, disappear. This is the moment to step back into the invisible, for the invisible will enfold you and give you great power in the visible world.

Acquire new habits, I cannot tell you how, I can only try to awaken your desire. If your desire is to be in the presence of the infinite omniscient Spirit it must mean that you lay down your sensuous material life that you may find strength and happiness, beauty and knowledge, by being in holy communion with the Spirit within. Do not misunderstand me in this; play is good, is necessary and normal, pleasures are important; the question is---What does your mind feed upon? What is your scale of values? To meet this Spirit within, which is invisible to the human life, you must acquire a quality and a technique in dwelling in the invisible while in the visible.

You know, you sense, as does the race in spite of its trial and error existence, that there are forces beyond our understanding. As you become stronger in your realization of this immortality with you, the clearer will the way be revealed to you...how to keep yourself dissolved and refined in the betraying, impinging, benumbing, outer visible world that you may find yourself strong and serene while in the flesh. See your true self as a huge mountain, calm and lofty, still and eternal. The daily task, the mean, the malicious, the challenging, the seeming meaninglessness of this little, measured existence---see through them all while you are in them, to the lofty pinnacle of your inner self. Nothing here has scale; limitless, infinite, transcendent.

Now that you know, now that you begin to realize your godhood, take measures to keep invisible in a visible world, immortal in a mortal world, eternal in a changing world, continually reborn in a dying world. "He shall take holiness for an invisible shield." Wisdom of Solomon"

Words so timely…honors where i’m at and resonates deeply. Then i went into a deep sleep....[part of me has been questioning going to Mesa because i wonder if that is still my path for non-profits...if so how is it going to unfold being in a state that has so many assisted livings for profit. ~ yet i'm being pulled there...i feel it...i move forward in trust that it will all unfold as it is suppose to...] The dreams came silently, quietly, working with seniors, volunteering other places on my days off...learning every nook and cranny of runny these facilities...i was in a board room, talking to owners of some of these facilities that were losing money and not making profits and i pitched the idea to turn them into non-profits...to tap into their true nature of love and to help their fellow man with wanting nothing in return. *smiles* i flowed into a deep sleep with a smile. Must have stayed busy on other realms as i woke not rested, like i was put through my paces *smiles* tethered and whipped with Master’s cock shoved down my throat.

It was important for me to just sit in the silence this morning feeling all that has unfolded this month, the last few days....so much feels like a dream....like it happened in another place, another time. Master called this morning and i felt His cock penetrate me as His words flowed. Wwe have moved to a deeper place. The slave begins to feel Him more as i feed and penetrate Him more with all that flows. He wants more from His cunt and this slave surrenders to that…The more i give to Him, the more He disappears and becomes Theirs. The more i give…the deeper my slavery flows…deeper than i could have imagined. .

Through discussions with Master, i realized i had been sad because my brother and sister, my parents were in such dark places, i wanted more, deeper loving relationships with them....and i am forever reminded that family goes well beyond blood….that i have no control over other humans choices. That i am so grateful for the learning i take with me even though they are not in my life on this physical plane, yet the learning and the love goes deep. So i take the blood related part of it out of the equation, Source has given me family in a greater capacity than i could have ever imagined. i remember Bob my mentor in college, a father figure, i remember saying to him that i wished i could have a relationship with my father like Bob and i had....though now when i look back, i feel overwhelming blessed by the kindred spirits that Source has put in my path over the years. The learning that humans try to control the outcome. The learning of being open to what comes. All of them, the experiences to get me to here and beyond....so i "take measures to keep invisible in a visible world, immortal in a mortal world, eternal in a changing world, continually reborn in a dying world." i am eternally grateful that my prayers were/are answered. That Source sent my Master and Aall who have crossed and continue to cross my path to help me on my journey, to keep me on track, to push me to share all my gifts...to be the best i can be...to help others be the best they can be...to listen, share, inspire and love. To make a difference one day at a time, one person at a time....i love You Master, so much it hurts sometimes...love and tears of joy for You and my journey ~ kisses ~

Love, Your seven

Grateful and Joyous slave for the Universe

Rituals and Dreams….Monday, November 11th, 2013

Master instructed me to go to bed Sunday night, naked and shackled, to powder [a ritual of powdering my bottom and using powder to move the infinity around my breasts], to suckle on His cock, to feel Him. “That’s it,” He said and i knew that meant don’t even ask to touch.

i did as instructed, naked and shackled, powdered and suckled on Master’s cock...feeling Master…my pussy was soaked…i was obedient and did not touch...feeling my slavery move to a new place, a deeper place.

Sleep moved me to that in between place, i saw flashes of whites and blues in my third eye as Arizona came into focus. i was traveling around getting to know the area. i was hiking with knee high hiking boots to protect from the elements in nature. Then i was in a house with a roommate...we walked around our cage naked most of the time. she warned me there would be company this night, i said i'll be up in my room. i was getting a cup of tea when the doorbell rang....i made it to the stairs and was walking up when she let her company in and i heard "mmm a very spankable ass" i turned and smiled as i kept walking and said, "You'd have to talk with my Master about that." i went to my room and sat in bed reading and enjoying my tea. A while later there was a knock at my door and i said come in. He opened the door and *smiled* and said, "I'd like to talk to your Master about your spankable ass." i smiled and gave him a card with Master’s contact information on it. He thanked me, said goodnight, shut my door and went back downstairs.

The dream felt sweet, easy, real and right.

Then Master called, i thought at first i was still dreaming. Then i thought i  had overslept for Monday morning dungeon duties, though when i looked at the clock it was 2am. Master’s voice was soft and sweet as He spoke…. “Your slavery touches Me deeply slave. I love you.” “Thank You Master. i love You.” Master hung up and i went back to sleep, though seemed to stay in that in between place until i woke for Monday morning dungeon duties at 7:07am.

Sunday, November 10th, 2013 

Throughout the week, Master and i talked of my move to Mesa. He will approve everything. my trip out there prior to the move, when i move, what job i take, the cage that i will live in, when i depart for Mesa, who i visit on the 5-6 days it takes me to drive there, all expenditures, basically everything. Do Wwe know exactly when it will all take place? No. Wwe move forward in trust that it all will arrive right on time. *smiles* 

When Master called me Friday, He said “It’s going to be a “P”ing weekend.” Meaning packing, purging and painting. More preparation for my move to Mesa, Arizona. Letting go of things is proving to be more of a challenge than anticipated. i have storage units to liquidate, as well as most of everything in my cage, keeping my art supplies, clothes and a few personal items. Master will approve of anything that goes in the car when i depart. Books…i love books, have many bookshelves of books that i’ve collected over the last twenty plus years. All woven into my journey that brings me to now. i took (3) boxes of books to donate to the library Saturday. More will follow as i trust they will arrive right on time for another kindred spirit to read. Others will go to friends, kindred spirits…moved by spirit. Trusting the flow….

The soul awakens...more...trying to find the balance in all that unfolds. Knowing the move and working with seniors will stir much and passions will reach new heights. i feel her caged and her struggles...the ego wanting to engage and sabotage. Trying not to focus on all that needs to be done and moving through the day and getting what can be done...done. Making the magic of manifesting the priority as i task away. Setting more things in motion. Seems Council has helped with the shielding, allowing me to observe, yet helping me to realize it's all just stuff...yet it's challenging at times because there are memories attached to the stuff, to the books...to it all...so each day i let more go...there is great freedom in that *smiles* it's all learning *smiles* 

As the soul awakens more…i shed the old and it feels like new, like a birthing, shedding past attachments. Honoring all the memories as i feel them woven into my tapestry. Realizing my artist demands expression on all levels…in my slavery, my calling to work with seniors, listening and being there for others, my writing and all my artistic endeavors whether that entails a pencil, ink, clay or a paint brush. Not honoring my gifts on every level, not sharing them freely denies my light to myself and to the world. 

Master wants me caged and free. Deeper and deeper into that place beyond all the bullshit. He wants me naked and safe. His. i am His as i kneel each day and my slavery deepens.

Master knows i need to be “lashed to paint and write and produce.” That i need to be “harnessed and sent into the world to heal.” He grows impatient with things in this world. He would like to put me in a machine that milks my gifts and give them to the world. He wants me to whore my art, words and touch….my truest strength and beauty.

Master said to me today, “you are a gold mine virtually untapped, cunt. You need restriction and whipping and bondage. Need it. More than you know and MUCH more than you accept. i want to squeeze you into bondage so tight…..” …..my journey would frighten many.

Master and i both know the power Wwe possess as spirits walking this earth in human form. i feel Master’s cock inside me, a handful of my hair entwined in His fingers as i feel His strength, His love and understand His capacity. In Oour conversation He wrote, “Life is a celebration of this reality.  Joyous beyond comprehension on levels that begin with the senses and transcends them. Wings spread wide and full as we soar above our flesh. Arms wide in gratitude as we kiss the stars. Hugging the world with each person we touch. So much wonder, slave. So much joy. So much arousal and love. you are love. you are light. you are so much beauty and awe. I love the depth of your light. The world needs all of your light, slave. ALL of it. I love you.”

i am blessed and most grateful to have a Master that feels me and knows me at a depth that no one ever has. A Master that honors all that i am and pushes me beyond my comfort zones...all because He wants me to be the very best i can be.  Proud to be His as i kneel at His feet. Thank You Master for all that You are and all that You do…i love You ~ ~

Your seven,

At Your feet ~ my choice ~ my place ~ my joy

This post crossed my path on facebook today and it resonated deeply. Glimmers of all that i am....yet so much more....

 

A DANGEROUS WOMAN
By: Jennifer Farley

I am a dangerous woman…

Infinitely compassionate and wildly loving.
Softly strong and strongly soft in my ways.
Don’t get to close, you may see dreams come true and wishes appear from thin air.

I am a dangerous woman…….

Able to give unconditional love from an endless well within.
Blindingly bright ~ I will continue to shine until the stars fade from the heavens.
For God’s sake, don’t give me your heart, I might show you what it’s for and how to use it.

I am a dangerous woman……

Capable and real.
Genuine and wise.
Whatever you do, don’t tell me your secrets, I will keep them.

I am a dangerous woman…….

Gently staunch in my defense of family, friends and home. Crazy in love with my life.
Don’t expose me to your children, I may teach them something of value.

I am a dangerous woman………

Reveling in my sensuality.
Enjoying all the pleasures of being female.
Stay away from me if a lover that is both your equal and your joy is what you seek.

I am all that I am meant to be.
If this means danger then……

I AM a dangerous woman.

 

In the silence of Oour minds come the answers....

All things are revealed if one is open to listen....to listen and hear even if the answers are not what Wwe want to hear. *smiles*

i learn and grow each day under a Master's hand who knows me at a depth that frightens and excites me...and He loves me unconditionally. He trusts the flow and lives and breaths every moment with truth, honor, respect, positivity, inclusion and love for Aall. Any who approach will be held to the same standard that He expects of His slaves and Himself. His truth is an open book, literally...as He has written 6 books that speak His truth.

Master knows what i seek, want and need, often before i do. The lessons of late as Wwe are given peeks behind the curtain make me go wow. Trust the flow...truths will be revealed. As a spirit having the human experience it is easy. As a human...if the ego enters the flow it muddies the water. The absence of ego is a joyous blissful journey.

Wishing Aall a joyous journey of peace, love and light ~
slave laura
At His feet...my choice, my place, my joy
 

Whispers by babygirl0112 2 days ago

As the suns embers start to appear just off the horizon
As my mind slowly awakens to the new day
my body awakens to Your essence
my mind hears Your whispers
my soul desires Your touch

As the suns embers start to burn a little brighter
As my eyes open to the new day
my body feels Your finger tips slowly run down the curve of my back
my mind hears Your whispers
my soul hungers for Your touch

As the suns rays begin to burn brightly
As the corners of my lips curve into a smile
my body feels Your gentle passionate kisses linger on my skin
my mind hears Your whispers
my soul is on fire for Your touch

As the suns heat warms up the day
As a soft moan escapes my lips
my body feels the moisture running down my thighs
my mind hears Your whispers
my soul calls Your name ~ Master ~