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averyrealboy

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Located in Manchester New Hamshire for the time being
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i am not seeking a Master or Mistress as i am married and quite happy with things the way they are... i may be married but i am still a slave in mind, body,soul and spirit.. now... that being said please proceed with the rest of my profile :)
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Love is pain, Pain is growth, Growth is necessary, Learn something new every day, Even if it from someone unexpected, Y/you may use it one day.last... you never know
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A natural slave is truly a gift. But most just don't get it.

i am as my name states. a very real boy. a natural alpha male slave who knows his place in the BDSM and D/s lifestyles. i have been in this lifestyle for 20+ years and knelt before a Mistress as Her live in for 8 years. So i am fully aware of what this is all about. Never be fooled about me... i may be alpha male but i know my role. i live to serve and serve to live.

To serve a Dominant is truly a gift for both the Dominant and submissive or slave. Each gives to the other what T/they need or desire and that power exchange is priceless. But there must be compromise... for if there is no compromise then there is no total power exchange and the very foundation of the relationship is weak. To me this foundation is built on trust, compromise, communication, honesty and the willingness to be open minded. To push the very limits we have to in order to break through and break free from the bonds W/we are held down by in the world that are considered "the norm". i am in no way gender restrictive meaning i will serve Mistress or Master, Ma'am or Sir, Heterosexual, Gay, Lesbian or any other Dominant so long as They respect me as a slave. i am as they say "gender fluid" because it is my belief that all Dominants have different styles, different ways and different gifts to give to me as a slave. And in turn i give back to Them as well. The circle of TPE fulfills the heart, soul, mind, body and spirit of both Dominant and submissive/slave. It is truly a beautiful thing.

i dislike drama and i don't take sides or conform to a "clique" mentality. i am totally and completely neutral. If you come to me for advise i will do my best to help you, but do not come to me with rumors, innuendos, or issues with someone else that i may be friends with and expect me to decide on one or the other. i would just as soon walk away from both than be put in a position to choose. i never have been nor will i ever be "guilty by association" so if that's they way you want it, don't bother. my friends are my friends period. i choose my friends based on characteristics and qualities that i see in them. The way i treat people is the way i expect to be treated in return. It's not beyond me to take the shirt off my back for you... but one thing that i cannot and will not stand for is to be lied to, deceived, or spoken about behind my back. You can rest assured that if i have an issue with you... i will come to you about it. Being honest as i am can be a little hard for some to understand but at the very least you can never question my honesty nor my integrity.

Mistress Passion:
You are the epitome of what a Mistress should be. Kind and gentle and yet firm and strict. i can say with no hesitation that having You in my life has brought me great joy. There were times when i thought i could not go another day living with the pain i carried and yet You were there to tell me i better not give up. The road we have traveled has been filled with joy, laughter and some hard times. But You have always supported me 100%. Thank You from the bottom of this slaves heart.

Madame Laura:
You always claim Your a Sadist and You have lived up to that in every way. Your visit brought new life and light to my otherwise dark existence. i will always remember the time You spent with me. How could i ever forget? One day i hope to see You again. And once again bow...to You Madame. Love always.

Grand Master Stu:
You were patient, kind, loving and one of the most important parts of my life. i'll miss You but You'll always be in my thoughts. You believed in me when i felt there was nothing left to believe in. Your truly deserved the title of "Grand Master".

skip jennings:
you never minced words no matter what the consequences may be. you stood your ground with conviction and strength. And though your gone i will always look up to you and use you as an example for my own life. See you on the other side my friend.

Mistress Elizabeth:
You dear Lady were one of a kind. To me there will never be a finer Sublime Lady of OWK in my lifetime. You were the classiest of the classy Ladies. No one compares. Thank You for your support. You are missed.
Mistress Bree:
What can i say? i watched you grow from the slave you once were into what You have become. WOW... You've come such a long way! W/we shared so much together. i will never be able to thank You enough =)

Steve Balsom:
I have truly been blessed to have you as a part of my life. You always understood and made me laugh when i felt so very sad. The memories i have of our time together will always be with me. See you on the other side my brother.

Grand Master Trainer:
There was a time when You saw something in me even though i was so very new to all this. You spoke the words "One day sweet boy you will train others and show then the right path, and how to be their very best". Those words echo in my mind even now, 20 years later as i begin to give back what was so freely and lovingly given to me. You left me speechless then and now those words are coming true. i can only hope to be half as good a teacher and mentor as You were for me. i love You from the very bottom of my heart.

"Big Daddy" Mason:
On a warm summer day in Newfoundland i came across a website that would forever change my life as i know it. i love beagles, they are one of my favorite dogs simply because they are so full of life and vocal. Ma'am found Beagle Paws and looking through it saw that they were looking for volunteers. People to feed, water and spend time with the beagles that were to be adopted. i spent several weekends there and one weekend i was in a down mood but went anyway. He strolled out of the back area, chew toy in his mouth and came right up to me. We wrestled, we ran around and chased each other and he howled at me. Little did i know he would soon become a part of our life. On a cold day in november you were to go to a foster home. But they didn't come get you. So we brought you home. Special needs and all. Seizures were the norm but we worked tirelessly to get them settled down. You went a year without one and finally we had you back to full health.

You spent 2 1/2 years with us. Howling, playing, being silly and making us laugh and remember what life is all about. On May 2nd, 2011 you crossed the rainbow bridge and went to be with the angels. You loved unconditionally, gave endlessly, fought through every battle like a trooper. You will truly be missed. I'll always hear your howl in my ears. One last kiss before you go. Daddy and Mommy love you mason. Run free in the sun and snow with no more seizures or other ailments and enjoy it. See you on the other side.

i have had so many positive influences in my life as a slave and a person. And i am grateful to all of them. God bless E/everyone and remember...play safe and have fun!
12/3/2012 6:52:05 PM

Well never again will i reveal that side of me again. i was honest with someone about it and what did it get me? Unceremoniously tossed out of a room that i thought i could be safe in. i was honest with you and you used it against me. And then... when you realized you were wrong tried to apologize and cover your tracks. i will never trust anyone again to see that side of me. Quoth the raven "NEVERMORE!!!!"

12/3/2012 6:51:09 PM

Well never again will i reveal that side of me again. i was honest with someone about it and what did it get me? Unceremoniously tossed out of a room that i thought i could be safe in. i was honest with you and you used it against me. And then... when you realized you were wrong tried to apologize and cover your tracks. i will never trust aNnyone again to see that side of me. Quoth the raven "NEVERMORE!!!!"

11/27/2012 5:40:40 PM

Lately it's been hard for me to deal with life on lifes terms. my addiction is getting bad again, my depression is really keeping me down and i'm just generally in a foul mood. Guess i just gotta keep the faith and stay strong.

6/12/2012 5:38:46 PM

The ache is starting to get bad again. It's been so long since my last play but because of some health issues i'm having it's just not in the cards. Sure hope once i get all this resolved i can take a much needed trip into subspace. But until then i always have the memories of other wonderful journeys. Be well and play safe E/everyone.

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anita4realluv
 
 Age: 26
 Seattle, Washington