aveneg

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I was really young, I cannot remeber when but I found myself having a fascination with a lot of things feminine. I liked perfume and lace, lipstick and nailpolish, frilly panties and garter belts. My memories are of putting on perfume, and playing with nailpolish. I couldn't place why I felt many things I did. I had this idea of the girl I had a crush on humiliate me. I wrote to her once saying I need to be punished and that she should stuff my mouth with her soiled socks... the seed somehow was planted. Without knowing domination I game girlfriends in my teenage years lots of opportunity to use me and to service their pleasure and not mine. I enjoyed being tied up and being forced to make them happy. My family was quite important and I was treated like royalty which made this much more so a turnon. I grew up with staff to help with things and a driver to take me to school and back. Beign humiliated and used by a girl was such a turnon.. In college, I am now 34, I dated girls but none were into the scene and I have been seeing pro dommes on and off. I founded a company which today is quite large andthis success and authority have only increased the desire for wanting to be a submissive. You can probably tell that I have had success come easy to me and I am always having to run things, and have respobsibility. I tried secondlife a few years ago but lost touch with a mistress I met there. A couple of months ago I began a search for a mistress and went online. The few that I found online appeared to be more geared towards a fee and to for me to get release. I'd really like to meet someone whom I can trust and build something with. I am sure this is what everyone wants.. I came across an online domme with a link to and here I am. I will share a favorite memory from a few months ago with a pro domme. It involves me being feminized (bra, lipstick, makeup, panties arond my knees) stretched on a dresser/ottoman with my bum exposed. She placed the full length mirror at an angle so I could see myself while I was fucked. This was a new boundary for me and a big moment for me. Before I never thought I could do this but it's now complete. I loved it and am ready to explore more... I travel internationally extensively and often work late which doesn't help. I'm willing to devote myself to a Mistress and hope that I can find one in my lifetime.