Hello Everyone…. Well the wedding plans are in full swing…. As I sit here at work with the possibly of 1-3 inches of snow today and Christmas is looming, my thoughts are concerned with May…. I cannot put into words how happy I am… My Master loves me and I him… I lay in bed with him at night and he has his leg and arm around me, I lay there and think how happy I am and how much he loves me… I expect to wake up finding that I dreamt the whole thing, that this past year didn’t really happen… Even though the first few months were very rocky, sometimes you have to go through the bad to get to the good stuff… I think that means if things get tough again, we can get through it and be OK….And things are not perfect, but nothing is in life… All I know is that when he holds me and looks at me and I see the love in his eyes, it’s enough to make me tear up if not burst into tears that I am so happy… It over whelms my heart that much, it’s to much to contain…. It’s all those sappy love song I used to hate come true….All my life I dreamt that I would have a man to think I am special and to love me so much… I did have one once, but he died and I thought that was it…. I had missed my chance because of his fate…. But now thanks to collarme, I have a love that is so special and precious that I hold on to it with both hands…. He thinks because of his problems he is not anything special, but I know better… I am no great “catch” myself, so him loving me so much makes him special… As I look at what I have written, it still does not begin to cover how I feel and how happy I am with him… We both had given up finding someone and neither of us ever thought we would get married… But it’s going to happen in 6 short months, and I am so excited about it….  His love is the best Christmas present I could ever get and I have it all year long…. For those still searching, DO NOT GIVE UP!!!!!! It can happen if you keep on trying…. I thought the same way you do, but you need to keep trying… You never know who you will miss if you give up…. I now know that for real…. Keep trying and Blessed Be…

Hello Everyone…. Well I am so proud of Master…. He is now going on his third day w/o a cigarette…. I know he said way back in April he was going to quit, on his site, but several things happened in the interim, with us and other people. Plus the fact that he was allergic to the patches(he had a big red spot where the patch had been)… I am hoping he can really beat it this time, Lord knows he has tried enough times to get off…. I know 3 days is not long, but when you have smoked as long as he has, it’s HUGE…. I just don’t want anything to happen to mess it up for him… But I am so PROUD of him for doing well so far… Now if I can just loose some weight, we will be in good shape….

Well, it’s been a while since I posted a new entry… But we have been busy… My Master says I make him happier than he ever thought he would be… He made me a new jeweled collar recently that is very pretty… We are starting a tropical fish business and once the business is doing well, we are planning to get married… I think that is something neither of us thought we would do… I don’t think he will ever know how happy he makes me… Of course we still have problems, what couple doesn’t??? But I think because of what problems we have already over come that my Master and I will get through them just fine… I hate leaving him everyday to go to work… Maybe someday, I won’t have to.. But right now we have no choice… We spend as much time as we can together… I have gotten so that I hate to have to stop at the store or anywhere else after work… Because it is longer then until I am home with him… If it were not for Collar Me, I would not have found my perfect Master and love of my life… I don’t think he will ever know how happy he has made me… I can’t think of my life without him now… It’s the best thing… We are both so happy, and we never thought it would be possible… But it’s out there… You can find your Master and love at the same time… I know I did… I am so happy to be his “Little Pet”.

Well… Master and I have been together for about 3 weeks now… Mostly things have been going well… We have had a few stumbling blocks… Some of which I won’t talk about here… But the biggest ones have been him getting used to my family…. I have a big family, something which he is not used to AT ALL!!!! And we are close to each other… I always say we are like the movie “My Big Fat Greek Wedding” except we aren’t Greek. But when she says everyone is in everyone else’s business, that’s us… So for Master this was a big deal… He made it to my Mother’s for Christmas eve, but could not get himself to go through with going to my sister’s for Christmas dinner… Then spent the day worrying about how upset I was when I left and hoping I was not going to end our relationship… I told him just because you get angry, doesn’t mean you throw in the towel… Well last night was his turn to be angry… I have a friend, who was actually someone I slept with once… This guy is not a Master, and we have not ever slept together since that 1 time over a year ago… But Master is jealous of him, and does not like the fact we are friends. I called to talk to my friend last night, since it has been over a month since we talked voice to voice... We e-mail frequently, and he was going to come to see me this next weekend, but I stopped him from coming for his visit because of the way Master feels about this…. Master was angry about me spending so much time talking on the phone with him and actually had to go for a ride on his bike to cool down… I thought maybe this could be a death nail in our relationship, but he reminded me of what I said on Christmas day… I just wish he felt better about my friend… I don’t know if it helps him for me to say it here or not, but I will… I LOVE MY MASTER…This WILL NOT change, no matter what happens about anything else!!! He is the MOST IMPORTANT person in my life now… My friends are just friends, and I plan to always be friends with them, but I will LOVE MY Master forever.  My collar comes before everything else, because it is a symbol of my Master’s love for me… I am proud to wear his collar and have him in my life… I wish all the slaves and subs on the site find the same feeling I have with my Master, because it is a truly wonderful feeling to have…

Hello All….

Well, I went out to Indiana last weekend and brought my Master home to me. I have to be honest and tell you I was sooooo scared to go. I really thought at the last second I would chicken out and not go. But I am glad I did.  He makes me smile everyday so far. It is soooo nice to wake up in the morning chained to him and wait for him to release me from bed. I am blessed that he cares so much. We do have some problems to work through, and they may take some time. But I know I have to for him, and he for me. I go home in the evening and he has my beautiful pink collar waiting for me. So that when I undress for him, he puts it on for me and I wear it all evening and night. I know it is the one tangible symbol of his love and desire for me to be his “Lil Pet Slave”. He keeps his knife collection hidden from me, because he knows that they would scare me. He only has about 3-4 of them, but he does not want me to be scared. I finally got to sit by his feet the other night and it was wonderful. To put my head in his lap and just have him pet me and talk to me. I am soooo happy to have him there and be the “Lil Pet Slave” he has always wanted.

Hello everyone. Well, time goes so very slowly. At least it seems to for my Master and I. If you want to read his comments concerning me, his user name is FroggiesRppl2. As for me, I cannot wait until I am in his loving arms, or naked, collared and sitting at his feet. He is getting me a pretty pink collar and leash which will be so nice. He can’t wait to put it on me. And I can’t wait to wear it. Sometimes Master gets on my nerves, like when I get all comfy at night and we are talking on the phone and he makes me get up to take my medicine. GRRRRRR. I try and fight him about it, but he doesn’t let me. I am doing my best to commit my rules to memory. Some are easy, some complicated. But I want to please him so much, so I am working on doing so and then he will know how much I want to please him. Master knows how hard some things are for me and he says he is proud of me for trying my best. Sometimes I wonder why, but he says it is because I make him smile everyday. He does his daily routine thinking about his “Lil Pet”. I just hope he doesn’t wreck his bike doing that!!! When I hear his voice the MANY times a day we talk on the phone my heart soars and goes pitter patter. I can’t wait until the next time we talk on the phone and I hate to hang up. But we have to sleep and I have to work, but I can’t wait until we do all that together. I know I will feel much better about things when we are actually together. Master has no idea how much he makes my heart smile, and the extent of the love that is growing in my heart for him. Sometimes it is so overwhelming, I almost hurt from it. Everyone pray that this next 12 days goes very fast and that I wheel my way to my Beloved Master very soon. I know it will not ever be soon enough for me.

Hi Everyone!!!!!! Well my Master and I had a little “problem” over the weekend. He was being a little overly possessive of me. I guess he has good reason, but it upset me greatly that he did not trust ME!!!! I think he now knows the depth of my commitment to him. I don’t want anything to come between him and his “Little Pet”. And he wrote in his journal in here that the situation was his fault and he apologized for it. I am glad he did this and that we weathered the storm of a problem which could have been very serious. I think he now knows that he cannot judge me by the women he has dealt with in the past. And in so doing, I have realized I cannot judge him by the men I have had in the past. I will still have fear. But I will not let it prevent me from coming to him and bringing him home to be with me very soon. Actually not soon enough for either one of us. I will say now that I believe I am falling in love with my Master, and he with me. Maybe that it a line that Masters and slaves should not cross, but we have and it feels GOOD. My fear is still there and still needs to bee addressed, but we will do it together. I will wear his collar soon and the day that happens will be the best day of my life.