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I am now under consideration! Please contact me only as a friend or advisor.

I've made a few changes to my profile, including calling myself submissive now, instead of a slave. I am still learning to define things, so I hope you will all forgive me for identifying with something new now. I've also added a few notes within the original text of my profile, to clarify some things that were not clear before.

I'm short, overweight, and not very pretty. I'm tired of being rejected, so I give up. Everything.

Make me yours. Do whatever you want to me. Hurt my body. Abuse me. Rape me. Give me away to everyone you know. Do anything. I just don't care. I hate the way things are. I hate myself. (I mean all of this sexually and/or romantically. I am quite happy with my day to day life, and I love my family very much. I hate how unwanted I feel, and how little I have sex. When I first came here, I thought this was all a lot more sexual than I have come to understand it is.)

Write me. Tell me what you want. Tell me what you want me to do. Someone, please, take me away from this lonliness. (I added the "lonliness" part, because I DO NOT want to be taken away from the rest of my life.)

I am willing to travel some to meet that special someone, but that will not be easy, or often, because of my scholastic responsibilities. I am also NOT willing to relocate at this time.
1/15/2006 10:27:57 PM
What a wonderful weekend! I finally gave up and just offered myself to him, and he accepted me! We're going to make it official on next Friday night. In the mean time though, I need to write up my contract and have no idea where to start! If any one can help me with what all to include and every little thing to write, and how to make it look good, PLEASE help me out!
1/10/2006 9:43:29 PM
I really would like to thank you all for your advice and help. I've learned a lot lately! I'm going to keep abusing my friends though, since I still have a million and one questions.

I am seeing someone now, but am not under consideration, so I'm still free to shop around. If I have my way though, I will be his soon, so unless you are something really special, I don't want to get anyone's hopes too high. I really think I want to be his.

We are starting to negotiate how things would be if we were together, and I have been asked how I would like to be used and how I would like to be punished. He says this is to give him ideals about my desires, since I know so little about what to ask for or expect. I really want to try "it all", but I don't know where to start. So, that's my question now. Whats your favorite way to serve your master, or have your girl serve you? And whats your favorite way to be disciplined, or to discipline your girl? I look forward to hearing from you all!
1/8/2006 5:46:01 PM
I met someone pretty nice over the weekend, and being with him raised some questions. He told me he would answer them soon, but would rather I try to find out on my own. He said it would be okay if I asked here and got lots of opinions, so I'm going to. What does "under consideration" mean? What is the significance of wearing someone's collar? What does it matter "how" a girl is used as long as it makes her happy? Sexually or non-sexually, I mean. I know some people read these and like to just respond, so please feel free!  (Edited to make myself, and him, more clear.)
1/4/2006 9:10:59 PM
Wow! So many great people on here. I'm happy to meet you all! But, please, don't bother writing me just to tell me how much you hate me. That's really unattractive.
Sirrea
 
 Age: 26
 Sunland park, New Mexico