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| I have known my inferiority from a young age and throughout school I was very aware that I was just a tool to amuse and entertain the popular girls. Once my weakness was identified I would be regularly manipulated to lick shoes in the playground or be spit on. From this, I progressed into adulthood in full acknowledgement of my worthlessness and my sole purpose for existence is to serve, obey, and entertain.
Without an Owner to control and guide me I feel utterly useless. It is only under the Ownership of a Superior that I am able to provide some use and worth.
I am incredibly obedient, live to please, and always respectful and know to give my best at all times in servitude.
I am married and whilst my wife has been aware of my involvement in such websites as this in the past, she believes it is firmly behind me now and I no longer harbour such desires. The truth is, she is submissive and I find it almost impossible to be aroused or made hard by her. It is only a strong, beautiful, intelligent, and controlling Woman who can make me desperate and crave to worship and adore Her.
I have minimal real time experience but am looking to rectify this as soon as possible.
Whilst I am not anti-findom, it is not something I am regularly able to participate in due to tight finances of running a home.etc. It is something I want to become far more active in in future when money is not so tight.
On my knees,
loser
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