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What makes me a submissive? I'll be damned if I know. I don't flop on my back easily, and I do not take kindly to orders (or threats). I have been on this site before, but I quickly left after some of what I read. I'm venturing out again, but please respect me... that's all I ask. Thanks!
So... back to this submission thingy. I kind of crave it. I'm not sure why. It kind of scares me. That I understand better. Giving up control should be scary. And it's hard to control how much control you give up. Because then you're not really giving up control. Thinking about it too much makes me crave Advil. Or Vodka. I've been told that I am cute, and sexy, but not by the same people. I'm not stick thin. I'm not fat. I have nice lips. I can make you feel good. I can make myself feel good. And I feel like I'm stuck speaking in fragments. I like fragments. Do you? If so, send some my way.
If you're nice, maybe you'll get a picture... or two. But don't expect x-rated ones. Maybe you'll take those one day, but, otherwise, I'm doing my best to keep sexts to a minimum. Thanks for understanding. If you're only looking for naked pictures, I'm sure you can find dozens of pictures of other girls elsewhere.

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1/22/2016 1:37:51 PM
I am still alive.  And looking for love in all of the wrong places.

5/24/2012 1:16:07 PM

With time to think, I think I may be a switch.  I'm at least going to explore it.

 


4/13/2012 6:24:24 AM

So, why am I the worst sub ever?

 

Well, there are many answers to that.  Dslavemaster can probably tell you some of them.  I hope he doesn't.  But I think acknowledging his influence over me is a first step towards moving away from the worst towards the almost-worst subbie. Almost.

 

One thing - I am afraid of total submission.  Very afraid.  And that is an issue.

 

Another - I get a slight thrill out of pleasing a guy.  It's almost a feeling of power.  Feeling like I control his orgasm.  So when I do submit, it makes me feel empowered.  It's kind of fucked up.  I don't know if this what people mean by "topping from the bottom" or if it means I am a switch, but NCchairguy is helping me through these issues.  He's a gem.

 

Finally, I'm tired all the time, and which means I have a hard time following orders before I go to work and when I get home (and often pass out).  So my priorities are either very appropriate (as per the school of the "tiger mother") or completely out-of-whack (as per this community's standards).

 

This comment will probably scare people away.  But it's on my mind.  If it scares you away, then you wouldn't be able to understand me anyway.  It's natural selection.  (Okay, so I am completely misusing that term...)

 


2/4/2012 9:35:13 AM

Too busy to read everything these days.  I'm sorry!


1/21/2012 1:30:48 PM

Thanks for so many messages.  I read them all, but there are not enough hours in the day to respond to each one (or even each one that I like).  I'm sorry!

 

I feel like I'm getting a good mix of one-liners and novel-length messages.  So, some words of advice.

 

1. If you're gonna send one line, make the line count.  Some of you have.  And you've probably received a message back.

 

2. If you're going to send a long message.... a few notes:

 

- I bore easily.

- I don't understand complicated sentences.  Commas are my enemy.  It's not your fault, it's mine.  But try to keep me engaged.  I must have ADD, because I feel like there are a lot of intelligent messages that I just cannot read to the end.

- Please don't just copy your profile text.  I'll probably look at your profile before I even read your message.  So if it's the same, I know you're just fishing.   And fishing is one of my hard limits.  I meant actual fishing, but fishing for subs is just as bad.


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Kristy2luv
 
 Age: 41
 Dundee, United Kingdom