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Greetings Mistresses.

i am now a slave, in training, and being mentored.

At times and for no obvious reason, i become mentally a female. my former Mistress understood this, and began training me accordingly as her feminine submissive/slave. Unfortunately, that was not to last, though i remain friends with Her.

Please understand that i am not fully ts, but remain a fully intact male. my former Mistress's parting instructions to me were to find a Domme who will be willing to complete my training and become the woman i am inside, while allowing me to continue to present myself to the outside world as a standard male, for all of the usual reasons. i'm still coming to terms with some of what this will mean for me in life. my Mistress wishes to keep me fully intact, but otherwise complete my transformation and help me adjust to being what i am, though i fought my fate for years. i will come to accept it, and graciously thank my Mistress for her hard work and loving training. ♥Jane
10/24/2010 10:04:53 AM

Life takes such interesting twists and turns. I now have a Mistress! Best of all, she wants to complete my training from before. It's going to take committment, hard work, and a few years, since she has special plans for me once I am properly trained to her service. The road to becoming a shemale will be interesting, and I'm looking forward to experiencing it!

10/12/2010 8:36:45 AM
Life is so mundane. I don't know what I am. In real life, why do I find myself disgusted by other TV/CD, yet I'm intrigued?
10/6/2010 11:46:26 PM
I think I'll grow my hair out again. I enjoyed it long, and I can switch between myself as a male and femaie more easily, if at least for myself. Anyone else have any thoughts?
9/30/2010 8:09:16 AM
I tried my first pair of heels the other day! I couldn't keep them, but they felt wonderful. I really want to have a pair of thigh-high leather boots with high heels, they're so cute. It'll be a very long time before I have the balls to actually wear them outside, though. Or maybe I don't want to have the balls (sometimes) to wear them LOL.
9/6/2010 11:28:43 PM
Life is such a strange place. Sometimes I'm male, and sometimes I'm female. When I'm male, I enjoy it and don't want to become female. When I'm female, I want to remain myself.

I know who I am, but I don't know what I am anymore!
dominaanastacia
 
 Age: 30
 India