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Honestly, no one really talks to me on here anymore. Our couples profile gets lit up more than the fourth of July and I feel as though the reason that happens is because it is listed that we are both female. All the while I list myself as transgendered on here and I barely get looked at. I check this every day now and poof nothing.
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Just so people know trans switches are more than welcome here shame it's not an option for seeking on this site but oh well. All of you lovely boys and girls and such can come to me. -Sherlock. |
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Heh its kind of funny, my girlfriend gets more messages on here daily than I do but yet I'm the pretty one in her mind lol. |
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I've always had this weird dream, a sort of obscure way I would love to live. If I could have one thing in the world I would love to join a freak show I am a fortune teller. I've always had a knack for it. |
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Today I noticed something. I'll never be "sexy" whether it is my height or my weight or even just the way I put on makeup. I don't wear outfits I just wear jeans a t shirts. I don't accessorize I wear things that I never take off, I don't style my hair, I don't buy nice shoes. I don't see why the idea of fashion affects the attractiveness of people. I love my short hair, my grimy clothes, my easy to manage life style, I don't have time to do makeup or straighten my hair or buy dresses. I don't even have time to brush my hair as it is. |
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Just so you know I do have a couples profile on this site with my love. GirlsOf221B |
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpOSxM0rNPM - Greatest Song ever. |
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The only thing that bothers me about this site is that there is no alternative gender to post. Just because I was genetically assigned female does not mean that i am female. I am not transgender I am gender fluid. I prefer male pronouns. I hate being the one to say this but nothing annoys me more than being treated differently because I was born a woman. I am not nor will I ever be submissive to a MAN! I do not submit my identity to anyone. I will submit to a man under contract and only in scenes but I will never be the subservient bitch that some people assume is what needs to be done in BDSM relationships which is not true. |
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For anyone who is actually on this part of my page please understand that it takes me some time to get on here since I rarely have time to myself these days. Understand that my lack of messaging you back in a timely manner is simply out of my control. It does not mean that I am uninterested because you could be exactly what I am looking for and still not hear from me for a week because I have too much on my plate and can not get near a computer. I am unable to access the cite from my phone and that can cause some serious lapses in response.
Respectfully yours,
Sherlock. |
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There is something I have noticed recently. My admiration for pain has always been a part of me. I love the color of the bruises as they dance on my skin, I adore the smell of blood as the color as it drips down my skin and dances softly down staining white to something beautiful and dyed. I would love to be able to explain how it dances across my body, how it draws me in and can keep me in awe for hours. Something in the sounds of pain drips and runs through my veins like I need it to survive. I have always had the strange sensation and thought that blood was something holy something made specifically to be shed by a select few. That thought has kept me going when my life was at its lowest. I suppose it is the bruises that I adore the most. The way they sting and paint that beautiful picture of art across skin that was once as white and empty as canvas. |
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So as a switch I was looking over the pictures here on the site. Subs splay themselves out sexily and beg for attention with their about messages and their pictures. All the while dominants, the ones that should get respect anyway post pictures of their tools as I like to call them, their means, and when it is themselves they look clean and classy. It leads to a serious question for me, I am a switch so should I show pictures of my more dominant side? My submissive side? Or both and post them all for the world to see? |
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