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Long overdue update under construction....
I've been away from both the site & the lifestyle for quite a while, simply drifting on the ebb & flow of daily humdrum. I recently returned to my home-state of Maine after being away for 14 years, & I'll confess... After living in Seattle for so long, it's a hell of a shock to the system! It's so s...l...o...w... here... ( I'm fairly sure it has to do with the absolute lack of Starbucks on every corner.) Heh... ;)
I need a playmate/lover/chewtoy/prettier-half who can tear me away a couple times a week (Hell, why not nightly while I'm dreaming), remind me what fun is, & not mind getting sexualy used abused in ways that are considered illegal in most states... 
Right now I'm open to just about anything, but of course real life factors apply (attraction, compatibility, etc, etc, yadda yadda)... I'm not a casual player, & must have a real connection with those I become envolved with, especialy if your looking for anything more than the basic spank & tickle.
My honest preferences- I prefer smaller 'dusky' women, younger than myself (21-40's), intelligent, submissive but challenging, self-sufficient & not dependent on me for anything other than me. I'm not a "Daddy". I'm generaly not attracted to 'BBWs', but anything is possible. It all comes down to mutual attraction. :)
I am single, have been for quite a while, no kids, no real past baggage to deal with. I'm on disability, but I'm not a 'lump' by any means. I'm building a new career that works around my limitations, but it's a slow proccess...
What you see in my pics is what you'll get. When we talk you'll get everything upfront, so you can decide just how much of a masochist you are from there. ;)
I have a 'slightly' warped sense of humour that gets me through life... Some get it, some don't... Some wish they didn't... 
My goal is still & always seeking that special someone that will grab my heart (among other things), & hold onto it forever... I'm not a player, but I do love to play... Quality over quantity, as they say... Looking for one for many nights, not many one-nighters... 
Yes, I'm safe (keep an ample supply of band-aids, super glue & duct-tape on hand), semi-sane, & most definately play by the rules... I know when 'No' means No, 'Yes' means Yes, & 'OH GOD, MORE!!!!' means.... Well, you get the picture.
& Sorry, OUCH!!! Is NOT a safeword.... ;)
My thoughts & beliefs on Ds are this...
I am not a 'Master', cyber-Dom, or a control freak, Per se. As a 'Dom', I seek to possess my partner completely, because I absolutely adore her completely... My firm belief is that true submission is the ultimate gift of love, & true domination is the complete acceptance, & return of that love. Anything else, is just sexplay...
In action & 'play/life', I can go Extremely HARD, Or keep things playfuly Soft... All things come from TRUST & UNDERSTANDING, which takes time to build, on both sides.
I will give what is needed & asked for. I will love you. I will hurt you. I will adore you. I will make you cry. I will kiss your bruises. I will make you scream... Ultimately, I will do you NO HARM. & for that, I must know you, before I do any of the above...
Send me a message for my email... Pics are appreciated, & honestly expected for anything to develope. They don't have to be nude, but a smile would be nice. I can always send more of myself as well.
My pics are a few years old now, so I'll post new ones soon... I haven't changed much, a little more gray, a few pounds (which I'm trying to shed)... All the things that come with life... :)
*MORE COMING SOON, INCLUDING NEW PICS*
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Who am I?
Pearl Buck described me best...
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The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this:
A human creature born abnormally, inhumanly sensitive.
To him a touch is a blow,
a sound is a noise,
a misfortune is a tragedy,
a joy is an ecstasy,
a friend is a lover,
a lover is a god,
and failure is death.
Add to this cruelly delicate organism
the overpowering necessity to create, create, create----
so that without the creating of music or books or buildings or
something of meaning, his very breath is cut off from him.
He must create,
must pour out creation.
By some strange, unknown, inward
urgency he is not really alive unless
he is creating.
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** Official favorite quote!**
Read this recently in a forum, & haven't stopped laughing!!! I love it! ;)
Her: "You're too cute to be a Dom."
You: "Thank you. You're too cute to have your pretty face all tear stained,
spit smeared, red, and sweaty from being face fucked while hogtied on a table,
but I'll forgive you and do it anyway."
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