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Another for the collection:
Masterdouche: on 5/17/16 at 12:49 PM:If you were my sub I would have a hard time not wanting to stop touching those gorgeous breasts of yours.
Tink: on 5/17/16 at 1:18 PM:Um ok? Happy for you.
Masterdouche: on 5/17/16 at 1:20 PM:And with that response now I would simply slap your face and shove my cock down your throat until you gagged. Now fuck off.
Tink: Lmao and your true colors come out. Unable to treat someone like a human being and get upset when they don't fall over swooning for you. If you think either approach is appealing you may want to rethink your strategy. |
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This one thing I probably miss the most is having a lap to curl up in.. ;_; |
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Times like this can be especially bumpy for me. I'd like to think I'm adjusting and things are for the best but I'm having one of those rough nights, mostly around in the quiet with my own thoughts.
This isn't the easiest path to chose, to need this lifestyle to the point that you're unable to be happy or whole in just a vanilla or even bedroom only relationship. To be born or develop and identify this need for a D/s relationship even before puberty.
I am reminded of a post I saw recently on Fetlife - the greatest gift a Dom can give me is to shut my head down. It's not something that everyone might agree with but I identify with it. Until the last few months I didn't know this was possible much less how much of a gift or a blessing it can be.
I am so very grateful for being shown what can be possible when you find that sort of full on mental chemistry. I just hope one day I might find it for myself, for keeps. Meanwhile, I will accept what has been given and continue to learn, grow and try not to give up hope that maybe there is sometime else out there meant for me. |
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It's a lot harder having to do so much on my own now, but every time I do something like wrestle the new covers onto the futon mattress that weights twice what I do or something I pull off through pure stubbornness that I didn't think I could do alone there's this huge sense of a accomplishment. I may not be 20 anymore but I can do this.
I'm coming back to myself and so grateful for the care and support of the one keeping me grounded and not allowing me to withdraw too far or slip into that dark place.
I am finding a new confidence in myself and its fucking awesome. I am able to have hope that there is something out there for me. That its worth it to wait for that full on mental click, even if it takes another ten years to find again, its at least possible, and so very special when it happens.
Meanwhile, I know I will really be ok. |
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Well.. Officially single for the first time in many years. I've lived on my own for most of my life so that part isn't exactly new to me and while it was my choice and we parted on good enough terms.. Still doesn't feel great. Trying to look forward, I know this needed to happen so I could be free to be able to move forward toward what I need in my life but now and then its still a bitter pill I have to choke down.
I often wonder if it would be easier if I could just be able to live without kink. I can bury it and deny it but it always resurfaces and the older I get, the stronger it pulls. |
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[Redacted] on 2/1/15 at 9:18 AM:
Hey what's up we should chat. I love humiliation above all us. But I'm an ass hole just looking to abuse I have normal daily interests as well just get off at making a bitch feel degraded to nothing ;)
yeah.... what a charmer... think I'm going to agree. You are an asshole. |
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A new year, a new chapter is opening up in my life and I had the rare fortune of a completely unexpected encounter that has already made a big impact on my life. I know it has it's limitations and will never be for keeps. But as long as I know I have his support and care.. I can begin to allow myself to accept me for who and what I am. That I don't have to hide parts of me and to feel completely accepted by someone that I just completely 'click' with. So thank you for finding me.
I might always be a bit of a work in progress.. but at least I can look in the mirror now and see a little of what he sees in me. And that is a very special, unique creature indeed. |
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“Some people turn sad awfully young. No special reason, it seems, but they seem almost to be born that way. They bruise easier, tire faster, cry quicker, remember longer and, as I say, get sadder younger than anyone else in the world. I know, for I’m one of them.”
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Ray Bradbury, Dandelion Wine |
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PSA: Having been recently introduced to coconut water all I can say is.. I'm pretty sure I just drank coconut jizz. |
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Dear [Redacted because I'm nicer than you are],
Some of you you should be ashamed of yourselves. Really now, you're a 65 yr old man, please try to act your age and have a little class, or at least try to have a dignity and act your age. When you send me a detailed scenario as an introduction telling me all the nasty things you want to do with out a hi, hello or anything, no courtesy or decency in it, simply you verbally wanking into my mailbox.. yes I can hover over it and delete it un-read.
This is the nice way to respond to you.
To send me another e-mail as a retort "Really? You just deleted. Eat shit & die" well, you just proved my point.
Please grow up or go-away.
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Classy Example of how not to message me:
#1 the short, to the point one-liner
From:
[Redacted]
Dated:
8/10/14 7:59 AM
i'll make you piss your self in public whore
#2 the long winded list of rules as an introduction;
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"I don't care if i will fall in love to a devil..
as long as that devil will love me the way he loves hell" |
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"A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies...The man who never reads lives but one" - George R.R Martin |
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