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TexasCBTSub

WANTED: Qualified Local Bull. Apply Within. Looking for a dominate male or female to play with. I'm an extreme sub into really extreme CBT and more. I've written a little (ok, a lot!) about myself below. My wife and I have been married for 20+ years and are active in sexually alternative lifestyles, mainly swinging. I would NEVER play without her approval...mainly because it's soooo easy to get! If you find you have an interest, please contact me (or us...we play well together too!). Currently looking for a qualified local area (within 90 miles) bull. Dominate & experienced in cuckold relationships. For those that don't understand fully what a "bull" is, there is no such thing as a subBULL...it just doesn't work that way. FYI: The female in our profile photo IS NOT my wife...My wife does not get tied & gaged, she is either co-Dom or neutral in a cuckold relationship. For all of you Fantasizing Posers and Fakes: (Let me think about how to say this....) Fuck Off ! Don't waste our time with your bullshit! We are serious and intend to meet after a couple of emails if we are compatible. That means we will have to communicate on the phone and then see each other in the flesh. At that point your screwed if your not who or what your posting....please visit a porn site if all you want to do is wack your willie! My story: As far back as I can remember, I have always fantasized about extreme submission. Submission that is gained by intense physical stimulation (some might call this pain) coupled with helplessness, fear and ultimately a realization that I am completely incapable of controlling, preventing or changing what is happening or what will happen to me. I hope you understand where I am coming from here. The first time I experienced this in real life was about 10 years ago. It was like a drug and I was an addict the first time I took it! My wife and I had a girlfriend who had been a porn-star, and at the time was a headline exotic dancer. She knew my desires to be dominated, and one day she tied me down and well let's say she went "ape-shit" on me! I really didn't know what she was going to do next, but I did know that it scared the fuck out of me. You gotta understand that this girl was constantly getting in trouble, sometimes with the law, because she would act without considering the consequences of what she was doing, until after she did it and was reflecting on it, or in a few cases was running from the sheriff. At one point, she had grabbed a set of tree pruning shears and had my dick locked in the jaws. Judging from the look on her face and the glare in her eyes and the base of my cock throbbing sticking out between the curved blades of the shears! I really and truly thought that I would loose my cock that night! She had me stretched out so tight on the floor, cuffed with D-ring leather cuffs that were padlocked on that there was no way I was stopping whatever she wanted to do. Fear, anxiety and..... at THAT moment I realized that I had never in my life ever been that turned-on! Suddenly, the fear was gone, even the stinging pain from the base of my cock was gone and a very odd calm came across my whole body. Mentally I realized that I could not prevent what was going on and almost instantly accepted the situation. She could've closed those shears...but she didn't. I was hooked! Since then, there have been probably 3 or 4 times that I've been to that state of mind. Twice with my wife, but let me tell ya it takes a lot, but not too much tequila to get my wife to the point of really dominating me. BiSexual? I discovered (surprise!) that I only had a desire to service someone else. Never wanted anyone to get me off. Ultimately I figured out that what I REALLY wanted was to be used. My primary desire is to be forced to suck or be fucked. Well it's kinda hard to get this type of scene from someone you don't know. I may have a really far out there sex drive, but I'm not a complete idiot! Letting a complete stranger tie you up and fuck you can quickly lead to your death! So it's pretty much remained a fantasy when it comes to a male and complete domination. My wife did have me bound once and told me to suck a guy she was going to have sex with. but again that was about 6 years ago. My wife and I slept with a another married couple last year, he fucked the shit out of her for an hour without a condom. As soon as they left, my wife made me lick her clean, and told me not to loose a drop! THAT really freakin' turns me on too! Other than that...I guess I'm just a regular guy! (LMAO!!)
ShiningGoddess
 
 Age: 30
 Losangles, California