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TeraTara

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Thought it was time to update this.

Basically, Im fat, ugly and worthless. If I wasnt a coward, I would take my own life because it all seems so meaningless. The only being Im capable of loving and trusting completely is my cat and shes the only thing keeping me here. I guess Im still on here as a last resort. Therapy hasnt worked, that may be due to the fact that I was unable to talk about my past trauma.

Im not looking to be saved or rescued, just maybe a man who can give me some advice, someone who I can build trust with to make sense of the shit storm that is my inner turmoil.

If it wasnt for all these fucked up issues, I know I could make the right man happy because his approval is what I crave most.

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3/26/2023 8:35:06 PM

hey, I'm bored come play with me on Xbox. I need ppl to play MW2 with, especially DMZ. My gamertag is TeraTara {#emotions_dlg.smile}


9/4/2022 11:02:49 AM

After 2 years my Daddy has finally left 😔. I'm utterly devestated because he has been my everything and I feel so lost and empty without him. I know I can't be mad at him because I'm such a difficult person to be with and be around. I couldn't trust him with all my being no matter how hard I tried. I failed us both because I just couldn't get better and improve my life and just be happy. I really hope that he finds someone better because he deserves it. He had so much patience and did his best to understand me but I just couldn't deal with all my trauma and pain and it kept getting worse and worse. I know he had to leave to save himself and I don't know what to do. I don't know how to stop the men that I end up loving from leaving so maybe I just need to accept that I should be alone, so noone else gets hurt. It's the same reason that I haven't had children, I don't trust myself to not hurt them emotionally.


5/14/2012 1:24:50 AM
k I'm getting weird messages from people both men and women and i have to say most of them are making me lol. Firstly I don't really care what you think. I know that I will make the right man who eventually becomes my Master very happy and he will be pleased by me in every way possible and to the best of my ability. He will also be very proud that i am his and only his. To the men out there that are looking for SLAVES or PETS DO NOT MESSAGE ME AS I AM NOT INTERESTED IN BECOMING ANYONES SLAVE OR PET!! I'm on here to be a submissive for the right guy and to look for a playmate to start with.

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MsCreativeMind
 
 Age: 31
 Charlotte, North Carolina