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| Like a star in the night sky, I am only a light you see shining of so far away. But so much more is hidden, so much that requires a journey to see how I shine against the black. To most, I am just another star you stop and glance at. To only a few, I am a guide. A beacon. A means for those I love to come to me and to the love I offer to them. From the heavens, to a more physical "down to earth" form, I am a rose. Beauty protected by thorns and walls. It is always a risk to first hold me, for without caution and an underlying emotion of love, I can draw blood from the hand the clasps me. Learn me, learn my history, my masks, and you will be safe from my thorns. And from the saftey from my thorns, you will be able to explore my pedals. Each petal represents a different part of me. On one such petal possesses a the image of a powerful, take charge woman. I am my own conqueror, my own ruler. I like and love what I like and love, and settle for nothing short of my own expectations. those I have taken under my wing., I love and protect with all that I am. The remaining pedals contain bits and pieces of my past. I am a person of many tales, that few ears have ever heard. There you will also find my affiliation and the history I have with this Lifestyle. I am me. I take what I want, but give when I think it has been earned. I love power, and blending it into forms that pull what I desire and give you what you crave. Entice me, impress my sense, and you may be rewarded with a smile. From there, a pen and blank page in a story will be foundation of a story we may write. Stop. Stand still. Listen. This is my lesson I teach to the few I have come to know and love. Our lives progress. No matter what troubles or hardships you all may encounter: Stop - Breathe. Silence yourself. Hold that moment for yourself. Stand still - Remove you from yourself. From around you. Deepen the silence until the steady, rthymatic beating of your heart whispers to you. Listen - As you feel the hope leave you sometime, listen to your heart drum away. Listen to your soul. It will know pain, but it will know joy and happiness too. Storms and clouds may block the sunshine that warms us, and it may last longer than we like, but know that the sun shines even in the darkest storms. It will always shine through.
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I shouldn't be surprised by ppl's actions anymore
but there's something's that happen that I'm like really????
All I can do is smile. people come and go
I Will continue to be Myself..
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had an awesome weekend with My friend:)
two hot Ladies get together and the world is Ours:) :) Im also
excited about going outta town this weekend... look out Austin here We come..
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omg.. I just have to shake My head and laugh at some of these profiles....
I should start messaging everyone who's profile makes Me laugh
but then again if never be able to log off cm!!! :) |
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I'm going to Austin at the end of the month for a few days
Can't wait I need a mini vacation:)
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life's good at the moment...
foots healing. 4 more weeks in the boot
can't wait to get out of it.
waiting on the wooden spoon:)
Oh and a picture of the poster :D
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broke my foot yesterday
so here I am on crutches for 6 weeks:(
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Well it's that time again to decide what I'm going to do for my birthday..
Whatever I decide I'm sure it'll be awesome. |
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I'm not the type that complains but damn!!!
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My birthday party was let's just say awesome!!!!
for the ones that didn't come you missed out
and some of My vanilla friends are crazy kinky
one boy texted Me and said that he had whelps all over his body:)
I watched and laughed all night oh I did smack a few asses but mostly just stood back and let My nilla friends go at it..
I did dress up a boy in sissy clothes for breaking My present
bad boy:(
it was fun I had a wonderful time
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work work oh yeah work!!!
one more day 12 more working hours to go
then it's party party oh yeah party!!!!
I'm taking Saturday off just to recoup
fireworks on my birthday hell yeah
told you I'm bring in 40 with a bang
I'm not responsible for My actions laughs
just kidding..... anyways I hope everyone has a great weekend
I know I am:) |
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it's been a busy busy month.
I'm so ready for Friday and My party
the one person I want to come can't
but it's ok I'll take lots of pictures
to everyone else I know and have invited I hope
you come. My vanilla friends might show yall up
laughs. I need to get My drink on just to relax.
a little note to someone and they will know who they are
(bananas is so cute) |
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Looking for spanking boys, girls and servers for My party.... Any takers message Me if interested.. Planning My birthday party is lots of fun trying to decide if I want to rent a place or just have it at My home.. it's crazy that all My vanilla friends are more excited then Me but laughs they always bring out My toys when I throw parties and someone or few gets slut on their ass.. I'm going to bring in 40 with a bang or two... |
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Thinking about renting the boka club for My party oh the fun come on the 29th |
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I'm getting excited about My birthday coming up not excited about turning 40 but the fact I'm having a kink party!!!! |
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yay!!! Work week over!!! Now for some naked fun I can't wait until tomorrow just Me by Myself all day doing whatever I want:-) |
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It's been a long and hot weekend I'm so ready for naked Monday :) huh prince?? Hehe......
A special note to My puppy:
I hope you get to feeling like yourself again soon..I ordered something very special for you and can't wait until I give both things to you:)
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As My boy was hogtied and gagged laying naked on the floor in front of Me I reminded him to snap his fingers if it got to be to much as I pulled the blindfold over his eyes..:)) last night was the first time W/we played.. he was nervous :)) as I lite the first candle he was snapping after I've lite the 2nd and a few drops landed.. many firsts for him and he did well he made his Mistress very proud.... |
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its time that I put some more in the journal... if you say your a submissive or you think you might be a slave know the difference....if you do not know then read up on them...newbies are great so eager to learn to please...there are a few I'm talking with...and I'm always looking for friends....I enjoy and sometimes laugh while reading Dominant profiles on here...no wonder it's so hard to talk to the non fakes....? happy holidays to A/all...
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finding out who's real and who's fake..I don't mind teaching but don't question My methods.....if your not here to learn and obey My ways then your wasting My time...if your here to play games then your wasting My time...
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