Just a dream...

Imagine her looking up at you, trust shines through the tears. She would thank you if she could speak, but you know she can't, you made sure of it. It only takes one look to make her eyes glaze over with lust, one touch, one word. Sometimes she fights you and says no. No is just another way of saying yes, it's not a safeword. She says Please and Thank You, but not always merely in the context of politeness. She wants you and needs you, a firm hand to guide her and teach her to please you. She seeks your approva but doesn't need it to have value. She is kinky and brilliant and wild, hard to capture, harder to hold, but must be contained to be used properly. Nothing like you've ever known. Worth winning, worth fighting for, a girl made to be owned.

No really, there's a person behind this journal, and she's cute as hell too. You might be surprised.

I know it's a shot in the dark looking for someone attractive to steal me away from everything I've ever known and make my dark twisted sexy little fantasies a reality. I know that most of the men who have the personalities I like aren't really all that attractive to me or are my father's age or are very obese. I know it's hard to believe there's a girl who wants to submit in all those lovely dirty ways and can still go out and not embarass you when you're in public. It's alot to believe.

I might just shock you, in pleasant ways and surprise you completely with my wits or my beauty or any one of a thousand traits that it's just not possible some single willing attractive sub might possibly have. Yes, I smoke cigarettes and have a cat, that's not so much for vices unless you count the complete desire to be enthralled with the right man and his rough hands.

Thoughts on things:

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I can't help it, some things should be expressed explicitly instead of by implication. You can't very well expect someone to read your mind and know what you want if you can't say it.

There's a very good reason ass play is listed as something I live for. People keep writing me who aren't interested in it and that's a dealbreaker. There's a reason I spend my time fantasizing about having my ass taken, why would I want to commit to not ever having that happen? It doesn't make sense.

I love to play all the time, I'm very touchy feely, or very touch-me take-me as it were. I can't do low sex drive, chastity has zero appeal. I'm also seriously flattered, but so not into females at all. They're fun to look at, but most of em are nuts and I just don't do well there. Sorry, but that includes men who like to crossdress. Nothing wrong with it, but it's not my thing like needle play isn't my thing. I like men who are men and who want to remind me what it is to be female. I like being little and curvy and sort of delicate, I don't like the idea of sleeping with someone who fits the same description.

LOL, I got yelled at for being 'picky'. Of course I'm picky, I'm not offering the world and my future to just anyone who raises their hand and says "Pick me." If I was going to actually devote myself to being the greatest delight in someone's life, it will have to be someone I actually like and want to be around. To completely submit all that you are, well... I'm not a fool or a child and I know what I'm looking for, what works and what doesn't. I know myself well enough to know what I'm about. Very sorry people have a problem with that, and always happy to bulkmail or trash those responses unread. I'm not here for everyone, I'm only here for the right one.