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| Sometimes it feels like it's just not worth it to chew through the straps in the morning. I have money, I'm attractive, I'm fit, I'm kind, I'm funny, I'm a good catch who's fun to be with, but I'm old, and I'm married to my sweetie of many years who has medical problems making sex impossible then she turned vanilla and we became warm, friendly, snuggling roommates who sleep at opposite ends of the house (she snores quite loudly). While she is away I'm looking - not for her replacement. I have been looking for years. No qualified lady is interested yet they write here about their bad experiences with lying creeps, jerks and overbearing monsters. They say they are subs or slaves but they still don't reply, no G-rated meetings just to get to know me. It doesn't pay to tell the truth here. But even if a failure here I have to be true to myself, I'm not comfortable lying to a lady to get what I want then break her heart when she finds out the truth. Push on I must...
"Temporary Position" (Can be more than temporary) Handsome, fit, man seeking sub or slave or switch (female only). Height/weight proportionate, sorry, no BBW's. Non-smokers preferred. If you tell me you are height/weight proportionate and show up at 200 lbs - you'd better be 11 feet tall :o)
BnD only. No sex unless you are OK with my situation. Situation? Wife will be out of the country for 2 weeks beginning Sunday evening (16-DEC-2012), returning Jan. 1st. Life is too short to put it on hold until she returns.
I'd love to apply my leather collars, cuffs, etc. in a loving manner, caress you, and more. Free warm hugs! Looking for a win-win, mutual fantasy fulfillment, we discuss all prior to play, no one leaves unhappy. Ears perk up just a little there?
If you and I get along famously this position need not be temporary. Does my honesty startle you? Been lied to a lot by married men who are out for sex or become no-shows when it's time to meet? If a good match then wife will have a "little helper."
Local public meeting first. Have your people call my people, we'll do lunch. Well, correspond here first.
Web cam-able for verification purposes on Yahoo Messenger which is free. You can create a new login there just for this so that you don't have to be worried about someone pestering you at your normal email address.
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Its after 4AM, still awake. So much in my head. Ambien to the rescue tonight. Not as fun as a cutie to snuggle or to sleep holding her leash. |
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What a surrealistic day. The Mayan Calender "End of the World" thing, I fax a form to my financial people to move $15,000 from my Traditional IRA to a Roth IRA which will cost me about $3,500 in federal and state taxes. Ow. Bastards. I write a check to donate $1,000 to my ER and hand it to the hospital vice president for which the department and the VP are very appreciative. That felt good. Then I stand by helpless and watch a beautiful 36 y.o. lady die in my ER, her final battle lost to cancer. I guess for her...the world did end today...and a new one began. So to her - the Mayans were right. The world did end. Mayans "1" us "0". I hit the gym, workout, shower, fresh clothes, then off to my neighbor's End of the World party. The image of this dying girl's pained then lifeless face won't leave my mind. I drink. I am a drinking lightweight, this doesn't feel good. What a weird day this has been. Ya just can't make up this stuff. I need a hug. |
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| Age: 19 |
| Mathis,
Texas |
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